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Bipolar personality

Imagine moods are like a rollercoaster. For some people, this rollercoaster has high 'ups' and low 'downs'.

1. **Super Highs (Manic Phase):**

- Imagine being super excited and full of energy, like you're on a super-fast rollercoaster.

- Thoughts are zooming in your head, and you want to do everything all at once.

- You don't feel like sleeping, and you might do things without thinking about the consequences.

2. **Energetic Highs (Hypomanic Phase):**

- It's like a slightly slower rollercoaster but still exciting.

- You feel energetic and have lots of ideas, but not as intense as the super highs.

- It's easier to handle and doesn't disrupt your daily life as much.

3. **Lows (Depressive Phase):**

- Picture being very sad, like when you lose a favourite toy or feel alone.

- Everything feels heavy and hard to do, even simple things like getting out of bed or eating.

- You might feel tired all the time and not interested in things you once liked.

4. **Mix of Highs and Lows (Mixed Episode):**

- Sometimes, the rollercoaster goes both up and down fast.

- You might feel sad and hopeless but also have bursts of energy and racing thoughts. It's confusing!

Bipolar disorder means riding this rollercoaster, but the ups and downs can disrupt how you live each day.

(Author's note: If you experience these types of swings constantly and more severely, it's important to talk to a grown-up or a doctor. They can help you manage the ride better.)

Feel free to share your experience here too if you want!

It is entirely, completely, and fully your choice.

This is a brief overview of his condition.

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Now, our main character's personality is based on this condition, and it changes according to the phase he is experiencing in his life.

### How Onver Feels at Different Times:

#### **When Onver Feels a Mix of Emotions (Mixed Episode):**

(From chapter 1 to 85)

- **How Onver Feels:**

- Feeling a bunch of different emotions all at once, which can be really confusing.

- **How Onver Acts:**

1. **Having Strong and Confusing Emotions:**

- Onver's emotions can be like a rollercoaster, going up and down quickly, making everything feel all jumbled up and unclear.

2. **Feeling Confused and Troubled:**

- He might feel mixed up inside, not knowing how to handle all these strong feelings.

### **When Feeling Super Excited (Manic Phase):**

(from ch 86: Antihero side to current one )

- **What Makes Onver Feel This Way:**

- Achieving something he wanted for a long time, or having a lot of good things happening all at once.

- **How Onver Acts:**

1. **Feeling Overconfident:**

- During these exciting times, Onver feels like he can do anything like he's on top of the world!

2. **Doing Things Without Thinking:**

- Sometimes, he might do things without really thinking about what might happen next.

3. **Doing Whatever He Wants:**

- Onver wants to do everything he desires, d, doing things impulsively, or dancing wherever he feels like.

#### **When Feeling Down (Depressive Phase):**

- **What Makes Onver Feel This Way:**

- Bad things happen, especially if he loses someone he cares about.

- Feeling very sad, frustrated, and bothered by things.

- **How Onver Acts:**

1. **Scary Thoughts:**

- Sometimes, Onver can't stop thinking about hurting or destroying things during this time.

2. **Not Understanding Others' Feelings:**

- Onver finds it hard to understand or care about how others feel.

3. **Feeling Hopeless:**

- He may feel like life is pointless and not worth living.

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["I am pretty sure all of us feel like that. "]

["It's just a general idea about his condition."]