where am I ?
my surroundings are dark like a pitch black world where I can't find anything .
why am I here? where is this place?
I walked without knowing anything and I don't know how long I have been walking since I know of this place but there is no end to this place.
what's that?
I looked at the distance place where I could see a room and some people .
Maybe I can ask them where I am?
I walked to them and slowly my surrounding changed a little.
what...?
I don't know what's happening but maybe these people know?
I walked to them but suddenly I felt something like a wall in the thin air that blocked me from going in any further!
" hello- can you hear me?"
I shouted. Maybe they will look at my direction?
But nothing happened! they didn't look back?
I tried to hit in the thin air that was blocking me but nothing changed. I was unable to cross my voice over to there direction!
" I am here! can you see me?"
why can't they look at me? am I invisible to them or maybe something is blocking me from reaching to there direction.
but..what?
I looked at the women sitting on a chair.
She is holding a baby I guess? and there seem to be a boy at the door looking at them with bitterness.
why does that boy look so much like Lucas...?
what's happening to them?
the women sitting on the chair looked at the boy standing on the door. She doesn't look happy?
"why are you here?"
such a cold voice? I am sure she was smiling earlier at the child in her hands but as soon as she looked at the boy she turned cold why?
who is that boy?
I, no longer struggling just looked at the scene infront of me.
" Mom I just want to see you ?"
mom? so he is her son so why is she cold with her son?
" did I not tell you to not come infront of me!!?"
she was yelling at her son.
waaa-
the baby in her embrace was startled by her sudden shouts and started crying.
" shh baby don't cry ~mama is not angry with you "
" leave Noah..I.. I don't want to see you "
she said while her hands were trembling in anger but she controlled her anger.
" Mom please don't leave us! Dad-"
that boy seemed to say something but she gave him warning to not speak anything.
" don't you dare mention him! leave or else I might do something...just leave me son !"
she was shaking a little, with her anger regret sadness everything that she was feeling somehow made me shake uncontrollably.
what's happening?
I wiped the tears from my eyes. My heart was feeling so heavy and uncomfortable. My hands were shivering and legs turned soft and I fell on my knees like I was losing my breathes.
I could feel that this women did not want her son to leave her and how much she want to run to her son and protect him in her embrace but she denied everything and coldly said.
" I..leave or you might not see me again !"
The boy left and the room was only filled with baby's soft crying.
The women on chair started to cry but the baby started smiling.
" gah "
the baby sucked his thumbs. the women wiped the tears falling on her baby and hugged the baby.
" Why ..."
she was saying something but now my ears were turning deaf with so much wind whooshing in my ears.
I can't breath... agh. nothing feels okay?
where is this ? the figure Infront of me started to disappear and I was falling in dark pit.
agh.. help...ah..aah
I don't know where I am going to fall but my heart is so uncomfortable.. please just kill me I don't want to feel so much burden..
I felt hands grabbing my feet legs hands arm face chest to pin me on the cold floor.
someone was walking in my direction and I couldn't see there face clearly as to how dark the place was but I could see a gun in their hands . That person was laughing at me.
...
I wanted to speak but my voice was betraying me and not a single word was spitted out by me!
what is this person saying?
The hot fire gun pointed on my neck I looked at the person...a man? I think.. but what did I do wrong to be haunted..wait a minute! is he my stalker or that person?
drip-
blood was dripping on my face... so I died huh?
what a pathetic way to die like this?
At least now I don't have to feel a heavy uncomfortable heart .
but... the gun was pointed on my neck..why?
I tried to speak up but nothing changed the hands were forcing me down and down .
The cold floor was eating me away and I wasn't able to struggle or scream.
I am scared .. what's happening? it's scary..I ..I..someone help..me..I..agh..pl.ea.....
"wake -"
someone is shouting in my ears?
"hey! wake up !"
I can't move my body? why ?
"Lisa-"
hey I am trying to wake up!
but who is calling me ? this voice.. who..lucas?
erk! what the !?
I opened my eyes as soon as I felt a needle pain on my arm.
" who the fu* wants to die...?"
what are these people doing here? and I am not in my house ? hospital?
" you are awake!"
I looked at the source of voice.
" Lucas why are you here? and why am I here?"
Lucas stared at me with the same cold gaze then turned to the doctor without answering me.
this m***f** how dare you ignore me!
" you were found unconscious on the stairs . do you remember ?"
The nurse said and handed me something medicine? and glass of water.
" No..wait I remember going downstairs in the middle of night because I was thirsty!"
was I unconscious before ?
maybe I fell down the stairs but I don't remember falling? and...I think I had a dream..what was it again..oh I forgot!
maybe just a normal nightmare because I was unconscious maybe?
" who send me here ?"
if I fell down the stairs doesn't that mean I was lying on the floor the whole night and maybe someone in the morning sent me hospital but.. I am alone in my house and no one comes to my house ...was it those maids? maybe because they said the other day that they will comeback next morning but how did they entered...argh my head hurts because of all thinking!
"you must not stress your head because you hit your head on the stairs and have seriously damaged your skull but thank goodness you didn't hit any vital points!"
hey don't say like I was on a death swing!
I touched on the bandages on my head.
lo now another bandage cover! what the!? am I cursed? I should burn some chillies!
oh! my baby!
" hey do you know where is my baby?"
"he is with nanny so just stay at hospital and recover your health "
Lucas is done with doctor I guess but can't he speak with not that cold tone? what would cost him to be a little normal and not so cold huh?.and what does he mean by with nanny? is he already taking the custody of my child!
" why ? he is not your child!?"
I should remind him that he is not his son but mine ! hmp!
" not like I care your opinion"
oh hello sir what do you mean by that! he is my son by law so why should my opinion NOT be important!
" sir you should know that we signed the contract that time so you should not go around calling my son your!"
he looked at me and sighed.
sigh? why I am not wrong?
" you..did you read the contract?"
why yes I read it hundred times to be sure but why does it feel like I really missed something?
" Ye-Yes I read it ! " whatever I am sure there was nothing wrong so I am sure!
"Lisa Carlton you must have read only conditions but not what ifs"
I know condition stated in contract but...what does he mean by what ifs?
"I knew it " he smirked coldly.
why? am I really missing something?
he sat down on the sofa and picked a glass of water and drank two sips then he looked at the men in full suit holding some documents I guess?
" I already asked them to bring these contracts so you can reread them "
the man walked to me and handed me contract papers.
what's wrong with contract papers and I looked at Lucas before rereading the contract paper that I signed two years ago? why is he giving me ? am I really stupid that I missed any clause in contract!?
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everything is okay so what am I missing? I looked at Lucas who was staring at his watch. Is he thinking that I am taking too long to read !?
" I don't see anything wrong so?"
" reread the last article " he said with no interest.
I looked down and flipped the contract papers to the last page and read the last article in contract and it says ( if one party is given an unusable gene and they are failed to produce a baby then if the other party has already produce the baby while sharing there genes then both party can claim the child.)
" yes so what's wrong with it?" I am sure I checked my genes before exchanging and there was nothing wrong with them?
The man in suit on the signal of Lucas handed me report paper .
"what's this?" I looked at the report.
"it's the report when both genes were combined and the result was that the your gene had fault during combining them".
What!? but..I am sure . I looked at the report and as said by Lucas it really had some kind of problem during combining.
"Now you understand so don't say he is not my son " he stood up from sofa and coldly walked toward me while the man in suit bowed and walked out .
hey where are you going leaving me alone with this scary man !?
I looked at the man leaving maybe he was his secretary?
"!!"
I was looking at the door and when I looked at Lucas he was already so close to me..
" wh- what!!?"
" why are you so clumsy? "
excuse me? is he worried but why does it feel like he is saying me with pitbull look in his eyes.
" I worry for my son because of how dangerously you get yourself in troubles" he tsked as he said .
that's not my problem if I get hurt so accidentally or maybe someone is cursing me to die and take away my son!
" if the gene combining failed I will just give you another so leave us" if his problem was started with that then I will gladly give him that so he can shoo himself!
" it's already late " he put his hand in his pocket and took out his phone and looked at the window.
" how so?" does he not want kids anymore then why is he still after my son?
" I have a personal problem guess I don't want to tell you but you don't need to worry because I won't take away your son as long as.." he stopped in his last part and dialed a number and walked a little closer to me..?
"as long as..?" I grabbed the blankets and avoided his eyes .
why is he getting close?
" you are bleeding again"
I touched my wound on my head and the bandages were soaked in blood.
A! so that's why he was getting so close!
" come here fast " he said on the phone and threw his phone on the bed and took the cotton cloth from the table and stopped my bleeding.
His hands are warm compared to his cold looks.
but why am I bleeding again?did the nurse just wrapped my wound and not stitch it?
" they said your blood type is short in hospital so we need to stop bleeding before it is imported."
my cheeks are red because of blood rush not blush I guess?
I looked at my hands " oh that's why"
his breathing's were so close to mine that I felt them on my face and so I quickly stopped breathing because of that ...but it's a nice smell! His body has an arrogant cold but a luring scent that you might get addicted to!
agh what am I thinking on the hospital bed!!? Lisa he is the man trying to take away your son ! you need to have upper hand or you might get swiped before !!
" then why did you show up now!!?" yes if he was really about the contract then he should have come to find us earlier so why now? I can ask him and if he excuse himself then I can shoo him back so he will back off?
" what are you saying? did you forget I came on the day when you gave birth to the child?"
he pressed the bleeding wound .
"yeah I know you came but you never showed up again?" don't find excuses now that you are caught red hand!
" Don't you know I was on a business trip the whole year and I left telling you that I will talk about the Child when I am back?"
did he? but.... maybe I was too excited to see my baby that I didn't listen to him?
" I forgot " maybe I really forgot that important but that doesn't mean he will take my son because my son is my baby that I personally gave birth and raised for a year.
" don't frown your blood is not stopping because you are thinking too much!"
"A- ! so-sorry " I should focus on my current state.
quickly the door opened and two doctors followed by five nurse dressed my wound and pinned me straight on bed and told me to meditate.
how am I supposed to do that when I am already running many programs in head from contract to now sharing my son with Lucas because of a natural problem that can't be resolved unless Lucas have another kid to leave me and my son ?
" rest only after you are recovered you can see Noah!"
Lucas sat on the chair beside the bed . why is he here instead of going to his house or company? ain't he the Mr.bussiest man in the world?
" should you not go?" let's see what's his excuse.
" I can't leave because I need to make sure that the mother of my son is still alive " he said without looking at me from reading the book in his hands .
does he want me to die? or not,?
agh whatever I will just take my rest .. anyway my baby will surely cry begging me to take him after not seeing me after a long time ha!
to be continue....