"I want to, but I'm afraid he might get disgusted and things might backfire. He doesn't like me drinking, and I drank quite a lot today. He's upset, and I'm a bit scared."
"Don't be. He took you home, he must have some intentions. Just go for it."
Joy hesitated, "What if I'm sent back? It would be difficult to get in again next time. He's powerful and proud..."
"You've said he never touches women, even has a repulsion. If you don't take the initiative, when will he marry you? At worst, if you're sent out, just shamelessly get back in. This kind of high-quality man, others want to be with him but don't have the chance, and you're not taking it!"
Joy steeled her heart, that's right. She had long lost all face in front of Dean. If Dean could carry her in, he must have a bit of tolerance for her.
