I took a deep breath, and my rapidly pounding heart started calming down.
Staring into her eyes square, I saw sincerity and affection with a hint of anxiety mixed within.
It was so adorable; I couldn't help but smile.
With her, I might be able to start a new and lived a normal life that I unknowingly yearned for.
'You can just date her. She wants that too. She's a woman you deserve.'
A voice in the back of my mind seemed to whisper like that.
But even so…
My expression turned solemn.
I still wanted to meet Ji-Hyeon again, and to do that, I inevitably had to have an affair with many girls in the future, and it'll be unfair for Yuna if I decided to date her even after knowing all that.
Even if I were dating Yuna in this state, I've never thought I would be able to love her with all my heart.
I obviously had a crush on Yuna. However, if you asked if I had the confidence to say that it was 'love', that was not the case either.
Maybe it was because I haven't had a proper relationship in a long time, I couldn't properly organize my emotions.
I loved Ji-Hyeon. Whether it was in the past, or right now, or in the future, I'm sure that my feeling wasn't going to change.
I certainly have affection for Yuna too, but it was slightly different from what I felt about Ji-Hyeon. I can put in my mouth, it felt vague.
So…
"I'm sorry... but I don't think I can date you."
I rejected her.
If I was just an ordinary man, I would definitely accept it when a beauty throwing herself into my arm without hesitation, but I wasn't.
In a sense, she was a victim. By a chance, she became a trial target for the demonstration of my skill, and by another chance, I met her again and, somehow or another, have sex together, this time she was also somewhat affected by my skill.
If she hadn't met me, she would have had her first experience by meeting someone who could truly love her, unlike a guy like me who cowardly used some unreasonable ability to manipulate her emotion.
'She's too good for a scumbag like me.'
I didn't know what kind of face she made right now, because I'd already closed my eyes, preparing for the pain I expected would be coming soon. If I were in Yuna's shoes, I might at least punch or slap this scumbag senior in the face to vent my anger and humiliation.
I thought so, but I couldn't hide the trembling in my hands. I still remembered the pain after being slapped by Yuna on my back. What if she did it to my faces? Chill crawled down my spine.
Waiting for what I perceived to be eternity, the anticipated pain never came, but instead, I felt a soft touch on my forehead.
Curious, I opened my eyes and saw Yuna's alluring neck right in front of my eyes, a realization dawn upon me that I've been kissed by her on my forehead.
The gentle kiss lingered for a while, before she pulled her head away, clicking her tongue while glaring at me, looking somewhat annoyed yet also strangely relieved.
"Tsk, I knew it would be like this from the first time we met."
After saying so, she started packing up her clothes.
"Then..." I shot her a perplexed look, "why bothered ask?"
"The truth is I was really going to smack you and let you know what pain means if you agree without thinking about it properly. Imagining sunbae will date me while also thinking about other girl makes me sick in the stomach. I can never accept or forgive that, let alone if you're having an actual affair with another girl."
In an instant, cold sweat ran down my back.
"But well, it's fine because I know that sunbae at least takes this relationship between us seriously. As for what we did today, let's just think of it as nothing more than playing with fire."
"I see."
My expression was visibly relieved, but I felt a pang in my heart at the same time.
I couldn't date her.
Yet, I also didn't want to let her go.
It's fucking selfish really.
But I didn't want to lie to myself.
I was a selfish person and I want Yuna but I blew my only chance today.
I laughed out loud, but my fist clenched so hard that my nails pierced into my flesh without I'm even knowing.
As if reading my thought, Yuna tilted her head, wearing a confused look on her face.
"Huh? I haven't said anything about giving up on sunbae, though?"
"...Ah?"
Her eyes were now like the eyes of lioness eyeing her prey.
I subconsciously swallow a big gulp.
"There's someone sunbae like, so that's why you can't go out with me right now, right?"
"...yes?"
I gave her a tentative answer as I still didn't know what she was trying to lead on.
"Then…" She licked her lips and then gave me one the hell of a crazy smile. "If I become more attractive than that bitch, sunbae will definitely choose me. We've already taste each other body today, don't you think our compatibility is pretty good? If once is not enough, then we'll do it twice, thrice, and many more. Anywhere, anytime. I refuse to believe that I can't make sunbae fall in love with me. "
Ah.
Really.
I forgot for a moment, but she was a hell of crazy bitch.
And at this moment, I was really glad that she was one.
"Then… what about "playing with fire" you said before?"
"Well, it means that "let everything that happened here stay here and started over". Let's build a proper relationship from tomorrow. Sunbae doesn't look that handsome or rich, but for some reason, you seem like a good person."
It looked like she omitted something, but I can read what she thought. I definitely didn't buy her bullshit about being a good person. I never thought that I'm one, and never act like one. Most likely, it was because she thought that I had a good skill in sex. Apparent in the bewitching expression she showed me right now.
Shrugging my shoulders, I smirked. "Well, it's my first time too. I just follow my instinct."
"Liar." Yuna rolled her eyes and scoffed, "If it's really sunbae's first time, there's no way you can make me feel so good. Why don't just say you met president yesterday?"
'I don't know about president, but I already met God long time ago.'
I chuckled in amusement inwardly, but don't let it show on my face.
Having said that, Yuna straightened her clothes. The reason why the short hot pants she was wearing was wet was probably because I had ejaculated inside her so many times that, even after wiping it clean, it continued to flow from her pussy.
Even though her underwear was slightly transparent, and her legs were shaking, she held out her hand to me with a bright smile.
"Then, let's start over from the relationship between senior and junior."
While saying that, Yuna grabbed my already erect little brother and laughed coquettishly.
"Oh, I'll add a sex buddy while at that. Let's have a lot of fun together, Sunbae~"
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Skill Level Up! Fingering Lv. 2 -> Lv. 3
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Obtain hidden achievement: First Sex Buddy!
Reward: 3,000 pts
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Capture Quest complete!
30,000p and 8 free stat points can be collected.
Obtain a skill "Eros Pheromone" as an additional reward.
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First Capture complete!
20,000p and 2 free stat points can be collected.
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Since you succeeded in the first capture, the 'first capture correction' will disappear.
Attack difficulty is greatly increased.
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'Kang Yuna' is added to the harem list.
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"Ha..."
My emotion become complicated as I saw the notification window.
On one hand, I'm glad that I could complete the first capture smoothly this time, but on another hand, I sighed, lamenting that the difficulties for next capture mission would be much higher compared than today.
Before I delved deeper into my thought, Yuna clung to me and urged me to leave. I smiled bitterly and stroked her hair.
That's how I changed my clothes and left the women's bathroom with Yuna on my back, who was whining that she couldn't walk properly because her legs went putty. Well, I'll just say that the feel of her voluptuous breasts was very impressive.
My last class for today had already started so I might as well come back home early and got a rest after spending almost my energy doing Yuna.
Yuna still had a class later in evening, but her clothes were too dishevelled and wet, so she had to go back and changed into clean clothes.
The moment I left the bathroom, I flinched when I saw a woman reading a book on a bench right in front of the bathroom. The woman wasn't staring at this side, but it was a position that was inevitably visible due to her location. My legs stiffened for a moment, but her brown eyes didn't even look at me, as if she was really focused on the book.
Her black hair trimmed short impressed me, but as soon as I glanced at her, Yuna pinched my waist and squinted her eyes. "Are you cheating on me already?"
'No, you're not even dating me in the first place.'
Of course, I just thought of it and didn't say it out loud. After all, the "pat on the back" earlier was still fresh in my mind.
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