David
It feels good to finally put the diary story to bed.
At least I got something off my chest,apart from the fact that Maria hasn't actually told me the whole story between her and Frank.
Anyway, maybe it's a wound she doesn't want to unveil again.
I'm not satisfied and that's why even though I've returned the diary ,I had taken matters into my own hands too and my PI is still working on it.
I talked about returning the diary as an act of being a good boyfriend but I'm sure this is going to cancel out .She might forgive me for the diary but it's going to be hard for her to forgive this other step. I'm thinking so. Logically.
I don't know why I'm so obsessed with it anyway. Maybe there is just that fear in me.
Call me insecure ,but I don't think it's going to look good if Maria and I become serious and then somewhere along the line, that strong ex comes back to disturb our lives.
That's just how hopeful I am about this.
