You are a whipped man," Adam said laughing.
I punched his stomach and he groaned.
"I came here for advice Adam, not to be mocked," I said frustrated
"You know what? You messed up a big-time Alpha Monroe, I suggest you apologize to her as soon as possible before it gets out of hand or her finding out herself"
He said and I sighed. I know right? But how do I tell her? What will be her reaction?
"The truth is that I am scared, I am scared Adam" I replied sincerely.
"I know she will be mad at you but that's what I think you should do"
Sighing again, you made up my mind to tell her this night.
I will ask for her forgiveness and I hope she forgives me.
I have developed a strong feeling for her.
I don't want to ever let her go!!!!!!
[Sira]
I chopped the onions with my eyes watering gosh!
I feel so tired! My back hurts like I need a massage.
I feel like sleeping but I have loads of work to do this evening.
If I am done cooking, I will have to clean up the guest room.
Alpha Monroe informed me that his Mum will be coming to spend the weekend.
Well, it won't be too only me in this boring house for those two days.
Done chopping the onions, I poured them into the already-fried oil.
I can't stress myself and prepare a dish that will take time so I am making fast food. Biryani!
"And what are we preparing for dinner?"
I turned to see Alpha Monroe standing by the door with arms crossed.
I passed him a smile seeing him. I have grown so fond of presence.
"A simple dish, biryani !"I replied as he walked towards me.
"I am sure it's going to be tasty like always or even more," he said and he chuckled.
"But to be frank Sira, after my Mum, you are the best cook I have ever come across"
Aww! I bowed my head shyly. I know my face will disgrace me by turning red
"T..thank you anyway, you are welcome," I said, changing the topic avoiding his gaze.
The way he stares at me looks creepy.
"Thank you, I am famished" he dramatized holding his stomach while I grin.
"Well, you go upstairs and freshen up. Your meal will be ready before you are down" I said slightly pushing him out of the kitchen
"But can I have a taste of it?"He pouted and I giggled.
"No Mister, you can't now out please"
"That's not fair Sira," he said as I closed the door which made me laugh.
I never knew Alpha Monroe can be this playful. The side I met was Alpha Monroe and work than women but it's gone except for his work of course.
Alpha Monroe is a great workaholic!!
By tomorrow now, I will start visiting my fashion house.
Can you believe I don't know anything about sewing? Well, I just wish to have my fashion house where I will employ people to work for me.
Alpha Monroe has done a lot for me over the past few days.
He opened a business account for me and connected everything to my fashion house whereas every single sale made will come into my account directly.
And I freaking pay the workers gosh! It feels so amazing to be a boss.
Nothing gives me more joy than that. ..
I can't be more grateful, Alpha Monroe is an angel in disguise.
[Alpha Monroe]
My gaze burned through her sitting opposite me.
I was sweating even when the air conditioner was on.
How do I start and from where do I start?
My hands become sweaty.
Her blue hazel eyes met mine and I quickly looked away.
Can I do this? What am I going to utter?
Is it
"Hey, I am sorry, I was the one that got you pregnant"
"Or..."
"I fucked you when you were drunk." I sighed and ruffled my hair.
I am so confused and scared.
"Are you okay Alpha Monroe? You look tense," she asked while I stared at her blankly!
She is never going to forgive me!
"Alpha Monroe?"
"N. Sira, I...I.uhnm I have something to tell you" I stuttered.
I think I need to do this, it can't exceed now and I am ready to face the outcome.
[ Sira]
Okay! What's up with him? I think we were fine a while ago right?
"O..okay"I replied.
He breathed in and out before speaking again.
He looks so tense, worried, d and scared.
"Please Sira, I know you are going to be mad at me but please don't be mad at me for long. I can't withstand you being mad at me Sira."
"Why? what? I stared at myself with no words forming in my head.
I don't know what to reply to him with.
"You are getting me scared Alpha Monroe, speak up already." I urged
"Please believe me that it wasn't intentional, I was blinded by lust and I regret every of my action please find it in your heart to forgive me Sira.
Hell! What's he saying? I don't understand a thing.
"You are confusing me the most, I don't get a thing from what you said"I replied sincerely.
Why's he asking me to forgive him? I can't remember him doing something bad to me.
"I...I...I...I... You are my..."
"Spill it Alpha Monroe "I cut in impatiently.
"That night we played a game and you got drunk," he said and paused.
Okay! That night!
"I... I am sorry okay?" He said again.
"I...I was the one ..."
God! The one that what?
My eyes are almost bulging out of their sockets.
He's just leaving his words incomplete.
What did he mean by that?
By!
"I was the one"
"I found out that the reason why I have always wanted you meant something more..I... Found out you my mate, I couldn't control my wolf, so... I took a.. advantage of you in your drunken state Sira, but believe me, I am sorry please forgive me."
Wait! W...What did he just say?
He what?
This can't be true, it can't be that he raped me, it can't be!!!!
And I am his mate too?
I felt it too but that is fucking rape! We are in a modern society!
"Yo... You what? Alpha Monroe?"I asked as an ocean of tears flooded down my cheeks.
Is this the reason for his sudden niceness?
Is that why he bought me the house?... I should have thought about that.
"I am sorry Sira, I am a changed person now, please forgive me, I am ready to serve any punishment you give me but please forgive me, believe me, I regret everything"
I can't believe we are mates.
I can't believe this! I can't believe he raped me, I can't believe he took advantage of my drunken state.
Was it the idea that made him initiate the game in the first place?
To have s*x with me? To take my dignity away?
I knew he was a flirt but, I have never thought of him being able to take advantage of me.
I am pregnant for him? Lik his baby?
The alpha's heir.
He came closer to me taking my hands in his but I slapped it away.
The man I trusted to be safe with is my worst nightmare.
"D.. Don't touch me"
"I..I....am sor..."
Before he could complete his statement, I stood up and gave him a hard punch in the face.
"How could you be... Alpha Monroe? I know you were desperate to have me but I never thought it will go to the extent of you taking advantage of me! Even though we are mates! You should still have self-control"
"It's my wolf, I couldn't stop from satisfying him." He adds.
"What am I even saying? You said you were going to fuck me so long I live under your roof, how could I have forgotten?"
"And it came to pass, you did have me. You took away my virginity in the most absurd way, they say I have never imagined losing it and you know what crowned it all?"
"I got pregnant, pregnant for you Alpha Monroe. Did you know what I went through?"
"You know what? I hate you, Alpha Monroe, I hate you so much and I will never forgive you"
I said in tears running up to my room clicking the door locked ignoring his calls.
Why is my life always a mess?
"Sira please open the door, I am sorry, I promise to change for you, you can punish me, kick me, hit me but don't stay mad at me, I am sorry"
I ignored him and squatted in the room.
I need to clear my head, I can't take in all this anymore.
Things are becoming heavy on me.
Just because he's an alpha.
He fucked me like some tool.
And how the hell Am I an alpha's mate!?
Fuck! Life is getting tougher.