'kid you know the meaning of life cause i searched for that till i died. i lost everything and thats because i didn't have anyone to share with my time stopped the day i lost her its not like anyone ever asked how i felt deeply I'm sorry but I've decided that you are gonna experience that pain with me. the worst part of realizing she died was the fact that i killed her. i don't know bout you but i think its time you joined the after life.' a tear from him shed but you could now see eyes as he was telling a story of how life went south knowing he did it upon himself Jonathan just layed there unable to move tears rolling from his eyes. he tried to speak but blood came out instead. 'i don't wanna kill you i just want you to experience how it feels before death i thought people didn't care about me but i think i went wrong there they did care but the only difference is they cared but they couldn't help you can help a human but not when you too are dead.' well the only regret i have now is the choices i made