The sunlight piercing through my window woke me up.
"Ouch" I winced holding my head. It hurts like hell!
What happened? Ouch! Why's my head hurting this much?
I felt an urge to puke and I jumped out of the bed only to land my butts on the floor.
I puked all over my room still sitting on the cold floor.
What's happening to me?
Why am I feeling pain in between my legs?
Is my menses about to come?
I shook my head at that.
Even if it's a cramp, it can't possibly make my pr*vate part hurting this much.
Or Maybe, it does change! Maybe it is normal!
I shook the thoughts trying to stand up on my feet.
I feel so weak, tired and empty like something is missing in me.
What actually happened yesterday?
I could remember Alpha Monroe coming and asking me to play a game, we spoke, I took three glasses of whiskey and.... Nothing! Everything went blank!
Wait!
How did I get in here? I thought we were both in the living room!
D..did he bring me here ? Oh my God!
I sighed in relief seeing that I was still in my dress from yesterday.
He actually brought me to my room? What?
Maybe I should get this cleaned first.
Thank goodness it's Saturday, I am sure he's in the house .
Later on.
I bumped into Alpha Monroe on my way out. Just perfect!
Is he nervous or something?
"Good morning Alpha Monroe" I greeted.
He was looking everywhere but me. Okay! That's weird!
"M.. morning Sira " he stuttered quickly walking away but I was quick to call him back.
"Alpha Monroe?" I called and he paused.
"Y...yeah , any problem?" He asked
"Not at all Sir, I was wondering who took me to my room yesterday " I asked.
He stiffened a bit before turning to me.
I stared into his eyes and I could see different emotions I didn't understand.
He quickly composed himself bursting out laughing confusing the devil out of me.
"I did Sira, you were so drunk by just taking three glasses of alcohol, I had to take you to your room and did you know what you told me yesterday?"
He asked as he leaned closer a bit. God! I know I suck when I am drunk.
I say things out of point!
"You said you like me, is that true?" He whispered and I pushed him away while he laughed.
Pfft!
"Oh please! It was the work of alcohol trust me "
"Are you sure you didn't mean it?" He asked, raising his eyebrows and I scoffed.
Mean it hell!
"Well! I won't be selfish at least, for taking the alcohol, I am going to increase your pay as promised"
My face lit up immediately. I thought I lost it
"The only good thing you've uttered since I came into this house." I blurted and quickly covered my mouth
Oops ! I didn't mean to say that! But that's true anyways.
"Thanks for the compliment" he replied sarcastically heading back to the stairs while I laughed.
At least, he's changing from the grumpy boss he used to be.
I mean grumpy and demanding! He's become friendlier since yesterday.
That's better!
He isn't asking for my body again! I wonder what changed but I like it though.
I need to prepare breakfast! Since Jenny isn't home, the house is peaceful without her troubles.
I learnt she stays at Mrs Scott most of the time.
I wonder what she likes in her! A bag of trouble.
[Alpha Monroe]
I hit the balcony door loudly!
Guilt! Guilt! Guilt! Guilt!
Just guilt was what I have been feeling since two days back after I took advantage of Sira.
Yes! I can't deny what actually happened!
I am feeling really bad for what I did !
She was a virgin!
How much she has dreamt of her first night with her husband!
I feel so terrible!
I regret everything!
I regret fucking her that night! Seeing her smile at me without knowing what I have done to her kills me!
I am a monster!
What was I even thinking?
I thought after everything, I will forget about her! I will stop thinking about her but I lied to myself
It worsened everything!
She's everywhere in my Head!
She's everywhere I go!
What have I done to the innocent girl?
I thought she was like those bitches I fuck.
I thought she was as loose as them and was only pretending to be holy!
I ran my hand through my hair feeling frustrated.
She will hate me forever if she gets to know about it!
She will detest me!
I was taken out of my trance when my phone began ringing.
I sighed, dipping my hand into my pocket.
MUM was boldly written on it!
I swiped it up and picked up the call.
"Son"
She yelled on the other side. I can feel she's excited about something.
"Good afternoon Mum"
"Afternoon Son, I am so happy and mad at you"
Huh? Happy and mad at me? What type of figurative speech is that?
"I am sorry I haven't been visiting hi mum, I..."
She cuts in immediately. Seriously?
"I am not talking about that Alpha Monroe, why did you keep it away from me?"
"Huh? Keep what away?"
"I don't get it Mum."
.Oh stop pretending son, Jenny just told me about her pregnancy. I am going to be a grandma, why didn't you tell me earlier? Oh were you shy? I can understand.
Anyways, congratulations to the latest father to be . I am off to the mall to shop for the baby.
My blood froze as she ended the call!
Jenny? Pregnant? For me?
I sat there with my eyes widened. H..how can she be pregnant for me?
Oh my goodness! I am doomed!
Will Jenny become my child's mother?
I know this will let Mum fasten the marriage steps now and I am not ready for all that.
That night was just a few minutes I spent in bed with her, how can she get pregnant?
Is that possible? Saviours!
What do I do?
I have never dreamt Jenny giving birth to my baby.