It was nothing but divine knowledge. Each night you came to my dream and overwhelmed me with the pleasures I sought. A million times, I wondered if you were real. After all, you only came at night. Then, your angelic voice echoed in my ears to wake up. It felt almost true that I eagerly opened my eyes to see the face of the God sent angel who came to my aid every night. *Shatters.* my heart sank when I saw you were nothing but a sinful dream. Tonight, he is looming over me. I know he is not real, but his fingers lightly trailing along the contours of my legs are proving otherwise. Why won't he talk at least? I kept asking myself. My heart was beating fast. I needed air but everywhere felt too hot. Steady breathing. I wanted my eyes to open but they just won't listen. Why? Why? Why was this happening to me?
Why wasn't he going away and why couldn't I stop imaging things? His fingers caressed my cheeks and I could have sworn I was going to burst with want.
"Tezznin…" I heard a whisper.
"Tezznin…" I heard it again.
He was calling out to me but I was not going to fall again. HE WAS NOT REAL.
"Tezznin…My Amethyst. Please open your eyes." His angelic voice pleaded. My solid walls was slowly crumbling and I could not help but stay still. It was nothing but a torment yet in a sweet way. I felt tired, so I gave in. My eyes fluttered open hesitantly; awaiting a view of nothingness but for the first time, I saw what I never imagined.
He was there, blending into the dark yet sinfully as beautiful like none other.
"What? What do you want from me?"