I am here today in our province in Bohol, I am meditating here in our hut which is just behind our house. Our life was difficult but I never complained because I knew I had no right to complain. This is what God has given, so you should accept it wholeheartedly.
But I will choose me, of course in the comfortable life. Since this is our life I should accept it fully. I was born a poor child. They say, just work hard to progress, but why not us? We are also working hard. Maybe, maybe we're not really working hard enough.
"Aesla, where are you from? Didn't I say you shouldn't go there at first? You're still young for godsake!" I still love her even though sometimes she's so annoying. tsk!
*Knock *Knock *Knock
When I opened the door I felt like I was going to faint. You would think that there are people who are really thick-faced.
"What are you doing here? Didn't I say I was going to see you? Your really are stubborn. "
I feel like a volcano is about to explode as my eyes glaze over looking at my cousin Nana.
"Gahd A! Aren't you ready yet? Didn't I tell you I'd come to see you earlier because we're going to town now?"
What a stupid kid, she's poking my forehead. I'm really high blooded by this girl.
"Yes, yes, I'm just going to take a shower for a while." tsk!
I was not even noticed. Thank you, I'm really annoyed with her, so while my head won't explode from irritation, I immediately went to the cr to take a shower. If it's really possible to stop buying things that I can use in school, I really won't buy anymore. It's so hot there, you'll just sweat. You just took a bath and you stink.
When I left the cr, my cousin was just sitting here in the living room, not even helping Mama prepare lunch.. Nah! I know they a maid in their mansion but they should still help my mom.
"You're taking a bath but you're still hot. What happened to you?" Who wouldn't be irritated if your cousin just eats junk food in the living room.
"Mom, if you only knew what made my head so hot."
"Why? What's wrong with my baby? Why so have a hot headed in the morning, darlin'?" She answered with a smile while carrying our dish.
"It's your niece who doesn't even help you." I really raised my voice so that my cousin could hear but the girl just slept on the sofa. tsk! So I got up to wake it up.
While looking around the mall I feel like someone is watching me. Maybe it's beautiful. You think it's too hot to wear a crop top. It's Filipino. Maybe it's not bad to look around.
When I turned to my left side I saw a laughing family. It's envious. And when I was about to turn to my right side, I noticed a man coming towards me, so I hurried to my cousin who was still at the counter and she was still paying for our things.