Today is also as usual. The scenery I see every day, dark clouds, rain and then my pet who is bathing in his pool.
See the same thing every day? I don't know how many days it has been. It feels like it's been years, maybe more precisely hundreds of years. Alone in this mansion, staring at the same thing. Go around and walk alone in a garden that grows and changes all the time.
Why? Why doesn't it always last long. So many times I think there is something that is always wrenching in this heart. There is something that always makes me sad.
I was lonely, looking at the night sky and it was dark. Looking at the tree that has even forgotten why it is there. Every creature is always the same. They will definitely die.
And every little thing in its last moment, I was so upset, why? Why do I always shed tears.
My heart feels so empty...
That's what I felt in the afterthought while looking at Mumu who was soaking in the lake.
Putting my arms around my thighs, I sat staring at my fate. While looking at my own reflection on my right, and asking questions? Why should I exist?
With those withered eyes of mine, it seemed that everything was over. I don't have passion and motivation anymore. And when everything looked colorless anymore, I could only look ahead.
I raised one hand, and slowly. I put it on my own head. Gently stroked. Gradually. Until...
The old memory was recalled.
The sensation of hair that my beloved mother had.
I started to shed tears. The tears of these tears began to ooze. I can only do this.
I can only do this to treat longing and wounds.
A wound that has been imprinted in the heart for a long time. That will never heal, even if time passes and changes. Their smiles will always be remembered by me. The voices of those calling this name will always be heard. And by changing days, months and years, I will never forget.
My tears only came out in my left eye. Fortunately, mimi and mumu are still by my side.
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The next day I did the same. Running here and there. Pay a visit to the city and say hello to everyone. And crying in sleep.
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The next day, it's the same, and crying.
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On the next day, it was the same.
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It's been months, and it's still the same thing. But this time, I stared at the lake for quite a while, crying. Why? Because I found a baby deer. "Thank goodness"
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It's been so many years, and it's still the same, everything looks the same, It's only eaten by time, and so is the deer deer that treats. I cried.
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This is what I hate the most, watching it all go.
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Dozens of years...
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Hundreds of years... alone... until he appeared.
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On that day, I was walking in the park. Go around every corner. Running like a child here and there. Play alone,
Even rolling on the mattress is very boring for me.
"Akhhhhh tired of being bored.... Do I have to try to plant apple trees again, yes, fortunately to eliminate this."
Then I stood facing the window looking at the sky that was not usually visible stars.
From this little heart I hope.
I'm free.
"Hmmmm.... Why does mumu look like that... Ngak usually has him acting like that, hmmm, usually if it's so between the itching of his back or..... (His eyes are growing)."
When I looked more seriously, I was shocked and very happy. I flew as hard as I could there.
"YEAHHHHH AKHIRNYA !"
I'm so happy and happy. The day of my previous bored day is finally over.
"hemmm hemmm na na na, ha ha ha ha, (tertawa) "
When I arrived at your place. I found him slowly to calm him down.
"Cuppp cupppph, red tennis..."
I looked at the man who was running, he looked very whole and alive. I smiled because I was so happy. I prepared ready with my footstool, and with a smile. I was quickly under his head.
And time feels very slow. I stared at the stranger intently, I analyzed whether he was good or evil? If it is good, then there is no bad smell on his body, if it is good, on the contrary, it smells good. But this is strange...
I didn't kiss these two... And his eyes were very dark red deep inside at first glance.
I thought why he turned his head to the right and left. And when he turned to me. Our eyes crossed paths. And for some reason he suddenly fainted and fell into the abyss.
"huahhh.... Hati hati... woi..."
"Huffff, fortunately, I caught you"
I looked at his face carefully. I tried to hold his face and I was sure that this time, it was really alive. My eyes lit up with pleasure. But...
"Hmmm he's injured huh... If I could take it to the castle... but Mimi will be angry later..."
With the sound made make.
"I'm sorry, yes... Human beings seem to be out of luck."
It was easy to let the person fall again.
"It's a bohong.... Wkwkwkwkwk"
I just take him directly to the castle, if you know Mimi just said a stray person. Ehe.
After that I took him close to your face so that he could remember his face and smell. So she won't be eaten by mumu.
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I took him to fly to the castle. He was in my arms, I stared at him for a moment and he was very fast asleep, but still in pain. I felt the breath coming out of it. And when I got there...
I took him to one of the tallest towers, laying him down slowly so that the wound would not widen.
I stretched out my hand and with my magic, the wound slowly healed, slowly until the torn flesh grew. But the blood he lost, I couldn't do much, but his necklace was shining. And instantly he became calmer.
When I saw the necklace. I remembered something.
There used to be someone who always visited our residence. Almost every day, almost every week, until then, he was always visible.
From I was born to grow up a dozen years old.
But one day, there was bad news. He was no longer heard. And at that time, I accidentally saw my mother crying. She cried in her room so that no one would see.
Seeing this, I approached my beloved mother, she was shocked and immediately wiped away the tears. But I slowly hugged my mother.
That's what I remember.
[And now, I shed tears. Again and again, but this time is different, I'm grateful. I sat next to him, sitting looking at his face.
Thankfully... I met you.]