When we got home from the mall, I was very tired. I feel like I want to sleep even though I'm hot, but mom says it's not allowed. So I just went to our veranda.
"Aesla, you have a visitor downstairs, go there first. They say you have something to talk about"
"Yes, I'm going. I'm just going to get dressed." When I was in the living room I just wanted to go back to my room and rest forever. Nanin, Nana's good twin, is here again. Haysttt!
What else could have gone here? "You need?" I scolded them and they frowned. "Why angry cuz? Don't you want to come? We're going to town. You know our started tomorrow" Nanin said while taking my place. Gosh! This is it again, I just said that I don't want to see my cousins. haystt
Tomorrow is the beginning of our class so I'm here now in my room and I'm preparing what I'll use tomorrow. It's good that my registration was regular last week.
I left the house and went to our hut to get some air, although we have a ceiling fan but I want fresh air. It's so good when it's fresh air. I am now sitting on our veranda looking at the moon. Or because it's nice to watch.
I hate that every time I'm alone, there are many things that come to my mind. You know when I'm really alone, there are words in my mind, that made me overthink, like your brain has a word in your mind that wants to say but you can't when it comes to say other people.
Everytime that I'm here at our small house hut, I always dreamin' about being a successful woman but yeah, I'm too young for that but I'm not too young to dream.
I'm in my senior years in high school, I can say that it's not literally easy to be a student. You become stressful every time and you have no free time to do what you want to do.
After one hour I went back home to sleep because I have to study tomorrow. Being a student is not easy especially with strict peers although they are kind mom but that's very strict with my siblings especially when we have projects to do at night. She doesn't want to send me there because something bad might happen. I can really say that maybe, maybe, every time we have a project I get stressed because mom won't let me suddenly, I'm not like other children who are okay with not letting their parents know.
I looked up in the sky, the moon and stars are really beautiful at night. It's already 12 midnight but I'm not sleepy yet. It's like my sleepiness suddenly disappeared.
When I woke up in the morning, I went to our house to get water for me and my siblings to take a bath.
"Sister, hurry up and take a bath. I'm going to be late. That's because it's the time to sleep at night and then not wake up early. Hayssst kaasaar!"
I thought they understood that I have insomnia, but who would understand me? But why now that I hear that from my sister, it's like it's my fault that I had insomnia. I hurried my bath because I didn't want my sister to be more angry with me. "I'm done." I told my sister who rushed into the cr and didn't listen to me.
I went straight to my room and got dressed and after a few minutes I went to the kitchen and there I saw mom stunned.
"Ma" I called her but she didn't even pay attention to me. What happened to my mom? It suddenly changes. "Sister, what happened to mom? Does she have a problem, sister?"
This one of my sister is good, kind unlike my other sister who is very cursed. "I don't know. Maybe mom has a problem." I smiled at my sibling.
When I arrived at our school, there were a lot of people already. They were excited to see their friends. Maybe I was the only one who wasn't excited because I didn't have any friends when I was in grade 10, I was always with my cousins ​​​​but it was ok.
I first took the card that said what section I was in. Stem was the strand I took since I'm good at math sometimes and English.
I immediately saw on my card that I was included in the grade 11 diamond stem, so I hurried to go to the left side and was in a hurry because it was almost eight o'clock.
It's still on the third floor. Shit! I need yo be hurry, but damn! My room is far away. Can't believe this. I feel like I'm being punished for what I said to my sibling-Noami earlier. Geez.
I'm in the room and I can say that I'm really nervous. My sweat already tickling from my head.
*Knock *Knock
Why doesn't anyone open? Did no one come in? Don't tell me...?? Is it illegal to be late here? *Knock *Knock
"Yes miss? Are you in my class?" She's pretty. So I couldn't answer right away.
"Oh yes." I nervously answered her.
When I entered the room it was like water was poured on me because they were starting class. I sit in the back because I always want the air to be fresh.
Miss Lim is really beautiful, she looks like she is in her late 20's. His body also seems to have been preserved for several years.
*Knock *Knock
"Yes? What can I do for you?"
"Is this the grade 11 diamond stem?" He's so cute. Our eyes met immediately so I was the first to remove my eyes.
"Everyone please stand up you have your new classmate. Kindly introduce your self please." So we all stood up and listened to our new classmate.
"Hi everyone my name is Vecyentrius Kenjie O. Montefalco you can call me V-jie or anything. I am 17 yrs.old and I am from Manila. Nice to meet you all." He looks familiar but I don't know where I saw him as long as I have seen him.
"You can take any chair you want" After ma'am said that, my brain didn't seem to work because V-jie was coming to me and he looked at the other chair that was on my side so I also looked and that's when I knew that he was going to sit next to mine.
Heck! He can be with someone else. Its embarassing. I just looked out the window to get some air because I felt like I was running out of air. "Hi, can I sit?" And he looked at the other chair where no one was sitting. "I'll just sit here." That's not a question or anything. He really sat down..Haysstt.
Our first subject today is math so we are studying about Circle. But the one next to me was looking at someone else.
*Recess.
We had recess and that's when I realized that I didn't have any penny from my pocket. My Mom doesn't have any money. My stomach hurts. I even ate a little this morning. I'm hungry but I'll bear it. But my stomach really hurts.
It's good that my other classmates are eating too much, I'm just sitting here.. It's really hard when you're a poor person and no one pays attention to you and no one gives you food. It's not their fault that I didn't eat anything during recess.
I just left the room and V-jie looked at me and he gave me a burger and a coca-cola. I don't know if I should accept it or not because it's embarrassing.
I didn't take the food because maybe he won't have anything good to eat and I'll be the one who will be hungry instead of other people. I'm just getting used to not eating anything during recess so it's okay.
I immediately went to the stairs to the rooftop and when I got there, I was greeted by fresh air. My hunger seems to have disappeared.
Our school is beautiful when you look at it, maybe especially when the sunset here-it's beautiful to look at.
"Why didn't you take the burger and coke I gave you earlier?" What is he doing here? Is he following me? Tskk! It's a nasty one too.
"I'm not hungry to take that, I just want to breathe fresh air." After I finished saying that he handed me his burger and coke in a nice way. I don't know if I can accept it or not.
"Not really anymore. I'm really full, so eat that, it's yours, not mine." Although my stomach is throbbing weakly. I'm really hungry but I'll bear it.
"I know you're hungry so please just eat it. I'm done eating. I'll turn away when you're too shy to eat." Smile at the same time. He's really cute, he's like an angel who came down here.