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Chapter 30 - CHAPTER 30

"Listen to my voice, and visualize each experience I describe. Let yourself feel the sensations. Let your fingers move freely, doing whatever feels natural. At times you may feel very aroused. If you have an orgasm, say 'I'm cumming', or 'I came,' each time. Will you do that, Cindy?"

"Yes," I said, feeling a strange tingle of arousal.

"Listen to my voice. Let yourself feel the sensations I describe. A woman is kissing your breast, caressing it, sucking your nipple, making it hard…

She is still at your breast, but now a man is sucking on your other nipple. A man and a woman are caressing your breasts, both at once, licking your nipples, arousing you…

Now the woman has been replaced by another man. Two men are fondling your breasts, one sucking on each…

Their hands are rough…

Too rough…

They are women now. Two women are kissing your breasts and licking your nipples…

Biting your nipples…

Biting harder…

Now a mouth is sucking and licking your clitoris, a warm mouth, a skilled mouth…

You don't know whose mouth it is…"

Each time she paused, Alex recorded a series of measurements. I drifted, awake but in a dream. The things Alex described became more and more real to me.

"Now there is a hard cock, a thick cock, entering your mouth, filling your mouth completely…

Someone else's mouth is sucking and licking your clitoris, while you suck. The cock. Slowly. Down your throat…

The cock is cumming now, shooting cum in your mouth…

Shooting cum down your throat…

Shooting cum all over your face…

Cum is running down your chin…

Someone is licking the cum off your face…

It's you—you're licking the cum off your own face…"

"I'm cumming. Oh, oh shit! I'm cumming AGAIN!" I panted, taken completely by surprise.

"Good, Cindy. You're doing really good. Guided fantasy can be very powerful. It's similar to hypnosis, but without all the bullshit. Relax now. Take a minute and catch your breath. Do you need some more oil? Spread it around, make sure nothing gets dry or sore. Would you like to continue?"

"Yes. Yes, please. Take me further, Alex. Teach me more."

Alex guided me through fantasy after fantasy, measuring my responses to every situation, bringing me to four more orgasms—one of them when she described a cock cumming up my ass while another filled my mouth with semen—before she decided I was too exhausted to continue.

I napped then. When I woke, there she was, with a basket of treats: granola, warm muffins, coffee… and champagne!

She took a mouthful of champagne and gave me an inquiring look. I nodded, and she kissed me passionately, delivering a burst of cool champagne into my mouth along with her hot, busy tongue. We swallowed together, sharing tongues and champagne. We both had to catch our breath. What a kiss!

"Congratulations, Cindy. You were magnificent. You ARE magnificent." She kissed me, thoroughly, holding the back of my head and exploring my mouth. "Mmmm… eat up, now. You'll need your strength." She smiled mischievously, and fed me a bit of muffin from her fingers.

"I think I know what you want, what your really want. Cindy, you're an extraordinary, beautiful, sexual being. I believe that, somewhere inside, all of us are like you, but for you the bonds that constrain your sexuality are coming untied, you're freeing yourself, in a way few ever do.

"Based on what you've already told me and shown me, I think what you want, truly want, is to free what you call your 'inner cum slut' completely, to let her out, to become her.

"You want to experience it all, embrace it—suck cock and eat pussy, worship a phallus or a vagina while being fucked in both your vagina and your anus, one after the other, or even both at once. You want every part of your body sucked and licked: ears, face, neck, nipples, clit, cunt, anus, fingers, toes—everything. And you want to lick and suck everything in return. You hunger for it.

"You have an amazingly complete ability to love both men and women sexually, without inhibition or restraint—privately, in small groups, or in front of a worldwide audience. You would enjoy having thousands of people watch you fuck, fantasize about you, masturbate with excitement, cum watching you.

"You're deeply in love with cum in all its aspects: the sensation of your partner's orgasm, the idea of it, and the physical reality of it. You want to feel your partner's orgasm with the most sensitive parts of you—in your case, your mouth and ass.

'You want to lick up vaginal secretions from the font; you hunger for the taste. And the physicality and quantity of male cum, it's direct connection not just to arousal but specifically to orgasm, drive you wild.

"You want to eat cum from many, many cocks. You want to shower in it, bathe in it. The feeling of a partner's orgasm in your sensitive mouth, combined with the smell and taste of semen—the physical manifestation of the male orgasm—are psychically linked to your own feeling of inner release when you cum.

"You will always be able to achieve orgasm when a man cums in your mouth, with the slightest additional stimulation, but Cindy, your ability to achieve orgasm is almost unlimited. It's off the charts! In the right frame of mind, you could cum with just my toe in your vagina. You. Are. Astonishing.

"Is any part of you saying 'yes' to these ideas?"

"I'm wet, Alex. Sopping wet. And I feel a hot humming from my clit. I think you're right. You are right. About all of it."

She smiled, dimpling again. "And how will knowing this change you?"

"I AM a cum slut," I said. "A pussy-eating, cocksucking, cum-bathing, sperm swallowing, cum slut. Nobody has to dominate me any more, to force me to have what I want anyway. I want to experience sex in all of it's incarnations, and I'm… I'm proud of it. It's what I am, and from now on I'm going to make the most of it. No hiding. No holding back!"

Alex grinned. "I want to see that happen, Cindy. I want to be a part of it. May I?"

"Please, Alex. I want you to. I, I want you. I want to taste you, to feel you cum. Alex, I want to fuck you so bad right now."

"Oh, you will. I promise you. All of it. You inspire me, Cindy. I want to be your sister cum-slut, for you to teach me to how to be like you. We're going to do it! We're going to eat each other out in public, be fucked together, take cum showers, and lick the creamy cum from each other's bodies.

"Oh, Cindy, this is going to be the best Spring Break ever!"

And so it was.