It hurt me to see Tomus like this. I've never seen him so heartbroken. The worst thing about it is that he's heartbroken because of me. I walked up to him and then put my hands on the sides of his face. Tomus put his hands on mine and then we touched our foreheads together. "I'm so sorry Tomus I didn't mean to hurt you. If you told me how you felt when you started having feelings for me maybe things could have been different," I said.
Tomus looked at me with a little smile. "Why are you smiling?" I asked, looking at him confused. "I feel relaxed hearing your peaceful voice," he said. When Tomus said that it made me smile. "Oh, I need to make a phone call," Tomus said. He grabbed his phone from his pocket and made the phone call. "Hey, you should come over," Tomus said, talking on the phone. I wondered who he was on the phone with.
"Okay see you when you get here," Tomus said. "You wait here okay I'll be right back," he said. "Okay," I said. Tomus left the room, and I was confused about what was going on. About ten or fifteen minutes Tomus came back into the room with Zayn. I was so shocked to see Zayn here. Zayn seemed to be happy. "Okay, what is going on?" I asked confused. "I asked Zayn to come here so all three of us can hang out again," Tomus said.
"Okay, we need to talk," Zayn said. Zayn and Tomus sat down so I also sat down. "Before we came in then told me what happened last night including his dream," Zayn said. "Oh, do we really have to talk about this right now?" I asked, feeling uncomfortable about the situation. "Yes, I think we should help him find a girlfriend," Zayn said. "I don't know if that is a good idea, to be honest Zayn," Tomus said.
"Why do you say that Tomus?" Zayn asked I already tried that before," Tomus replied. "Wait you had a girlfriend and didn't tell me?" I asked because my own best friend didn't tell me he was in a relationship. "Why are you making such a big deal out of it Scarlette," Tomus said. "There wasn't anything special about it, it was just sex it wasn't meaningful," he said. "When was this?" I asked. "I think two years ago when it started," Tomus said.
"Oh," I said trying to process everything. "Are you okay?" Zayn asked concerned. "Yeah," I said, rubbing my neck. "I think I'm going to leave," I said getting up. "Hey, don't leave Scarlette we haven't hung out in a bit," Zayn said, grabbing me by the waist and pulling me to sit on his lap. I was confused as to what was going on. Why was Zayn acting as if nothing happened at the bleachers that day when was yelling at himself and crying? It did break my heart to see him cry.
"So what's the plan for today?" Tomus asked while Zayn was playing with my hair. I felt tingling and uncomfortable being here with the two of them alone. "We should go to an arcade," Zayn said, and then Tomus nodded in agreement. "Okay, let's go," I said, leaving the room and going to the front door the boys followed me. We walked to the arcade. I could feel Zayn staring at me the whole time from behind.
Once we got there I took a seat at a booth. Zayn sat right next to me. "I'm going to get some food for us, I'll be right back," Tomus said, leaving me alone. Zayn put his arm around my shoulders. He had his face close to my ear. "I want to touch you right now," Zayn growled in my ear. I felt intimidated by him, but it turned me on though. I need to stay in control and not give in.
"What's wrong princess?" Zayn asked I turned to him looking at his face. "Please, just stop," I said, trying to be serious. "Stop what?" Zayn asked, biting his lower lip, trying to hide his smirk. "I know what you're trying to do, so stop. Now excuse me I have to use the restroom," I said. Zayn got up so I could get out of the booth. I went to the bathroom and went to one of the stalls. I felt so relieved that I was away from Zayn. He was making me so confused.
I needed a break so I could figure things out. It's not a breakup. It's just some space that needs, and Zayn is making that hard for me because he's being horny. I sigh and opened the stall door. I get pinned to the wall by Zayn. "ZAYN WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!?" I yelled. "Hey, shhh stop yelling okay," he whispered in my ear. I felt like I was trapped and I would never be sent free. "Zayn what are you doing?" I asked much nicer than the first time.
"I want to talk to you," he said, looking into my eyes. He got my hands away from the wall. He was still holding my hands and caressing them with his thumbs. "You remember when we first started talking?" he asked. "Yeah," I replied, confused about where this is headed to. "When I saw you that one rainy night and we looked into each other's eyes I knew there was something about you." Zayn paused. "So I followed you to your house. Once I made sure that you were well, I went home to my room so I could stop thinking about you. I was curious about what your deal was."
"Then when we saw each other at school. After school, you came up to me trying to figure me out. I was a bit uncomfortable, to be honest. I wasn't sure if I was making the right choice or not getting involved in your life. Then I realized how important you are to me because of how much you cared for me. I didn't think anyone could love me," Zayn said. It made me feel so warm inside I started to shed a tear. "Zayn," I said, smiling. He wiped my tears with his thumb and continued talking.
"Scarlette every time I see you I see a perfect future of us together. I can see us getting married, having kids, and being happy with each other for the rest of our lives," Zayn said. I started crying because all that he said made me feel so warm and gave me a reason why I should still be with him. I pulled him by his collar and kissed him on the lips. Zayn put one of his hands on the side of my face and deepened the kiss. The kiss felt great, it was full of love.
"So are we still on a break?" Zayn asked, breaking the kiss. "No," I said, smiling. We left the bathroom and went back to the booth we were sitting in. Tomus was waiting for us so we could start eating. "So you guys like the food?" Tomus asked. "Yes, the food is great," I said, while Zayn nodded chewing his food. We finished our food and then we played some games. Before we left the arcade we took some pictures in the photo booth. We were making funny faces and laughing. We had a great time.
"Okay, what are we going to do next?" Tomus asked. "Oh, we could go to the skating park," I said excitedly. "Yeah both Zayn and Tomus said in unison. "Okay let's go to my house to get my skateboard," I said. We walked to my house. Once we got there I told the boys to wait on the porch. I went into my house and walked upstairs to my room to get my skateboard. When I walked back downstairs before I opened the door I looked at a photo of my dad and me. "I miss you Dad," I said, and then walked out of the house.
"Okay let's go," I said. We walked to the skate park. It was silent all the way there it wasn't awkward though. Once we got there I took my phone out of my pocket and gave it to Zayn. I went to the top of a ramp. I saw Zayn and Tomus looking up at me recording. I took a deep breath while the wind blew through my hair and went for it. I was going fast and felt free. It reminded me of when I used to skate with my dad.
Then I got distracted because I saw someone and I messed up. I fell and got some scratches. I started to bleed a bit and my vision was blurry. Tomus and Zayn rushed towards me, but before they reached me the person that I saw helped me up. When my vision was getting clearer I realized who it was. It was Henry, I was shocked to see him here. "That was a horrible fall, are you alright?" Henry asked concerned. Zayn and Tomus came near us.
"Henry, what are you doing here?" Tomus asked. "Well, I came here to see my brother of course. When I was walking to your house I Scarlette skating on her skateboard, so I wanted to check it out," Henry said. "You have a brother wow, I thought you were an only child," Zayn said. Henry turned to Zayn. "Who is this?" Henry asked, looking at Zayn. "Oh, Henry this is Zayn Scarlette's boyfriend, Zayn this is Henry my older brother," Tomus said, as Zayn and Henry were shaking hands of each other.
"Scarlette are you alright though?" Henry asked. "Yeah, I'll be fine," I said. I was so confused as to why Henry was being so caring and worrying about me when he acted differently from that one time at the mall. "Let's just go to my house," I said. I tried to walk, but I almost fell on my face until Henry helped and carried me on his back. "Someone hold her skateboard," Henry said. Tomus grabbed the skateboard and we all started walking to my house.
Tomus and Zayn were in front of Henry and me. "Hey, are you doing alright?" Henry asked. "What do you mean?" I asked confused. "I remember when you moved here and you and Tomus became best friends. You used to come over to our house a lot, you would smile and laugh a lot, and you seemed so healthy. You don't smile as much now, you seem to lack sleep too, and you also lost quite some weight," Henry said. "Wow, is that true?" I asked. "Yeah, I noticed that when I saw you at the mall. I'm also surprised you didn't try to kill me that day," Henry said.
"Why you say that?" I asked, not understanding the last part of what he said. "The way that I acted towards you at the mall you would usually hurt someone that would harass you. I'm really sorry about what I did to you. I was drunk and my friends wanted to go to the mall. What I did was really messed up and embarrassing for you. You can hate me if you want," Henry said.
"I don't hate you, Henry, I understand that you were drunk, and I know that you're a great guy. I also know that you wouldn't normally do something like that so I forgive," I said. "Really you forgive me?" he asked. "Yes, let's not talk about it because Zayn and Tomus don't know about it, and if they find out they'll be angry, especially Zayn," I said. "Okay Scarlette," Henry said.
We made it to my house. Tomus opened the door and then we all went inside. We walked upstairs to my room Henry put me on the bed. Tomus put my skateboard in the closet. Zayn sat right next to me handing me my phone. Tomus and Henry were sitting in the two chairs that were next to each other. I felt a bit awkward being alone with three guys in my bedroom.
"I'm going to go," Zayn said. "Where are you going?" I asked. "Umm, I'm supposed to meet someone, it's really important," he said, he seem a bit nervous when he said that though. Zayn kissed my forehead, and then he bid goodbyes to Tomus and Henry. When he walked out of the room he seemed like he was in a rush though. Afterward, Tomus and Henry said bye to me leaving the room. When they all left I drifted to sleep.