done! I am so much done with the embarrassment that I had to endure for the rest of my life.
"lady the doctor is here"
why is the doctor here when I am already drowning with embarrassment.
"it's stink " the doctor said while walking behind the lady servant and pinched his nose as he walk closer to me.
I know right!? he is at least honest or more like human then those servant ladies.
"sorry because of my son I smell"
hello my son I will sell you for now!
"and because of my sprain... doctor you can understand right?" I looked at the doctor while biting on the invisible handkerchief.
the doctor looked at my ankle and nodded his head then he walked over my side and checked my foot .
"how did this happen?"
"well I was trying to jump from stairs I mean quickly running down the stairs in haste so I tripped over" and can you please not touch my swollen ankle? it hurts more!
"you should be careful when using stairs even more if you are carrying a child "
oh I know ! don't preach me ! let's just nod our head. it's more important that everything is done soon so they can leave me soon!
"I will! doctor"
The doctor opened his suit case and took out some medicine and tools and started to treat my wound .
huff -. there is no injections I was scared for nothing!
the doctor finally wrapped my foot but ..why can't I move my feet? like he used some hard powder mainly used for bone frictions.
" doctor why can't I move my feet?"
" so you can rest your ankle " the doctor closed the suit case and stood.
"No I need to work and take care of my baby ! how can I do that without moving?"
the doctor looked at me like how my math teacher looked at me during high school!
so scary!
"don't worry lady we will help you " the lady servant took the suit case and walked the doctor to the door.
who am I? where am I ? why did that lady decided everything for me?
... they are just going to work anyway and my feet is ...really.. injured.
.. need a rest so I can go college and submit my assignments before Sunday!
I laid down on the couch.
OKay let's stay positive! that man can't touch my son because I still have that contract..will it really work? whatever I will see, if he really does then I will kick him so he will regret for the rest of his life to ever touch my son!
... I should take a shower? I smell like sh**!
but how should from here to bathroom with my foot covered in plastic bandages?
let's ask help from these ladies. it would have been easy if mia had stayed here but I can't ask her because she is also busy !
" lady do you need something?"
the lady servant came back.
Maybe I should ask her !
" I need to take a bath so would you help me walk to the bathroom?"
the lady servant nodded and helped me to the bathroom.
At least I can shower by myself..
" hey what are you doing?"
the lady servant has started to fill the tub with hot water and grabbed shower gels! why? I can wash by myself!
" lady can't Walk around the bathroom so I am helping in reducing the load"
did I ask? gosh! whatever I can't really walk around to get everything anyway.
" then I will bring you clothes after you are done " she said and walked out of bathroom.
oh gosh! they act like they are so familiar with in my own house! Maybe that's just professional maid servant for you huh!
Anyway let's take a tub bath!
that's so difficult, I should stick out my leg so it won't get wet!
...
finally done!
I stood up slowly and grabbed the robe from the hanger and walked out.
I went to my room and saw my cloths on the bed.
she really left cloths on my bed and the sheets are changed too!
Good ! At least now I don't have to change them.
let's change cloths first!
I dressed up and slowly and limply walked out.
As soon as I opened the door the lady servant stood up with a tray in her hands.
" lady should stay on bed"
"I want to check my baby"
"The baby is playing with teddy bears in the play room. If you want we can bring him to your room"
"No let him play there I will go down there by myself" how can I be so carefree when I don't know what there real motive is !
" lady wait a minute " she put down the tray on the table.
what's she doing now?
" let me help you go down" she came to me and held my arm. I didn't reject her help because it was really hard to move out from bathroom earlier so let's go.
My baby is playing so cute. He is lying on the soft mattress on his stomach like playing with his toy car . He was really covered in teddy bears from all side. He looks so squashy I want to cuddle with my baby but as soon as I walked closer to him he avoided me by showing his full butt on my face.
why? he is doing that again!
I sat down on the mattress and pulled a soft squishy rabbit doll and moved it's hands.
" hello baby I am squashy want to cuddle with me?~" I made childish cute voice to get my baby's attention but his butt was still on my side.
" Mr. squashy will give you free kiss~"
no reaction!
" how about Mr. squashy give you an other toy car~"
again zero reaction!
it's not working ...
"Mr. squashy will let you see papa if you kiss mama"
..!
!!! my baby moved at my suggestion and looked at me?
did mentioning of lucas caused him to look at me? No baby you are reacting on strangers mention! do you hate mama now that you have seen how rich that father of yours is? huh? you betrayed me son?
" I will let you see mr.papa if you kiss me "
I threw the rabbit doll on the other dolls and laid on my stomach and put my cheeks closer to my baby's face and closed my eyes.
one..two.. three....maybe I was wrong he isn't effected by...
I opened my eyes as soon as I felt small lips on my cheeks and looked at my son who has crawled up to me.
I touched my cheek.
Impossible!
Is my son infected by Lucas or else why is my son so obedient when I mentioned him....let's try again if it's true .
" baby mama is ow ow so I will show you mr.papa next time"
... my baby really turned 180 angle and looked away from me!
"baby let mama hug you then I will call your mr.papa now "
please let not mama hug you baby so I can heave a sigh...
my baby turned to me with eyes like asking confirmation or disbelief..?
" I promise "
as soon as I said my baby shakingly brought his hands up like letting me to hug him?
... nothing matters my baby is so cute~
I picked up my baby and squashed him in my hug. Baby tried to push me by his tiny hands but I am strong so I kissed on his red cheeks as many as I want!
I put him back and looked at the door of course the lady servant was coming with a tray in her hands that she left earlier in my room.
" can you bring my phone ? it's in my room"
" yes " she said while handing me a bowl of hot soup and walked back to my room.
smells nice! I took a spoonful in my mouth.
"I will give your reward " I said with a smile.
" wah " baby laughed as soon I said that and clapped his tiny hands.
what!? baby you are getting way too excited to see Lucas !
I pinched his cheeks , he is my son but he wants to meet Lucas more than me? is it because he likes him more than I ?
I gulped down the whole soup as I was angry but choked on soup because it was so hot and my tongue was burning!
"cough.. cough..wat..cough. .er"
shits it getting hard to breathe!
water! need some water!
before I could do anything something came rolling to my side.
Baby feeder?
I didn't had anything else and who cares if I drink some milk instead of water. so I quickly opened the cap and gulped milk.
finally a rest to my throat.
after drinking from feeder I put it down and saw my little baby with teary eyes.
did I scare him? oh no who wouldn't get scare when someone is choking right in front of you and you are so helpless to help them and not to mention he is just a baby.
I was going to pick my son but he slapped my hand away.
" baby mama just want to wipe your snow snow away "
baby turned it's back at me again. Why is my like that one time caring and other time not caring ?
" lady your phone "
lady servant handed me my phone.
" baby don't want to see mr.papa? "
as soon as I said that the baby turned it's tiny head with a pout and slowly crawled to me.
" baby sit on mama's laps "
I pointed my hands at baby's direction to hold him and then I placed him on my lap.
" let's see mr.papa ?"
I hummed and tapped at baby's lips that were still pouting cutely.
" erk!"
baby really bite me again !
baby started to snatch my phone but I kept a distance and turned it on.
let's do this! hehe
I searched on the web for Lucas instead of calling his number like I don't even have or the card he put on the table I haven't even touched yet.
baby started kicking my phone from my hands.
" baby stay still mama looking for your Mr. papa... here "
I showed my baby a pic of Lucas from airport. Really posing like a celebrity huh.
I rolled my eyes at seeing his pictures but I could see sparks from my baby's eyes.
" see your papa now the deals off "
I turned off my phone but it didn't take a few seconds that my baby started throwing tantrums at me.
"waaaaaa"
again with his ultimate weapon.
" baby don't cry here Mr. papa "
"gah!"
as soon as I handed my phone to baby he started giggling.
sigh- I can't just snatch my phone!
....
time passed and it's already night.
all three lady went back after making dinner for me and baby.
right now I am laying down on bed while my baby is sleeping in the cradle with his butt on my side .
he cried every time I tried to take away phone but the phone light is not good for baby! it's good that he fell asleep or maybe he would have hold the phone all night !
I am also tired - I need to submit my assignment before the weekend so I have three days of rest then go to college on Friday and turn over my assignment.
And my baby....he has..aw~ I am sleeping... I will think about it tomorrow.
" Good night Baby~"
...
to be continued....