Jason's Thoughts
After getting into the car, Jason started thinking these thoughts which suddenly popped up after he did what he did.
"What just happened & why did I do what I did to Ashley? Why did I pin her against the wall? Since when did I become so violent?"
"Oh God!!! What have I done???"
Am I interested in her? Since when am I ever interested in a plus size girl?
"God, she has beautiful eyes. Her breasts are beautiful, her hips are small yet sexy. Her butt is perfect. Her legs are sexy." Wait stop, why am I thinking such things about her?
Do I like her?
But how will she like me since I hurt her? What the fuck have I done? Have I ruined everything?
I need to stop thinking about her & what I did.
I need to go back to work. I need to get my mind off of her. It bugs me that this is affecting me in a manner & in a way that I never expected it to. I really need to be doing something to get my damn mind off of her & I need to do it fast & soon.