THE JESUS SLAY QUEENS 2
Episode 22
I laid down on the bed and looked at Susan who was sleeping soundly. I rolled and checked the clock on the wall. It was 15 minutes to 11pm. We would be having our prayers by 12 midnight.
Why was I struggling with my sleep? I gave my mentor 3 thousand naira and she didn't appreciate it. Haaaaaaaa! Am I okay? Why is this thing so heavy on my heart? It's not supposed to be so.
I sat up on the bed and crossed my legs. Today was fill of alot of events. God did so much and what did it end in? I gave my all and it wasn't even appreciated.
That old poor widow in the bible gave her last money to God and Jesus appreciated it. He announced to tye whole world that the woman was the greatest giver. I just finished giving and instead of being called the greatest giver, my work is unrecognized.
"YOUR WORK? WHAT WORK EXACTLY?" Daddy asked.
"Daddy, at least someone could have just said thank you. That would be more polite!"
"WOW! JULIET GRATITUDE!"
"No dad! I'm only!"
"JULIET! YOU'RE BIGGER THAN YHIA RUBBISH YOU'RE DEALING WITH RIGHT NOW. HOW CAN YOU ALLOW THW DEVIL TO FILL YOUR HEART?"
I was dumbstruck. That was when realization hit me. Wait a second, this is an attack from the pit of Hell.
Juliet what is wrong with you?
My phone was ringing beside me. I looked at the caller ID and discovered it was Romeo calling.
My eyes found the clock on the wall and then found the phone ringing beside me. How can someone of the opposite gender call someone by this time of the night? That was the question on my mind.
"PICK YOUR CALL!" Came the gentle whisper.
I knew I had to obey.
"Hello Romeo!"
"Hello Juliet! How are you doing?"
"I'm fine! You really need to explain yourself right now."
"I'm so sorry! But I just needed answers right now. I don't know who else to call except you! Please forgive me!"
"Hmmmmmmm! If my mummy finds out that I'm talking to a guy by this time of the night, I'll be in hot soup. So you better go straight to the point before I get into trouble."
"Okay! I'll be snappy as possible. Here's my question. I don't understand what happened to us today. I mean to me. I have been trying to find a solid answer to what happened, but I can't lay my hands on any."
"What exactly are you referring to?"
"I'm referring to how we ended up speaking against each other like enemies. How was the devil able to penetrate us and make us to say those things we did. We're children of God for crying out loud. We're not supposed to have such experiences. So how was it possible?
I found myself talking as if I was not a child of God. I was condemning you and speaking so much when I know so little. I was claiming that I was a spiritual giant when in reality I was only a toddler learning how to walk.
How was the enemy able to infiltrate my mind and get me like a cheap article? Was something wrong with my spiritual life of what? What exactly went wrong?"
I exhaled. This was exactly what I was experiencing right now.
"Romeo, do you have a bible there with you?"
"Yes I do!"
"Get it and open to the book of Mark 8 verse 27. Don't stop until I tell you to do so."
"Okay!" He replied and there was some background noise for a while. Soon, he began to read.
"And Jesus went out, and his disciples, into the towns of Caesarea Philippi: and by the way he asked his disciples, saying unto them, Whom do men say that I am?
Verse 28. And they answered, John the Baptist: but some say, Elias; and others, One of the prophets.
Verse 29. And he saith unto them, But whom say ye that I am? And Peter answereth and saith unto him, Thou art the Christ.
Verse 30. And he charged them that they should tell no man of him.
Verse 31. And he began to teach them, that the Son of man must suffer many things, and be rejected of the elders, and of the chief priests, and scribes, and be killed, and after three days rise again.
Verse 32. And he spake that saying openly. And Peter took him, and began to rebuke him.
Verse 33. But when he had turned about and looked on his disciples, he rebuked Peter, saying, Get thee behind me, Satan: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but the things that be of men."
"Stop! Did you notice something in that scripture?"
"Not really," he answered.
"A minute ago Peter was speaking what made Jesus to say flesh and blood has not revealed this to you but my father in heaven has revealed this to you and because of what you have spoken, I hereby call you Peter. I give you the keys to the kingdom of Heaven and so many more. Jesus went on and on saying all manner of nice things about Peter.
Then the next minute, Jesus was saying get behind me Satan. And it was the same Peter he was referring to as Satan. Are you getting the gist of it?"
"I don't think I really know where you're heading, but I'm following."
"Good! There was something mummy taught me. You're not a thinker, you're a listener. Those things you call thoughts they're not. It's you listening to the whispers of a spirit.
And she went further to say that there are two spirits responsible for whispering into the hearts of every human being here on earth. It's either the spirit of God or an unclean spirit.
So in one minute Peter was listening to the spirit of God and spoke what the spirit was saying and the next minute he was listening to Satan and spoke the mind of the devil.
Remember what I taught you about the heart of man. The heart of man is the only chamber in the spirit realm that has no walls to protect it. It has not defender or protection. The only protection your heart possesses is you.
You are responsible for the thoughts you allow to stay in your heart. You are responsible for the imaginations you allow to take root.
No wonder the word of god says in 2 Corinthians 10:5. Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ.
There are some imaginations that comes into your head that you need to cast down. There are some thoughts that are exalting themselves above the knowledge of God. They mist not find expression in your heart.
David said in Psalms 19:14. Let the words of my mouth, and the meditation of my heart, be acceptable in thy sight, O LORD, my strength, and my redeemer.
Meaning, there are unacceptable thoughts that as a Christian, you shouldn't be found thinking about them.
For example, Jesus said in Matthew 5:27. Ye have heard that it was said by them of old time, Thou shalt not commit adultery:
Verse 28. But I say unto you, That whosoever looketh on a woman to lust after her hath committed adultery with her already in his heart.
Now that lusting is as good as undressing a girl in your imagination and seeing yourself commiting immorality together in your mind's eyes. The act has not been done, but that's an unclean thought. So you must cast down that imagination immediately it shows up in your head.
Also the bible says that whoever hates his brother is a murderer. Just hating the person alone in your heart is enough. You're already a murderer in the sight of God.
Now the question is, how many people have you killed Romeo?"
"Ma!"
"Yes! I mean you?"
"I have never killed a human being. I dare not try such. Or else I'll be in jail of course."
"But have you hated someone before?"
"Yes, countless times. Even right now, there's someone I still hate."
"You're a murderer! You have killed countless people in your heart. And you'll be sentenced to spiritual imprisonment by the spiritual court."
"Haaaaaaaa! I didn't kill anyone ooo! It's my Mum that I just hate. I mean she's a terrible example of a mother!"
"You've killed her Romeo and for the record, you're not going scot free."
"Juliet, I'm sorry!"
"Don't tell me that, tell that to your maker. He's the one who will do the sentencing. So plead with him to withdraw the case."
"Hmmmmmmm! Juliet,"
"So the thoughts in my heart are a whisper if spirits. Demons and come and whisper into my heart and at the same time the Holy Spirit cans also come and whisper into my heart. My question is, how do I know when it's God speaking and when the devil is also speaking?"
"That's a good question. Now open to John 10 and read from verse 2."
He opened to the passage and read.
"But he that entereth in by the door is the shepherd of the sheep.
Verse 3. To him the porter openeth; and the sheep hear his voice: and he calleth his own sheep by name, and leadeth them out.
Verse 4. And when he putteth forth his own sheep, he goeth before them, and the sheep follow him: for they know his voice.
Verse 5. And a stranger will they not follow, but will flee from him: for they know not the voice of strangers."
"Stop there! My sheep know my voice and they follow it. But when a stranger is speaking, he easily recognize this is not how daddy talks. Daddy will never say a thing like this. This cannot be daddy ana they'll walk away from that deceiver.
That's exactly what the scripture is referring to. I don't know how to describe the voice of the Holy Spirit. Whether it is soft, quiet, peaceful or tiny, I can't really conclude on how it will sound. But, you'll know it's him without anyone telling you.
How will you know? I don't know. There's something called the knowing ability in a believer. You don't know how you know but you know.
You'll be able to recognize the whispers of the Holy Ghost without stress. That's how it works.
One of the ways you'll be able to recognize it's him, is the inner peace. You're not troubled in your soul. He speaks and peace floods your inner man. That's how you'll also recognize him."
To be Continued...
Negative thoughts are not just mood swings or I'm depressed. There's a spirit of depression that feeds a soul with all the thoughts that pushed the person into depression.
Guilty is a demon. It stands close to your ears and keep reminding you of all the offences you have committed before God.
Don't conclude I'm just the one thinking. You're seriously in a one on one conversation with a demon and if you're not discerning enough to realize, you'll end up doing what that demon is whispering into your ears to do.
I believe this is a message from someone