What finally broke Chad from his memorized stupor, was the lack of paper he had in his sketchbook. He looked down when he tried to reach for the next sheet of paper, but there was none left, so he had been grasping at air. By the time he looked back up, Jeanie was trying to cover herself with her arms as she stood there in pink-faced silence. He immediately stood up, ignoring the tightness of his jeans and his alpha, and came to stand in front of his love.
"Jeanie, you are so beautiful. Don't hide yourself from me. I promise I won't do anything you aren't ready for." He nearly begged as she nervously continued to try and hide herself with her arms. He was suddenly reminded of a world-famous painting, 'The Birth of Venus' as she stood before him. He didn't dare touch her yet. He didn't want to scare her when she was already in a nervous state about her state of undress. Or was it more that she was nervous about?
"Really? You think I'm still beautiful, even though I have ugly breasts?" She didn't like that she was so hung up about them, but in her mind, they weren't pretty or beautiful, they were heavy and a nuisance.
She had spent a good amount of her allowance on buying the pretty bras she had planned on wearing over the week. Since she wasn't an average size, she had to shop at a specialty shop online to find ones that fit. The one she had just taken off was so pretty on the model, but it had looked just meh on her when she had gotten it. She had worn it anyway since it was the best of the three she had brought and it was her graduation day. Wanting to look at least a little pretty and hopefully sexy for Chad, she had splurged and bought the matching panties as well.
"You are breathtakingly beautiful, Jeanie. Every inch of you is stunning and amazing. How can I not find you beautiful when you look like Venus incarnate in the evening light as you stand before me?"
That caused Jeanie to blush. She knew enough about art to know that Chad was complimenting her.
"And for the record, you don't have ugly breasts. They are beautiful, just like the rest of you." Chad declared with a heated but restrained passion. He still didn't touch his girlfriend since she seemed a little skittish and her nervous pheromones weren't telling him that she would be receptive yet.
Jeanie relaxed a little. She didn't really realize that hearing her boyfriend say that her boobs weren't ugly would make her feel better. She knew that Chad meant every word, so maybe that was why she didn't feel like it was lip service if it had been anyone else saying that. She had developed a little earlier than most girls, so she had always been a little more self-conscious about her body. It didn't help that after she presented as an omega her body went through a rapid change, resulting in her being able to sense pheromones and feel so much more than she had ever experienced before. It was like a whole new world to her when she first learned all about her secondary gender.
Sensing that Jeanie had relaxed a little, Chad dared to let out a little more of his desire for her in his pheromones. He was cautious, but also wanted to progress things. He didn't want his girlfriend to be unprepared for their bonding. He didn't know if it was better or not to take her for the first time during this period for them and so had decided that they should prepare to be intimate ahead of time since she didn't know either.
"Jeanie, do you see how my body reacts to you? Do you sense how much I desire you? I want you to take a moment and listen to your inner omega and see what it wants and then take another moment to consider what you want to do next." Chad asked her after Jeanie was silent even after he let out his desire for her carefully in his pheromones.
Blushing fiercely, Jeanie had noticed, but hadn't wanted to acknowledge that aspect of her boyfriend's desire yet. She had of course seen him and handled him, but it always embarrassed her that she only let him go so far with her and yet he let her do as she wished with him. She knew he always responded nicely, and she could get him off, but he seemed to always be thinking of her comfort levels whenever they had tried in the past to be more intimate. He never demanded or asked for more than she was ready to give. Even now he was drastically holding himself back for her sake. He had even come up with a brilliant solution to her saying one thing, when she really wanted another, but had been too scared to say anything other than 'Stop'.
Making up her mind, Jeanie made the first move since she knew that Chad wouldn't if she continued to be this shy and reluctant. He was always a gentleman, so it was her turn to be brave and make the first move on this journey. She stepped forward and pressed herself against him and even though her boobs got in the way of embracing him, Chad got the hint that she wanted to be held. He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her closer before he leaned down and captured her mouth.
Getting the hint that Jeanie was ready for him to put the moves on her, Chad pulled her closer before he kissed her with passion. He didn't hold back and let out all his desire for her in his pheromones as he plundered her delightful mouth. She responded with a small moan and kissed him back with only a hint of hesitation. He could feel her breasts pushing against his chest and lamented that he was still dressed. He wanted to feel them, to explore them properly, and to show her just how much pleasure she could experience at his hands.
When he broke from their passionate kiss, he could tell Jeanie was a bit dazed. He immediately dialed back his pheromones as he realized what he had done while kissing. He was overpowering her with his desire, and it was affecting her. If he wasn't careful, he would end up being an absolute jerk and force her into being more intimate by using his pheromones to oppress her.
Starting to come around from her dazed state, Jeanie could tell that Chad was withdrawing his pheromones. But she didn't want that. She wanted to feel them envelope her, to comfort her with those feelings of desire. She looked up at him and let out more of her own pheromones as she started to unbutton his shirt. "Don't hide your pheromones. Please, let me feel all of them! I want you to make me feel good, Chadley! I want to be yours!" She cried as she tried to hurry through his buttons, but she was fumbling in her haste.
That did it for Chad. Jeanie rarely called him by his full name, but it was such a turn on when she addressed him as such. He silently gave thanks in his head for the treasure that Jeanie was to him and helped her with his shirt. As soon as they had the last of his buttons undone, he pulled off his shirt, superman style as he released his pent-up desire in his pheromones. The second he was free from his shirt; he could feel Jeanie caress the muscles of his chest while he fumbled with his belt before managing to unbuckle it. All the while, Jeanie was unzipping his pants for him and manhandling his appendage, trying to free it from his boxers.
Jeanie felt the heady and dazed feeling that she associated with Chad's pheromones when he was releasing them, but there was more to them than that. There was a tenderness underneath the blatant desire, and it made her feel even more giddy as they washed over her. He was undoubtedly influencing her body now, but it wasn't as scary as she thought it might be. As her desire grew, it pushed past her insecurities as her omega awakened and yearned for its mate. They may not have mated yet, but her omega had always thought of Chad as her mate. It had been that way from the second that they had first made eye contact back when she was still learning about her secondary gender.