Yawning, I stretched my arms and legs several times to alleviate the soreness in my muscles from the intense "activities" we engaged in earlier.
I let my eyes roam about the cubicle and spot a puddle of semen mixed with love juice spluttered on the floor, some splattered on the wall, a lot of them sticked on our skin.
Despite the fragrant scent that was constantly sprayed by automatic air freshener installed on each corner of the room, I could still smell the fishy and sour smell lingering around us.
After regaining some clarity in my mind, I realized how deep we had sunk in our carnal lust, coveting each other crazily without minding, or perhaps losing our ability to care about, our surrounding.
We were still in campus toilet, not in our room or motel, for God's sake. Even knowing this, we still indulged in our desire, shaking our hips madly against each other like some animals.
Crazy.
Luckily, there weren't anybody during this time, which made me doubt that maybe Eros had been watching me since the beginning and sometimes do something about this situation, like blocking other people perception or maybe pausing the time inside so that the time had only passed a minute or two outside or something like that…
I shook my head. I held too little information to make any assumption for the time being, so I decided not to dwell about it anymore. I could always ask Eros directly later.
I look around and found my pants stuck on the corner. Snatching it, I put it on and grabbed my phone from the pocket.
The time displayed on the phone told me that almost two hours had already passed and a barrage of message and a long list of missed call from Taeyang flooding my screen.
Oh yeah, we supposed to meet with Taeyang and Eun-ha 30 minutes after we parted…
This mean that the "time pause" theory had been fucking debunked straight at the beginning.
I let out a bitter chuckle, scratching the back of my head, not knowing what kind of excuse I should prepared.
As I sighed, Yuna flinched, finally coming to her senses. Then, just like me, she yawned and stretched her limbs. As she stretched her upper body with hands clasping at the back, her well-endowed boobies swayed and bounced, like some kind of pendulum.
I had a heavy suspicion that they were actually secret hypnotizing instruments as I couldn't take my eyes off them in the slightest.
"...Pervert!"
Sensing my gaze, Yuna scolded me with harsh word. Strangely, I didn't see a hint of anger in her expression, and I even caught a glimpse of smile on her eyes.
Or maybe it's just my delusion.
Anyway, I heard from internet that there were two most important point you should no about women in general that:
1. They couldn't be wrong.
2. In the rare case that they were wrong, refer back to the point no. 1
So, I bow my head and mutter words of apology.
"Uh… I'm sorry…"
Yuna sighed at my apology and slowly wrapped her arms around my neck.
I flinched but couldn't resist.
"So, what are we now, sunbae?"
I was stunned by her sudden question, so I tried to turn my head, averting her gaze. But she didn't let me go, her arms firmly locking my neck, making sure that I faced her properly.
Sweet fragrance permeated from her body, like a pheromone, heated up my body as I took a deep anxious breath. Ironically, cold sweat broke in my back as he stared into my eyes without a word as if coldly probing my intention and trying to draw some kind of conclusion from them.
'Is there no corner to escape to?'
I raked my brain furiously, but to no avail.
So, I decided to just zip my mouth shut.
Fewer my words out, fewer my problems would be.
"…"
"You're scared, sunbae."
At her words, I flinched, but still kept my mouth shut. If earlier the sweat trickling from my forehead, now it was gushing.
"I feel like you're being forced to change. As if you're being chased by something. You seem find it difficult to build a proper relationship with other people, yet you try to brunt force it, but still you're scared and anxious inside."
Hearing Yuna's analysis, I couldn't help but shudder. As if I couldn't keep any secret from her eyes. It made me feel naked and vulnerable in front of her.
"That…"
Yuna seal off my lips with her finger before I could say anything.
"I'm not trying to force you to out with your circumstances, sunbae. I tell you this because I want you to know that at least there's someone who understand you. Everyone has their share of secret, and I can wait for you to tell me about your story when you're ready."
"Honestly, my pride was hurt quite a bit last time… but I'm fine now after I know more what kind of person sunbae is."
I was taken aback by her words and could feel the sincerity contained within. My heart felt warmth at her consideration for me, and tears secretly gathered in the corner of my eyes. But at the same time, I felt disgusted for myself who was trying to skirt around any responsibility.
"... I'm really the worst. I'm sorry…"
When I apologized again, she suddenly yelled at me and slapped me on the back so hard that a loud "pah" sound reverberated in the room.
"Stop demeaning yourself like that! You idiot!"
I almost scream from the pain, but I manage to hold my voice.
This time her eyes were so fierce as if telling me that she was ready to give me more "pat in the back" if I apologize again.
Then, Yuna's expression gradually softened as she rubbed my stinging back gently. I winced, slightly felt discomfort at the beginning, but became more relax as she continued soothing my pain with her caress.
"So, sunbae. What are you going to do now?"
"Huh? What?"
I was perplexed by another sudden question from her.
"There's something you must say in this kind of situation, right? I'm sure that our sunbae didn't plan to just ditch me after taking my first time, am I right, sunbae?"
"…ah."
Facing a huge pressure from her scorching gaze, I felt an overwhelming urge to just erase her memory about what we did today with "Selective Memory Erasure" drug I got from the store.
But I still didn't take any action, because somehow, I just couldn't find myself doing such thing to someone who was my first time's partner and also lost her innocence to me.
No to be exact, I couldn't do such a thing to Yuna.
"Please answer me properly."
As she said so, I once again stared at Yuna, taking a proper look at the woman standing without a single thread of fabric in front me.
Goddess-like beauty. Slender long legs and well-defined curves, a breathtaking figure who looked as if she was being personally sculpted by God out of existence.
She was truly gorgeous.
A woman you couldn't help but fell in love with if you were a healthy man.
Her personality was also unique.
I noticed that, although she seemed carefree and free-spirited on the surface, she was a girl who seemed to put her thought properly on her action and more observant that I initially thought. She also had a lot of competitive spirit on her.
I didn't think that she was a type of bad bitch who had a loose mouth or someone who had no scruple to take advantage of someone's weakness for her own benefit but, again, I just knew her like, for two days, so I didn't know if the 'Yuna' in front of me was her true-self, or an act to deceive and manipulate me.
I'm sorry, but for someone like me who didn't have any proper contact with another human being for a long time and only received kindness from my little sister during this period, I had grown wary of outsiders.
And there was also a possibility, albeit miniscule, that if I rejected her today, she might spread malicious rumours about me.
I knew it was too much to think of someone who you just had physical intimacy with that way, but I couldn't prevent such thoughts popping in my head.
I could think of a thousand of reasons why should I accept Yuna right now.
So I…
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