Chapter 36 - The Reason

He was walking around his creations, still he had an infinite amount of distance to go through, he was prideful of it, he saw a few wanderers already in his level, some terrified from the entities that were shaking them, until they stepped into the safe grounds of his first domain. He could add a twist to the level, a new entity to make things more dangerous.

He was fully capable of creating more and more, till the end of time. But still, as good as creating felt, he wanted another way to be happy, to enjoy life, through laughing. The thought invoked a smile on his face. Still there was some doubt in the back of his mind, taking away the happiness and questioning his desires for happiness, or at least the ways for him to achieve it. He bashed his fists on his skull in spite of it. "Get out of my head, FREAK!" He yelled, before visualizing a picture of a creature being obliterated by him, the rage... An emotion, though negative, brought him peace of mind and some happiness, as the thought left. He was strong enough that he managed to crack some bones in his hands. He tried to move his fingers, but it hurt him, so he decided to leave it be and let it heal.

He looked forward with a cold expression as he refused to wait and instead, replaced his hands completely, through glitches, as if it wasn't meant to happen. He laughed for a bit, before falling backwards and noclipping out of the backrooms by command.

He visualized the way he was going to leave, the rotation and positioning of the noclip point, as his shoes touched the ground, the dragging forced him into falling backwards, with his feet on the wall he appeared from. "Humph" He released some air as he made impact with the ground. He laid there as people looked at him weirdly as always, they weren't scared by him, he simply confused them with his way of thinking and action.

He smiled as he looked at the sky, he caught it in beautiful condition, the orange color from the horizon signifying that it is either sun set, or sun rise.

"Good timing for me..." He smiled as the thought of beauty soot his mind and soul. He slowly stood up, before remembering what he did in his domain, if that was possible there, he could only believe that it would be possible here. He closed his eyes and cleared his mind before jumping upwards. As if it was in the dream, gravity refused to work properly on him, allowing him to achieve impossible jumps, as he felt the difference, he opened his eyes and grabbed on a random place that allowed him to stay on the wall. This brought questions, "if I can do this in my dreams and then reality... isn't it the same thing?" He asked himself, he felt slightly uncomfortable just staying on the wall, and so he jumped the leap of faith and grabbed onto the building on the opposite side of the road, he smiled at his achievement and began to climb it, pulling himself upwards with incredible force, he was able to get on the roof without the use of noclipping or reality wounds.

He stood up onto the building as he opened his arms towards the sun, welcoming the rays of light. "Now here is a great way to travel." He said before taking a deep breath, filling his lungs with the city air. He overdid it, and suddenly began coughing, because he felt a tingling sensation at the front of his throat.

"The fu~" He continued coughing for a while, a few seconds. He sat backwards with a fall, catching his breath after exhaling from the impact. He took an unnecessary deep breath that his body denied to keep in.

Yet even if the feeling continued lingering, he felt somewhat alive, free as the way he was born... The way he simply sat there without moving contributing for his existence. When he sat down the intrusive thoughts catch up to him, it was always a pain having questions that will never have a true answer, it annoyed him to no end. But it wasn't only when he was in physical motion that the thoughts slowly disappeared, but also activities that allow him to focus, perhaps this was the lesson he needed to learn. How to focus away from a situation, just like in that other city, distance the mind from reality and simply look at what is set for him to see. He gave a chuckle to shake away the thoughts, because it pained for him to have such complex thoughts when he wanted nothing this complex. Even if his creation wasn't so easy to make, he used what was available to him in a short amount of time, he shaped an infinite landscape with his will... Which caused him to look up with an strange expression, wondering where the limit is. "Only one way to find out!" He said with a smile, he knew that he now needed inspiration for a new creation, just like the level which was born from a nightmare. Even when he seemed happy, inside his inner face just looked empty... Unfulfilled, waiting for the day it saw everything there could be, in theory he had everything he had, but looking through every portal, would take another infinity.

He nodded to himself, before jumping across a building, his light body flowing through the wind without much of a problem, his thin jacket shaking through the wind which made its way behind him. Without a sense of direction he ran through roofs, jumping from building to building, people looking over him... Those who looked above, some pointed in shock and yet, there was admiration when they spoke to the friends beside them. He simply waved down and smiled, seeing how happy they were to see him, he was becoming famous amongst the crowds. Yet there were still people who feared him, others simply stood neutral when it came to him.

This gave him ideas, people idolized him, perhaps he could give them happiness, so he can also feel something.

He looked down with sadness shining into his eyes, the thought gave him at least something to feel while he waited for his ideas to roll in, creation, safety, Peace... for him and those who wished for it, just like that criminal. Who is now just a man, he hoped that the man was safe and happy, because he cared for everyone who involved themselves with him.