The next day I woke up from a surprisingly good dream.It was a weird dream.I had a dream that I went on a date with the Puny Newbie M, and he kissed me.I've never been kissed before I had zero experience,but it was so nice and calm.
Today is the next day, Tuesday.
Rule No4:Every Tuesday we have some kind of activity to do.You either do it in a group, or if your a weirdo loser who's alone then you do it individually.Usually I've don't it individually because I'm one of the weirdo losers.
HOMEROOM
"God why did that dream feel.. so surreal?" I say to myself,"I feel like I actually was on that date."
"look at this fucker talking to herself cause she's lonely and has nobody to talk to,boo hoo." Azara says behind me laughing it up with Laura Danny and Viva Mackie-Jane.
"I mean how do you stoop that low you talk to yourself?" Mackie-Jane says feeding into it.
I turn around."Mackie-Jane you have got some nerve to talk about me.I'd rather be lonely then be someone's lapdog.I think you should know your place,your the last person to talk about me."
"You little-" Mackie-Jane gets cut off by the Bell.
BRING DING
"Bye."I say walking away.
M walks in the class and Azara instantly gets up out of her chair and rushes to him,tugging on his arm.
"M it's so nice to see your face again." Azara says giggling,"hey how about you sit beside me this time instead of being with…well her."
"Sure."M says.
Uhm what?
Why do I feel a little bit of betrayal.
He said HE was gonna be the one that I could talk to.
That's not fair.
Wait why do I sound like that?
GET AHOLD OF YOURSELF!
M sits down beside Azara and she's just flirting with him and he's rolling with it.When I heard that witch giggling,It made my blood boil.
"Alright class,Today is activity Tuesday and most of you know what that means." Mr.Lon says,"But we have a new student so I'll explain it to him.On every other Tuesday we have a group activity, or an individual activity.The principal assigns you what she wants you to do on this day.That's all I can really tell you."
"Thanks."M says.
Something's off about him I just can't put my finger on it.
DING
"that's the bell,class is dismissed."Mr.Lon says.
TO LUNCH
I go up to M and grab his arm.
"What are you doing."He says.
"Let's go." I say.
We walked to a private place where nobody is loud,just quiet.
"What is wrong with you?" I say,"Your acting weird today."
"Like how."M says.
"Firstly,what happened to being the person I can talk to?You didn't even sit next to me." I say with my finger in his face,"Secondly, What is your whole deal your not acting like yourself."
"I am acting like myself." M says.
"Oh yeah sure,you are acting SO much like yourself." I say sarcastically.
"Thanks for worrying about me Ria but I'm fine." M says,"bye now."
"WAIT."I grab his hand,"This too.You don't call me by my first name unless your being…uhm.."
"Being what….Ria." M says getting closer.
"Stop…don't..don't do that."I say slowly walking back from him.
"You want me to stop talking to you?okay I guess I'll go." M says starting to move back.
"WAIT."I say again,"we..we aren't done our conversation."
"What else is there to talk about.You want me to be by your side?im not a lapdog Rosè."M says walking away.
…what?What is he talking about?