The door opened he grabbed my hands tight like they where going to slide out breathing heavily
Don't do this to me don't leave me please Shima am begging you know what we can have sex we can fuck each other I don't care.
Stop it Alfred stop forcing yourself to love something you don't I already failed you as a friend please don't do what you don't want .
I have to go I have to I want sex so bad its driving me crazy I can't think I don't want to fail you anymore I would find a fuck partner am sorry
I knew you where always like this insensitive and selfish but I didn't know you where also heartless
Shima I haven't had sex since Rose had gone and you know what happens to me if I don't have sex you know am a sex addict you keep blabbing about sex like its a punishment