I can't believe we aren't chatting like we used to.
We can even be talking till daybreak and will not still get tired but now, this relationship shits destroyed that.
I took out my nightie, wore it, and made sure I tied the robe!
After I was done, I came out to find Jenny sleeping peacefully.
I sighed in relief! At least she won't bother me with sex!
My stomach rumbles loudly! That was when I remembered I haven't eaten.
I dashed out of the room to the kitchen feeling much better!
The pain in my head had subsided!
I dished some paratha on my plate with a little soup going to the dining.
I kept glancing around maybe, just maybe I will catch a glimpse of her but she didn't come out!
Disappointed!
Next morning.
"The file and substitute for the past are beautiful like Sira." I sighed and deleted that very sentence for the fifth time since I began typing!
I couldn't just concentrate! What the hell is wrong with me?
Why's she occupying my thoughts?
my body including my soul!
I had to cancel my presentation this morning because I know I will end up mentioning her name!
I have addressed almost all my pack members and members at the office today including the guys as Sira!
I can't explain what's wrong with me anymore!
Is it still the lust or something more?
I shook my head waving the thought away!
It can't be anything else, I am sure it's lost!
Her face appeared in my head and I smiled stupidly.
Her long lashes, stubborn yet innocent face, her curves, her soft skin, her firm boobs.
Oh! Damn it! I am losing it already!
Maybe fucking some bitches will take my mind off her!
[Jenny P.O.V]
My greatest joy is that Alpha Monroe's Mum loves me so much!
She is a supreme luna after all and his mother so has no choice but to respect her decisions.
At least I have her support!
"So how's that dumb head son of mine?" She asked as I settled down beside her.
Well! Alpha Monroe! I don't know how he has been behaving lately!
He talks to me only when he's spoken to by me and he replies in monotone.
"He's fine Mum," I replied smiling widely!
"Before I forget, my friend is hosting a party for her son who's coming back from Dubai tomorrow, he's equally Alpha Monroe's friend from college." She said and I nodded in confusion not knowing where the conversation was heading to.
"You will come with me together with Alpha Monroe to the party, I need to introduce you to her." She says.
Wait! What? Oh my goodness!
This is an opportunity!
Yes!
An opportunity for me to carry out my plan exactly how Carol told me!
I will take Alpha Monroe to sleep with me and I will get pregnant!
I am 98% sure I will get pregnant because I am in my ovulation Period!
I will them become luna and give birth to the heir of Monroe's billionaire pack!
"Wait for it Alpha Monroe! I will be carrying your child before you know it and you will have no option than to settle down with me." I said evil smiling.
[Sira P.O.V]
Alpha Monroe doesn't normally come back from work unless he forgets some important documents or something.
And Jenny goes out most of the time.
It feels so boring to be all alone in this big house although, I enjoy it because of the opportunity I have to sleep as I wish.
Well after food is sleep. They are my two favorites and I don't joke with them.
No one to talk to and no freaking phone.
I will buy myself a phone one of these days.
Maybe when I get my next salary.
I know I have planned on keeping my salaries to build my fashion house but taking a little out of it wouldn't hurt right?
I will own my own fashion house next year if I can save a reasonable amount, plus I can't wait to meet my mate.
I served myself a little Beef burger and ate before dashing to my room.
I jumped on my bed as usual placing my head on the pillow.
I chuckled remembering a night before. The thought of Alpha Monroe clouded my mind.
He deserves it.
I haven't seen him since morning because he didn't take breakfast before he left for work.
Maybe he has loads of work to do at the office.
Did he think that because he's rich and an Alpha so I will give him my body just like that?
Not in forever is that going to happen.
I do agree I have thoughts for his body but not him. He's handsome so anyone can admire him but he's not my kind man.
He's nowhere near my dream man.
Busy fucking about.
Like I said before, my man can't be a flirt, he should be rich or okay, the man that will love me for who I am not my body.
Not a man who lusts after me. A man that will value me. A man that doesn't see me as just a lowlife person.
I deleted all the thoughts from my mind as I tossed them on the bed.
I need to catch some sleep before evening.
[Alpha Monroe]
"Why the hell will your badge into your boss's office dude?" I said playfully to Adam who rolled his eyes and sat opposite me.
"I am sorry Sir," he replied and I chuckled.
"I am shocked Mr boss hasn't been seen with any lady since morning, what's popping, or have you given your life to Christ?" He says.
Gosh!
This guy talks so much!
I nudged his arm and he shifted away laughing.
"What? Am I not saying something? There's hardly a day I don't see almost four ladies entering into your office."
That's true though but today isn't that good since I heard I will be going to some party together with Jenny.
But trust me.
I will fuck some bitches at the party.
I don't like that fact. Jenny is too clingy, especially in public, maybe indirectly telling other ladies to back off.
God knows I am doing this marriage thing because of the supreme luna who us my mother.
She has never requested from me before and I just want to fulfill this.
Let her heart be pleased with me.