Maybe I foreshadowed myself.. Cause.. It got worse.. I was forced to spend time with shanks..yikes.. At Least he didn't want me to call him daddy..
But it has been a few years… I am now.. 7 a year away from the beginning..when did uta even get her devil fruit again? Who knows.. I sigh..what do i do.. Oh yes..so shanks and everyone.. Went on a scavenge..or something or went to go loot a pirate ship.. I officially learned how to swim by the way so that's a plus.. And right now.. I am waiting for them to get back…it feels like that story.. Is pushing its plot onto my shoulders.. Like forcing me to stick with the plot instead of ruining it… I have teeth now.. When i was teeth i made sure to bite shanks hard. As payback for even suggesting leaving Uta on that island… what a bitch.... I haven't ever had an interest In music..but they want me to try music and become a musician to which i ignore.. I mean, sing is literally my name.. But i am gonna ignore that..maybe he named me to influence my choice of singing..to which i am going against the plot.. It's very lonely and I command them to buy soap. I have extra soap in my room that I bought with the gold they returned with on their last loot hunt because i am the only one that knows hygiene..and shanks has some facial hair.. I am surprised it isn't ginger..maybe i should trash talk him more often.. He aint my daddy..at least he doesn't use his shoe..He's not that strict.. but his aura..and all..it just seemed..different..
They finally return from the hunt and my heart suddenly speeds up… I tried to look for the devil fruit that uta ate.. Which I did find in the devil fruit book, which was a devil fruit dictionary for all devil fruits showing the strengths and weaknesses.. It was pink and swirly
.good to know..... .and durijg my reading i heard many voices.I ran to the deck hearing the heavy boots that I know are shanks and everyone they must've returned..they seemed quieter then usual.. they were always loud.... I avoided shanks like the plague when i got to the deck and ran to Ben Beckman. He chuckled and lifted me on his shoulders and asked how my day was to which I replied cheerfully in response.
It feels good being a kid but the aura was alot heavier on the deck..to whuch i can still feel my heart pick up for an unknown reason..i could feel my heart in my ears...i don't know why.. And I see out of the corner of my eye that shanks look at Ben betrayed when i was lifted onto bens shoulders. Shanks let out a huff and a pout before cheering up quickly it was like reaction. I could see in shanks reaction that he brightened with remembrance and a flash of excitement.. Shanks grabbed a treasure chest and Ben set me down..maybe shanks wanted me to like him more..and bought my gifts..or goodies.. but i wasn't gonna budge..
"We know how you love music so much and we found this"
Shanks opened the chest ... .oh…that's why my heart feels so funny..the devil fruit..that i wanted to stay away from...Right in front of me..ready for..me to eat..Wait..no! No devil fruits. Was this some joke? was shanks trying to continue the plot..maybe this universe is..so evil.. did he want to win me over with this? because i showed a tiny interest in music to where he thought maybe I'd want the fruit.. he doesn't have devil fruit users on his crew and declined many..what was he up too..
I immediately kicked the chest away in a panic to which shanks complained about damaging the fruit burning know..he'd catch on..he always had that side to him..very observant.. too observant..what was that called..it was.mentioned briefly in the movie..his eyes closed a red hue. My heart lurched and paced quickly and i grip my tanktop..this wasn't..no way..they're trying to make me eat this.. I can hear other opinions of the others including Beckman about how they knew i loved.l music and this was just for me.. And i felt eyes on me.. I felt sick all of the sudden bile rising in my throat.. The box was shoved towards me and opened again due to the lid shutting earlier when I kicked it.. I felt sick to my stomach as I could feel it..feel the devil fruit.. It's..peering..there's no eyes..but i could feel its..presence aura..saying eat me..eat me..eat me.. I just let out a shout and got up stumbling away. I felt dizzy immediately and just ran to my room slamming the door shut.. I let out a few gasps, my eyes having spots In them of black..my heart rumbling and screaming against my ribcage.. I'm…i don't.. Never.. That devil fruit..no.. I am..y/n..not Uta.. I make my own choices…my life belongs to me..my breathing was heard..since when was my breathing this loud? I just rubbed my eyes..this day…got so much worse..they..wanted me to eat that thing..are…they trying to get rid of me..wait of course not.. They don't know that future Uta..died..due to this thing.. I sigh…my fingers digging into my shorts…no way…i am never turning out like her..she's gone and i'm here to make sure i am here to stay…. Just calm down…I could hear my dad whisper.. My real dad.. I heard a small knock on the door but I didn't answer.. I..just need to calm down.. I could hear shanks rough voice
"You know Uta you could've just said no.. We aren't gonna force you to eat the thing..."
I didn't respond and let go of my pants seeing the wrinkles.. I stared down at myself and looked at my hair styled in two parts..it was dual colors.. Red and white…maybe.. I need to start anew away from being long haired…I grab scissors and take a deep breath..
All that was left in the room was the sound 'chop' 'cut' 'chop'