My heart hammered in my chest as I stared up into his eyes.
"What!"
My lips burned and my body craved more. Lucias kissed me as if reading my mind and I moaned gently into it. He moved us so that we were now laid down in the middle of the bed.
Lucias loomed over me as he slowly stroked my face. My body was heating up even more under his touch and my stomach had butterflies flying about.
"Have you ever been with anyone before?" he whispered huskily.
I shook my head and looked down embarrassed. Just as my parents told me to. No one knew I was gay, I focused on my studies and nothing else. Even when I moved away for college, I shied away from everything and everyone and kept to myself as much as possible. It earned me 'the freak' nickname.
"Look at me," he commanded and I obeyed. "I'm not going to make you do something you're not ready for, so tell me to stop ok."
I nodded and gasped as I felt his hand go under my shirt and touch my skin. My body burned wherever he touched me. Lucias kissed me as his hand explored my body. Inch by inch he exposed my body to him.
Soon, I was naked whilst he was still dressed. Lucias kissed down my body and I writhed underneath him. I could feel his smirk against my skin but I was too lost in it to feel shy.
Lucias kissed my hips and I groaned. I shifted slightly to urge him where I wanted. He chuckled against my skin and I groaned.
"Please!" I begged.
"As you wish," he smirked before finally touching me where I wanted.
His tongue flicked across my tip and my hips bucked. Soon, I felt his mouth envelope my head and I couldn't help the shivers that racked my body.
His mouth worked me up until I was panting and gasping. Though I hadn't been with anyone before I had masturbated to countless gay porn videos so I knew what to expect when my orgasm was approaching. I could feel it now, but I didn't want to cum yet.
"Lucias!" I gasped, pulling at his head.
He moved up my body looking concerned. Instead of speaking, I started to pull at his clothes. He smirked once he realised what I wanted. Lucias stood up and slowly undressed before me.
His built and tanned body was exposed and it built up my arousal. I'd never been so turned on before. When he finally took off his underwear, his long thick erection stood glistening at me. Hung like a horse was an understatement.
Unknowingly, I licked my lips as if I was anticipating tasting it. He must have read my mind again. Lucias climbed up the bed until he was kneeling beside my head. His cock jutted out and he pointed it towards my lips.
He rubbed the tip against me and I willingly opened my mouth for him. Slowly, he pushed it inside. I tried to remember what all those porn models had done to pleasure their lovers. I swirled my tongue and hollowed out my cheeks.
Lucias groaned above me and it spiked my arousal. I stared up at him as I serviced his cock. His head was thrown back as his hips pushed back and forth into my mouth.
Eventually, he pulled back and moved down my body again. I felt my legs spread and heard a bottle pop. Nerves fluttered back into my stomach as I watched him coat his fingers before reaching down.
I jumped at the coldness before I moaned. He rubbed around my hole until I relaxed, once I did I felt one of his fingers push inside. The feeling of having something inside me was strange at first.
Then he added another, curled his fingers and hit a spot that sent a wave of electricity through my body. I gasped and moaned as he did it again. I found myself close to the edge again.
"Lucias, I … I …"
"Shhh! I know," he cooed before slipping his finger out.
I wanted to growl at him, demand him to put it back but my protest died. Lucias was coating his cock with the lube.
"Relax," he whispered as he swiped the head over my hole. "It will feel uncomfortable, even painful at first but it will go. Just relax."
I tried to do as he suggested and he smirked like he was pleased. When I felt him push into my opening, I gasped. Like he said, it was strange and slightly painful but it sent shockwaves through me.
Slowly, he edged more inside with each slow thrust and the pain was slowly changing into the most intense pleasure I had ever felt.
Soon, Lucias was thrusting into me faster and faster. My hands grabbed at anything and everything. He grabbed my arms and pulled me up. I wrapped my arms around his neck as his hands grabbed my ass.
With experienced ease, he moved my hips and I rode him. My orgasm spiked up my spine and I came with one of his hard thrusts against my sweet spot. My cum coated our stomachs as his thrusts got harder.
"Can I come inside you?" he moaned in my ear.
"Yes! Fuck yes!" I whispered in a moan.
His hips started jerking underneath me and he grunted and groaned against me as he came. We sat like that for a few minutes, just panting and holding each other.
Soon he moved us, and I jerked as I was reminded he was still inside me.
"Where are we going?" I gasped.
"To the bathroom, we need a bath."
I chuckled then gasped when he moved so he could pop out of me. Instantly, I missed the feeling of him inside me and he chuckled. He flicked my lips and I blushed, I hadn't really realised I was pouting.
"Come on, we're both sticky and you need to relax your muscles after your first time, otherwise you'll be sore in the morning."
I watched as he drew me a hot bath with some lovely-smelling bubbles. He climbed in once it was done and then held a hand out for me to climb in too. I leaned back against him as we slowly let the hot water soothe us.
I'd never felt so relaxed and carefree. It felt like there was light at the end of the tunnel, that I no longer had to worry or hide anymore.