THE JESUS SLAY QUEENS 2
Episode 33
"Lord my heart cry!
Is to be more Holy
Lord my heart cry!"
Is to be like Jesus!
My heart cry!
Is to be more closer,
Lord my heart cry!
Is to be like thee,
Oh Lord!
Purify Lord purify,
Till I am made,
Purer than gold.
Purify Lord purify,
Till I am made,
Purer than gold."
"JULIET HAVE YOU SEE GOLD WHEN IT IS RAW AND UNPROCESSED?"
"No! But I usually hear people saying something about the gold looking so black and unattractive."
"YES! THAT'S EXACTLY HOW A BELIEVER WHO DIDN'T ALLOW ME TO WORK ON HIS INNER MAN LOOKS LIKE. YOU HAVE TO SURRENDER TO ME COMPLETELY.
YOU WERE AT A CROSSROAD WHERE YOU WERE ABOUT TO FIND OUT THE TRUE POTENTIALS OF GOD THAT YOU CARRY, BUT THE FLESH DECIDED TO FIGHT YOU WITH IT'S FULL POWER. BECAUSE IT DIDN'T WANT TO LOSE IT'S AUTHORITY OVER YOU.
DO YOU KNOW WHAT WOULD HAVE HAPPENED TO YOU IF YOU HAD LEFT THE HOUSE? DO YOU KNOW YOU WERE ALMOST LEAVING YOUR SPIRITUAL COVERING? IT WAS YOUR MENTOR'S PRAYERS THAT RESCUED YOU. SHE WAS PLEADING WITH ME TO SHOW MERCY.
ONCE AGAIN JULIET, YOU ALMOST BROKE MY HEART."
"Daddy, I am so sorry! Please! Help me! I am tired of all this! I am tired of breaking your heart. I know I don't deserve you in my life, but all I'm asking is that you help me to be the girl you can trust. Help me to be a person that puts smiles continually on your face. Please help me.
"JULIET, PAY ATTENTION. I AM ABOUT TO SPEAK. LISTEN TO WHAT I WILL SAY."
This conversation between daddy and I was going on while I was on my knees blasting in tongues. We had spent 3 hours praying in the Holy Ghost. We had 3 more hours to go. I don't think I can last for another 3 hours. I am seriously tired. Plus, my heart was so heavy with guilt.
Daddy was not happy with me and he was giving me all the rebukes I fought so hard never to receive.
It was mummy that spoke, just as Daddy had earlier said that he was about to speak.
"Psalms 139:23. Search me, O God, and know my heart: try me, and know my thoughts.
Verse 24. And see if there be any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.
That's the prayer of a sincere man. David was a man that we all claim he was after God's heart. But look at the prayer he was praying in this Psalm.
Search me oh God! If someone had told David that you would one day take another man's wife and commit immorality together with her. Kill the man and marry his wife as if nothing happened.
David would have shouted God forbid! Abomination! Never! It will never happen! How can I do such a wicked thing?
I believe that was what David would reply such a person.
There's something in man called, potential iniquity. That's the reason why God has not allowed us to enter some specific spiritual heights. That's the reason why he has not granted us access to some high ranking spiritual portals.
Because you still have potential to be proud. By the time you handle some certain heights of spirituality, even your mentor becomes a small boy in your eyes. By the time you carry some specific kind of grace, even your elders in the spirit, will become trash to you.
Who would have believed that the David who refused to kill Saul his sworn enemy, would kill one of his loyal servant?
Someone who was so righteous that he refused to kill his enemy, could possess the potential to do such evil.
Can you open your mouth and cry to God? Some of you are bragging that I cannot fornicate. It's because you don't know yourself yet. You don't know the potential in you. How you will raise your hand and slap your husband, you won't understand. Even you, will be shocked at your actions.
You'll ask yourself how did it happen? How did I end up fornicating? How did I end up slapping my husband? How did I end up beating my wife? How did I end up stealing my boss's money? How did I end up telling a lie?
How did it happen?
You are going to cry to God for the next 3 hours. Daddy, I have a rebellious spirit. When my mentor says follow this instruction, I will say no. Daddy can you help me?
Daddy I have lust for the opposite gender. I look at girls and imagine the unimaginable about them. When I'm around them, it's as if I should grab them and commit immorality with them. Lust is eating me up and I have been pretending as if it is not there but it's there. Daddy can you help me?"
I roared in prayers. The atmosphere of prayer was intensified. We switched to aggressive tongues.
"Go ahead and tell Jesus to take over. Those potential stubbornness. Those small small anger. That bitterness in your spirit. Tell him to search them out.
Chai! The bible says in Hebrews 4:12. For the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart.
Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha! A discerner of the thoughts and intentions. Ha ha ha ha ha! Some of you have intentions oooo! Only God knows what is your true intention. Are you here to be best friends with Juliet Anderson? Or you are here because you mean business?
There are some intentions that are in your heart now that when God sees it, he withdraws from pouring out his anointing on you. Because it would be a risk to put such heavenly treasure in your hands.
Pray for yourself ooo! Me I'm also here to pray for myself. I don't know what potential are situated in my heart.
The bible says that the heart of man is desperately wicked. Except God helps your heart, you're a time bomb. You're not just in time to show us your true potential. There are so many shocking things about you bottled up.
Can you go ahead and cry to God? Haaaaaaaa! Daddy help this small girl oooo. Help Toyin! They are calling me mummy, but you see what is going on within me! Help me Daddy!"
When I saw the way my mentor was praying as if she was the worst sinner on earth, I decided to stop bottling whatever I had to say to God. I am before the king that sees all and knows all. What help will pretence give to me.
"Father help this rebellious Juliet! Help me daddy! I struggle with you too much! You know me more than I know myself. You know my intentions and my thoughts. Father help me! Don't allow me to bring you shame.
"JULIET CAN I ASK YOU A QUESTION?"
"Yes daddy."
"IF YOU WERE WITH MR ADEBAYO AND HE WAS SAYING ALL THOSE THINGS HE SAID IN THE TEXT MESSAGES TO YOU. WHAT WOULD YOU HAVE DONE?"
"I don't know daddy!"
"YOU KNOW! TELL ME! I'M ALL EARS!"
"Maybe I would have slapped him in anger. Or insulted him for pretending to be born again all this while."
"YES! AND THERE IS BITTERNESS IN YOUR HEART RIGHT NOW. YOU'RE HOLDING ON TO WHAT HE DID TO YOU. THAT'S THE REASON WHY I INSTRUCTED YOU THROUGH YOUR MENTOR TO SWITCH OFF YOUR PHONE. YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO HAVE ASCENDED INTO THE SPIRIT REALM BY NOW, BUT YOUR SPIRIT IS TOO HEAVY. YOU HAVE TO FORGIVE HIM.
"Daddy what he did to me was so heartbreaking. I have to return his money back to him. I can't believe he was also planning to defile me, like he did to Kayla."
"JULIET, HE'S MY SON. HE'S NOT A PRETENDER. HE'S GENUINELY SAVED AND BORN AGAIN."
"Daddy, I don't understand. How would a saved and born again Christian send such horrible messages to a girl old enough to be his biological daughter?"
"THAT'S BECAUSE HE'S NOT THE ONE."
I was dumbfounded.
"Daddy, I don't understand! Are you saying someone else sent me those messages?"
"SURE!"
"Haaaaaaaa! Lord have mercy oooo!"
"WHY ARE YOU SCARED?"
"Ha! Why won't I be scared? I was receiving text messages that was assassinating the character of an innocent man. Imagine how I would have treated the man when I get to meet him again? Not knowing he knows nothing about it."
"YES! THAT'S WHY I TAUGHT YOU TO FORGIVE, EVEN WHEN THE OFFENDER IS YET TO ASK FOR MERCY. YOU'LL BE SAVING YOURSELF A LOT OF TROUBLE."
"Daddy, if Mr Adebayo didn't send the messages, then who did?"
"YOU'LL FIND OUT!"
"Haaaaaaaa! Daddy please tell me. Or is it the school Principal?"
"JULIE ANGEL, I SAID YOU WOULD FIND OUT. WHAT DOES THAT MEAN IN YOUR DICTIONARY?"
"I'm sorry sir."
"MEANING YOU WILL SOON KNOW WHO WAS RESPONSIBLE FOR THAT SET UP. THAT CAR WAS SUPPOSED TO MAKE SURE YOUR FAMILY HAVE NO IDEA OF WHERE YOU WOULD BE TAKEN TO. YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN KIDNAPPED AND EVERYONE WOULD HAVE NO CLUE ON HOW TO FIND YOU.
THE ENEMY REALLY PLANNED HOW TO TAKE YOU DOWN. YOU LUCKY YOU HAVE A MENTOR THAT PRAYS FOR YOU. AND YET, YOU'LL BE PROVING STUBBORN TO HER."
"Daddy, I'm sorry! I repent from today. I would never be stubborn to her anymore. I am ashamed of myself right now. Please daddy, don't give me up to my enemies to triumph over me. Don't give up on me."
"I WON'T, BUT THE BIBLE SAYS IN AMOS 3:3. CAN TWO WALK TOGETHER, EXCEPT THEY BE AGREED?
IT'S NOT COMPLETELY MY RESPONSIBILITY. YOU ALSO HAVE A PART TO PLAY IN ALL OF THIS. YOU KNOW ME NA. I ALWAYS DO MY PART. I DO THE SPIRITUAL PART, WHILE YOU DO THE PHYSICAL PART. WE ARE A TEAM. WE WORK TOGETHER. SO IF THE ENEMY WILL DEFEAT YOU, IT MEANS YOU ALLOWED IT. YOU ALLOWED THEM TO DEFEAT YOU."
"I'm sorry about that! Please tell me what I must do. Tell me what I can do to stop them completely from laying a finger on me?"
"SURRENDER. SURRENDER TO ME. SURRENDER EVERYTHING. STOP GIVING ME NO GO AREAS IN YOUR LIFE. I NEED ALL OF YOU. LET ME BE THE ONLY LOVE OF YOUR LIFE.
IF YOU TRULY LOBE ME, YOU WILL LET GO OF YOUR ALL. YOU WILL GIVE ME NO RESTRICTIONS. WHEN I SAY DO THIS, YOU WILL SO IT WITH EVERYTHING YOU'VE GOT AND SAY THE ESTHER'S CREED. IF I PERISH, I PERISH."
I laid prostate on the floor and began to sing.
"I surrender all to you.
Everything, I give to you.
Withholding nothing.
Withholding nothing."
To be Continued...
So Mr Adebayo was innocent. I know many of you were disappointed in him yesterday. It's shocking to find out that he was innocent.
So who are these people?
Who was responsible for the kidnap?
How many of you have prayer that prayer of David. Lord search heart, try me and see if there's any form of wickedness in me. Some of you, God trusted you with young girls as a shepherd in his vineyard.
But today, you're using the sheep God gave you to look after to do suya on the bed of immorality.
Can you cry out to God! Lord, I cannot trust myself! Search me and remove everything in me that will not bring you glory.
Can you make that your prayer point?