"You're driving me crazy, Koen…" I whimpered.
Eligor was quick to make sure that I was gonna get satisfied. He pushed my panties onto the side, making way for his fingers to bury themselves inside my core. My lips parted in delight.
"Do you like that?" He asked.
I bit my lower lips and nodded. Eligor smirked at my response as he slowly started thrusting the two of his fingers inside of me. My legs squirmed in pleasure.
"Ahh, fuck…" I tried suppressing a moan. Eligor looked me in the eyes as his finger dipped in and out of my wetness. He made sure to bury it deeper with every thrust, even making a motion to make sure that he was hitting my G-spot.
As soon as I felt a surge of pleasure build up in my abdomen, I couldn't help but wrap my arms around Eligor's neck. He was hitting my most sensitive region while also rubbing on my clit, so I knew that it wouldn't be long before I cum on his digits.
"Shit, I'm near…" I moaned. He was taking my breath with his maneuver, and all that I could do was to meet with the thrusts of his fingers, desperate to reach my climax.
Eligor lowered his body on me and rested his lips on the top of my ears. "Your pussy is so fucking tight, Asteria. I can't wait to fuck you."
My lips parted as his fingers pushed deeper and quicker, letting me know how desperate he was to seize me. Our quarter was fast dominated by the sound of his fingers sinking into my wetness.
"Shit, Eligor! I'm cumming!" I couldn't keep from crying his name. I was completely buried in ecstasy, and it didn't take long for my body to tremble as I approached my release.
Eligor pulled out his fingers from my entrance, licking it clean as his brooding and lustful eyes stared right at mine. "You taste so fucking amazing, lover…" He whispered, grinding himself on my center.
My legs quivered as soon as his shaft made contact with my sensitive clit. Eligor's grin deepened in delight, and I knew he appreciated how sensitive I was in the aftermath of his actions. I bit my lower lips and tried to hide my face in the pillow. Eligor chuckled and rubbed himself on me once more. I moaned.
"You're so ready for me, Asteria." He leaned down, sucking on my nipples with his lips. I couldn't stop myself from agreeing. I was so eager for him that the fact that he wasn't inside of me was starting to irritate me. The only thing holding me back was the idea that giving in to my impulses would complete our mate bond.
I rubbed myself on his cock as he suckled and bit on my nips sensually. He was shocked for a moment but continued with what he was doing.
"Eligor…" I called.
"Hmmm?" He replied.
I bit my lower lips and reached my hand out to his cock, stroking it up and down and feeling its pulse on my palm. Eligor was fast to be attentive and immediately came to a halt.
"Can I suck you?"
….
"Where were you last night, Lilith? I looked all over the venue but I couldn't find you! I thought you had already found your mate and left me alone!" Willow complained.
I broke into a tense laugh. "I just felt dizzy yesterday, Willow. I went to the hotel and slept."
I did more than sleep, actually... I can still taste his flavor in my tongue.
My cheeks brightened at the thought. I seriously need to stop thinking about Eligor. He does nothing but pollute and dominate my mind. I'm afraid that I'd keep craving him if I let myself keep thinking of him.
"Omg, I'm sorry I didn't know, Lilith. I brought medicine last night, you should have told me. " Willow uttered in concern.
I brushed the back of my neck as I was instantly overtaken by guilt. Willow is genuinely concerned about me but all that I actually did last night was be devoured by a rogue. It felt illegal to even reply.
"It's okay, Willow. I actually feel better already. A rest was all that I needed." I replied with a low voice. It felt shameful to say it out loud. Eligor kept me awake all night, and a rest doesn't exactly describe what we did. If anything, he exhausted me.
"That's good to hear, Lilith. Alpha Declan would be thrilled to hear that you can go on a date today!" She suddenly exclaimed.
My forehead creases in confusion. I didn't hear anything about a date from my father. How come Willow knows about this before I do? Is my father setting me up?!
"What do you mean by a date, Willow? I don't remember agreeing to any of this." I genuinely asked.
I know my father is only concerned about me since he still believes I am mateless, but I don't want Eligor knocking on my window again. I just managed to survive him yesterday for Pete's sake! I don't think I can handle another jealous mate anytime soon.
"Didn't the Alpha inform you, Lilith? Alpha Khai is interested in taking you as his chosen mate! You're so lucky for getting to date him!" She declared.
My jaw instantly dropped in surprise. I know that we had stuff going on yesterday, but I didn't know that he was actually serious!
"Are you sure you heard my father right, Willow? I don't think Alpha Khai is interested in me that way." I replied, trying to stay in denial.
I just couldn't get myself to believe that what he said last night was true. Alpha Khai is a well-known wolf pack leader, and I haven't even been named Luna yet. I'm not powerful right now, and I'll only be on par with him if I claim my position. I genuinely don't understand why he would pick me.
"I was there when Alpha Khai approached your father last night, Lilith. It actually took him a lot of courage to tell Alpha Declan that he was interested in taking you as his chosen mate." Willow said, giggling.
I sighed as I was confronted with yet another issue. What was I thinking yesterday to lead Khai on? I admit that I'm quite intrigued by him, but I wouldn't want to include him in my Eligor issue. That rogue is already too much for me to manage, and adding an alpha to the mix is not something I'd like right now.
I feigned a smile at her and just nodded. "Thank you for telling me, Willow. I'd like to ask my father about this. Please excuse me."
I made my way into the Alpha's quarter as soon as I was free of Willow's attention. I'd like to hear what his thoughts are about Khai's invitation to date.
"Good Morning, Father." I immediately stated.
Alpha Declan took his eyes off the book he was reading the moment that he heard my voice. He greeted me with a smile.
"You're here, Lilith. Do you need anything?" He asked.
I took a deep breath and walked towards his table. "Willow told me about a date with Alpha Khai. Did you set us up?" I boldly asked.
My father smiled. "Of course, Lilith. Aren't you happy? I know that you've liked him since you turned eighteen, my daughter. This is your chance to be his mate." He replied.
"Who told you that I like him, father? Why are you even so okay with this? You appear to be more enthusiastic than I am! Isn't he too old for your 19-year-old daughter?" I asked, confused.
My father was grinning from ear to ear last night, and he's still grinning now that we're talking about Alpha Khai. He can't even hide that he likes him a lot.
"You're my daughter, Lilith. It was easy to tell that you admire him, and please, do not worry yourself about the age difference. We're wolves, Lilith. Not humans. If we wanted to, we could live to be a hundred years old. " My father said.
I fiddled with my fingers as soon as I noticed how he was so eager to set me up with Alpha Khai. Maybe my father feels at ease with him because they're our best comrades.
I couldn't do anything but just nod. My father is right. The age difference is not really a problem with wolves because we can live for a long time regardless. I guess I just wanted to try and change his mind about Khai since I'm still dealing with Eligor.
"When did Alpha Khai ask for me, Father? I'd better be ready for the date." I replied, feigning a smile on my face.
My father's eyes sparkled in response. Seeing him like this makes me feel bad for having Eligor in my life. If only I could break the bond between us, then I would.
"He will be visiting you later tonight, Lilith. It seems to me that he wanted to wolf out with you."
…
When I returned to my room, Willow had already departed, and it was the perfect opportunity to try and contact Eligor. I'd rather tell him about Khai now than wait for him to find out later, since if there's one thing I've learned about him, it's that he acts on instinct when driven by our mate bond.
"Eligor?" I tried calling through my mind.
I'm not even sure whether the mate link would work, but it wouldn't hurt to give it a shot. After all, it's not like Eligor has ever told me or brought me to where he is staying.
I waited for a while but he didn't respond. Can he even hear me?
"I need to tell you something, Eligor. Can you please come to my room?" I repeated.
Eligor continued to remain silent. I was already becoming impatient after only two tries to connect with him via the mate connection. How the hell could I get him to hear me?
"Tell him that it's about Khai, Lilith. He's jealous of him. He'd probably show up." Dusk suddenly muttered.
I took a deep breath and nodded. "Do you think that would work, Dusk?" I asked.
"I mean, I'm not confident that would work, but even Zion is jealous of that Alpha. I believe you should give it a go." She responded.
Dusk had a point, so I decided to give it a try. Perhaps telling him straight would bring him to me.
"Please, Eligor. I know that you can hear me. It's about Khai Palmer." I tried once more, this time, mentioning his so-called rival.
"Coming." A voice immediately replied.
My eyes widened in surprise, while Dusk also broke into a chuckle.
"I told you, Lilith. He'd come right away at the mention of Khai's name. That Eligor guy is just always jealous as fuck." Dusk said, still laughing.
I rolled my eyes although she could not see me. "And now I have to face that jealousy again, Dusk. How do I even calm that guy down? He's literally so stubborn."
Dusk scoffed. "Just shower him with kisses or something, Lilith. That rogue might be acting tough when he's with you, but Zion told me that he gets all soft the moment that you touch him. It's about time you use the bond to your advantage, Lilith." She advised.
I scratched my head in confusion. "I doubt that he's gonna get soft on me, Dusk. Eligor just likes to dominate me, I'm starting to think that it's his kink."
"What about my kink, Lilith?" Shit. Eligor is here.
I bit my lower lips as I slowly turned towards him. How did I not even feel his presence behind me? I swear to God, he's just too slick for his own good.
"Nothing, Eligor. Can you please close the window and come inside?" My father would hear his voice otherwise. I don't want to be exiled this early into our secret.
Eligor did not speak but followed my command regardless. He took his time walking towards me, and pulling me to sit on his lap. I instantly made myself comfortable and clung to his neck so that I could properly see his face.
Eligor smirked. "You're getting comfortable with me now, aren't you, little pup?"
I rolled my eyes and squeezed the skin on his neck. "We've seen too much of each other already, Eligor. It's not like I reset every time that we meet."
Eligor just grinned and planted a kiss on my neck. "So what do you have to say about that worthless alpha, lover? This is the first time that you called me, and it's already about another wolf." His eyes darkened at the mention of Khai.
I gulped. Should I really just tell him straight? If I irritate him once more, I'm scared things may escalate again. When Eligor becomes upset, he doesn't fight me with swords and weapons. He fights me in bed, and I've been working so hard to keep him from entirely dominating me that I'm afraid he'll win the next time something occurs between the two of us. I've been trying hard to keep the mate connection inadequate on my side; performing the mating rite will just strengthen my affection for him.
"Before I tell you, can you please promise me that you won't lash out again? Just try listening to me before even doing anything. Please, Eligor." I whispered.
Eligor locked eyes with me and tightened his hold on my waist. "You better have an explanation ready, Asteria. I'll try to control myself." He replied.
I took a deep breath and gathered all of my strength as soon as I heard what he had to say. This is it, Lilith. Just try your best to calm him down after telling him. You've got this!
I turned to face Eligor, strangled his lap with the weight of my body, and kissed him lightly to perhaps calm him down. He responded and kissed me back.
"Khai Palmer is taking me out tonight, Eligor. He wants me to be his chosen mate." I muttered under my breath, as the kiss came to an end.