'I wonder if I ever love myself, I used to let him do what he want until I forgot to groom my self'
'just let me love myself for this once'
Carmilla was looking up the sky when she said this, on her hand was a hospital diagnosis letter. She was pregnant but she was diagnosed too with obsessive-compulsive disorder she never knew that, that night when her husband was drunk he rapped her and it was like a jackpot.
she knew he don't want the baby, she also could feel that her obsession towards him is fading day by day. once ago her love was pure but later then her love was actually just an obsession that is what the doctor said to her. 'is she mentally ill' she didn't know but all she want to do now is hiding her hospital result. she can't let his see it.
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*His House*
Carmilla start to move out her things which she had bought along with her months ago without noticing anyone. Later she start to erase her existence in the house slowly by cleaning her every favourite spot.
Carleon reach home early that night, he didn't hang out with his friend, usually his wife will always wait him at the living room waiting for his return but that night she wasn't there a bit strange but wasn't care.
when he get inside their bedroom, Carmilla was sitting beside the window, looking out with empty eyes, she hold a cup of coffee. She even cut her hair, now her hair couldn't even reach her shoulder. He once said he love a girl with long hair, if she knew it then why she cut her hair.
He once said he love a mature girl with a bit girly vibe but Carmilla's make up that day is a bit sharp giving an evil girl vibe. she did not even wore her usually dress but she wore a crop top with a long wide leg trousers as if she ready to go out anytime soon.
Carleon took a long look as if scanning her, Carmilla get up then pass by him not even taking second look at him. He look at her, he felt like something is off here. but he didn't take it serious, he had a good night sleep that night, he even forget to go to his study room to sleep since Carmilla did not get in to sleep until he felt sleepy
That night she signed the divorce letter which his husband had prepare before, even if he never let her see it she discover it by accident while cleaning the house. He even already left his sign on the paper.
the next day will be their marriage anniversary that meant that night she must done with everything and she can't delay it.