"I'm always stingy with my own feelings unless I achieve my goals. Sometimes I wonder, do I really have to make a choice between you, my mother, and Tommy? Of course, my mother raised me, and I raised Tommy myself, so the feelings are different. However, the more I think about it — my mom only has me as a relative, and Tommy's closest person is me, his 'mom.' Rather than saying I'm partial to them and think about them in everything, it's more about me selfishly feeling that as long as I give them my emotions, they will return the favor."