I can't believe this!
I just hope mum's pulling my legs .
But she can't be joking with such news!
Why the hell did Jenny inform her before me?
I don't know how it's going to be but I am not ready to take responsibilities.
I am still not done with what I did to Sira and now this?
How do I tackle everything? Am I ready to be a father?
Heck! I am not dreaming of settling down soon!
Later on.
"Where is that stupid maid?" I shut my eyes tightly, sighing loudly.
Is she the first to get pregnant?
"Sira! Baby she's not answering me, I am sure going to throw her out of this house Alpha Monroe, can't you see she's not capable?" Jenny yelled angrily.
"I am sure she will be here soon Jenny, why stress yourself over nothing?" I replied, clasping my hands together.
I am becoming very tired of her nagging all the time.
It's either Sira this, Sira that! Baby here and there!
I am fucking tired!
"This isn't nothing." she paused as Sira approached us.
She looks gloomy and tired !
It's been two weeks since the incident and each time I see her, my heart raced .
I can't watch away the guilt. How will she feel when she finds out what I did to her?
We've become a little closer since that day and I discovered she's such a sweet soul, that alone makes me feel guilty the most more.
She's gone through a lot by bringing herself up without a parent figure.
Yeah! She told me three days back.
That's how close we've become recently since I stopped making sexual advances to her.
And deflowering her without her knowing will break her!
What do I do?
I can't even face her and confess that I took advantage of her drunken state !
How will she react?
"Here comes the witch." Jenny said glaring at her as she dropped a glass of tea for her.
I know Sira is enduring everything! I mean if she can hit my boss then who's she? I mean Jenny?
I creased my forehead together signing on and on.
My eyes met with hers and I gave her an apologetic smile. She just nodded!
I don't think she's feeling fine, I mean the Sira I know is always sharp like she has nothing to worry about but today?
Jenny took a sip of the tea and shouted.
What the hell?
"What's this Sira? Did you want to kill my baby? Oh I know your plan! You added a lot of sugar so that it will affect my baby right? That won't work you witch"
My eyes widened! What the hell? Does sugar kill?
Sira stiffened and shook her head! I thought she was going to talk back at her like the day she beat her up but she didn't, she just kept quiet.
"Common Jenny, sugar doesn't do anything to the baby! If you don't want this one, I will prepare one for you with less sugar "
She shot me a glare staring at Sira with so much hatred.
What's with her?
Why doesn't she like her huh?
Before we could understand what was happening, Jenny poured the hot tea on her.
What?
"Ahhhh"
Oh my goodness!
"Are you okay Jenny? Why did you do that?" I snapped at her as I stood up to Sira.
She winced, touching her stomach! I know she must be hurting.
"I am sorry Sira, I.."
"Stay out of this Alpha Monroe, I give you two minutes to prepare another cup of tea for me , now out!" Jenny yelled and Sira left in tears.
"I don't like this shit Jenny."
"Wait up Sira." I said running after her.
"Are you seriously going to ditch me for that thing Alpha Monroe?" She scoffed and I turned to her.
"Watch me do it, I am tired of you Jenny"
I ran after Sira who wasn't in sight anymore.
[Jenny]
I fumed angrily! I thought I was going to have all his attentions if I get pregnant for him and now that bi*ch wouldn't let him attend to me.
I am carrying his baby and he has to take care of me.
I don't care if it's fake, he doesn't know about that right?
I will take Sira out of my way by all means.
I have done everything to get Alpha Monroe's attention and love but it's not yielding a thing.
What else should I do?
Maybe if Sira is out of the picture, he will consider me.
Just perfect! I know what you do!
[Sira]
I sniffed in tears as I ran to the kitchen !
My chest has turned pink from the burn of the hot tea.
How can she be so heartless to pour me a tea? A hot tea?
Tears welled up in my eyes as I switched on the gas to make another tea for her.
Trust me, I could have slapped the hell out of her that moment she insulted me before pouring the tea on me but I couldn't because I don't want Alpha Monroe to be mad at me.
At least I should respect him for the friendship we are building. He won't be happy seeing me hit his fiancee.
I am going to endure till I can't take it anymore.
The day I am gonna lose it, her baby will be forced out!
"Sira!" Alpha Monroe called and I quickly turned away.
He came to my front holding my hands.
"I am really sorry for Jenny's behavior towards you, I truly am." he apologized and I smiled at him.
Within these few weeks, we've become friends at least .
"It's fine Alpha Monroe,I believe it's pregnancy hormones but I won't tolerate her for long" I said sincerely.
"I understand, thank you so much Sira but please, call me Alpha Monroe, we are done with the Mr and Sir stuff" he said he's my boss right?
It feels so wrong to call him by his name!
"Please Sira"
"Okay, fine"
"Thank you Sira , you don't have to bother make another tea for her, I will do that and you should go and rest"
"You look so worked up" he said
"I....."
A strong urge to puke hit me and I ran to the sink puking all my intestine.
What the hell?
I seriously don't understand how I have been feeling since yesterday.
Feeling tired all of a sudden, weak, dizzy, sleep walking, cry over little things, act a bit crazy, become emotional like what the heck?
"Are you okay ?" Alpha Monroe, I mean Alpha Monroe asked and I nodded.
My head is slightly hurting.
"I am fine , I will just go down to my favourite pharmacy to tell them how I feel, I am sure its either fever or malaria" I said
He stared at me intently before nodding.
"Let me help you to your room"
Those above are the only thing that will make me feel this way right? I am very certain it's malaria.
[JENNY]
"Cheers baby girl." Carol said as we drank the wine.
I can't be more happier to have Alpha Monroe's Mum on my side.
She even asked me to move in with her so she can take proper care of me but I refused.
I can't risk leaving Alpha Monroe with Sira! That's very risky! Not happening.
She prepares and sends different ditches to me .
Imagine she has shopped for the Baby that is yet to be born or should I say the baby that doesn't exist?
That woman so much loves to have her grandchild .
I wonder why she trusts me so much.
"Thank you so much Carol, you deserve to be crowned Queen of ideas." I said and she chuckled.
"Anything for you girlfriend, I can't let you lose that hot guy you know but remember I asked for something in return" she pouted and I furrowed my eyebrows scoffing.
Seriously?
"You are not serious are you?" I asked, blinking my eyes.
"Common Jenny, I am dead serious"
"You know how Miguel is, he doesn't like someone choosing him " I said sincerely.