Shana Pov
After I cried my heart out I suddenly passed out so when I woke up, I immediately go to the hospital because my heart suddenly hurts like it will burst out but I was shocked when I heard why that thing happened. But all I can think right now is what happened last night. He should remember me as her girl best friend, not the person who confessed to him.
Now I'm outside while walking I saw Clark looking at me so I just smile at him but he just look away and walks past me, it hurts! But I have to endure it because I only have 1 week to live so I need to act normal hahaha.....
Clark Pov
Im currently inside my room thinking about something but suddenly I remember how Shana smile every time we made eye contact the reason why I ignore her is that I feel like my heart is racing like a horse but every time I see her smile I always feel like she misses me but why?? Why did she miss me?
Shana Pov
I'm in my room crying while staring at the guitar, I'm such a loser crying because of that person.
"AHHH!" I shouted while crying, oh god how I wish the old days will never end
(When they are 9 years old)
Shana Pov
"Hey Shana, let me teach you how to use this.... umm guitar right? My older brother teaches me hehe" Clark said with a smile before he hand me a guitar
"You will laugh at me! I know it because every time I made a mistake you will laugh" I said while pouting but he just gives me a sweet smile
"Well I have your mom's permission so I just need to hear how you play so can try it?" he said. Well he has a point, he needs to hear me using it first before he teaches me, but before I can touch the string someone called us
"Heyy Shana, Clark!! How are you??" I hear someone shout as we both look at that person, ohh it was Yams waving his hand while smiling at us
"I'm good, how about you??" I answered his question but a few seconds pass and I notice that Clark wasn't answering his question so I glared at him but he just rolled his eyes while Yams is trying his best to act like a brave man but he failed so I laugh. How can they act like that when we are all friends here-?
"Well, how about let's make a band?" I said out of nowhere so they both look at me
"Okay/ Sure that's a good idea," They both said at the same time so they look at each other.
In the end, we all find a piece of wood and write out the name on it so we will create the greatest band when we are all 18 years old.
(PRESENT)
Shana Pov
I woke up from a knocking sound, I didn't realize that I fall asleep well I lived alone so why would someone knock at my door?? I stand up and stretch my body before I go to the door and open it but I was shocked when saw Yams smiling at me what's even more surprising is Clark is right there!
"Why are you guys here??" I asked before I open my door widely
"Well, your birthday is on Thursday so umm, I'm here to tell you that we should celebrate it tomorrow" Yams exclaimed with a smile, ohh I completely forgot that my birthday would be on Thursday, I looked at the calendar to check it but he is right, right now today is Tuesday, Aish so I've been sleeping in 1 day?
"Hehehe sorry I forgot, let's go tomorrow at 9:00 in the morning," I said with a smile but Yams just look at me like I was acting suspicious, he must be thinking that I love my birthday and there is no year I forgot to look at the date Hahaha he knows me well
"How are you two?" I asked
"I'm good" Yams answered with a smile
"Nothing changed" Clark answered
"How about you??" They both ask at the same time so I laughed, they never changed. Well to their question as usual I said that I'm fine so now we are discussing what we will do tomorrow
After we all talk they both stand up and said they were leaving so when they walk out of the room I immediately go rush to the bathroom and drink the medicine the doctor give to me while crying I hear some footsteps but before I could even react someone opens the door and when I looked at it, I was stunned when I saw Yams standing in front of the bathroom door, looking at me with his worried eyes
"Shana, are you okay?" Yams asked using his worried tone, so I smile at him. Seems like I need to tell him about this so I told him what happened and when I finish we both stay silent while crying, he's such a softie
"Why?? Why didn't you tell me before? How about Clark? Did he know about this??" Yams ask while crying
"I am sorry I just know about this and I don't what to do so I keep it in secret and.... h-he didn't know anything" I answered as I cried even more
"He should know about this," He said but I just look at him, no he don't need to know about this.
"You know the story right? Why do we distance ourselves from each other so please don't tell him" I said desperately which makes him sigh as he stand up and wash his face before he leave me alone. I can endure the pain this thing did to me but I can't endure the pain of him crying in front of me.