"Big news. A F-rank hunter jumped off from top his guild's building. The guild is under suspicion..." every news channel was showing the same news. A S-rank hunter, a girl in her teens named Rachel was wandering in the dead hunter's apartment. "He lived in a run down place like this." she found a diary left behind by the young hunter, its first page said....

Diary name - Tears of blood

Noah Enderson

Goal - A hunter who save lives unconditionally

25 January 2010,

I turned 6 this years. I've been learning reading and writing for past half year. So my parents bought me a diary. I am soo happy.

11 July 2010,

Today I made my first friend. She is from a house of S-rank hunters. Her name is Rachel. I am soo happy.

13 June 2015,

I and Rachel were always close, we used to be so close. But since entering the middle school. We have been separated apart. Why? Because she is socialable while i have a hard time talking to others.

23 August 2015,

I wanna cry. My middle school life is completely ruined. When I was running in the feild many girls were watching me. Well, it feels good to be surrounded by girls. Which boy doesn't like it? But suddenly Rachel came and she kicked me out of the blue, when i started to stand she stomped on my face in front of whole class and said, "When we were kids, you always used to look at my panties." Haa, i wanna die. Now whole class is saying this about me. If i am crossing and there is girl she will run saying he's a pervert.

24 August 2015,

I couldn't even eat in the classroom and had to eat in the toilet. I will never talk to Rachel ever again.

08 January 2017,

Rumors about me have spread throughout the high school. No one talks to me. I think i might commit suiside at this rate. Whenever I try to talk to someone Rachel comes and say something extreme about me. Even though i never did anything. My high school life is ruined too.

24 December 2020,

My life is all shit. But i can't give up yet. Tomorrow I am going to take the hunter exam.

29 December 2020,

My result came and I am F-rank the lowest. Rachel got S-rank, as expected from someone who is from a family of S-rank. I am close combat and she is fire mage.

16 May 2021,

I was put in the same team as Rachel. In less than half a month, weird rumors about me spread throughout the guild. I've been granted the title of the worst pervert. I..... I just wanted to save people.... So why. Now the guild was no less than hell. Rachel always treated me as trash. Always scolding me and taunting me.... Why.... Just why have i to go through all this?

02 February 2021,

I was reading a R18 because was stressed. But Rachel came and showed it to everyone. My reputation completely destroyed by her. After guild i was beaten by people of other teams because i was part of the so-called best team even though i was F-rank. Rachel didn't came to help until i was half dead. Guess what after that she saved me and said that i was still her team's part. What a joke, i saw her looking at me beaten up until a few seconds ago.

05 February 2021,

The stress turned to depression. I decided to leave the guild. Rachel came to me and said, "You are just a trash F-rank. Do you think you can get other job. Come to my house and become a gardener. No, why don't you become my slave. I'll pay you handsomely. Haha"

09 February 2021,

I didn't go to guild the past few days. I am going today. Of course, to resign...

09 February 2021,

Dear diary, my life is now completely ruined. I regret ever making a friend like Rachel. Why, you ask. Today when i went to the guild she said, "Hey trash, r u ready to be my slave" Every one in the guild started laughing. I just ignored her but she.... She burnt my clothes in middle of guild when no one was looking. Everyone started screaming 'pervert' and started punching and kicking me. I was beaten half dead again. I just wanna die.

10 February 2021,

Today I came to say goodbye. I can't belive i was completely destroyed by my first friend. Idk how i endured so long. But this is goodbye...

After writing this the 17 years old went to the tallest building cuz he was still a combat hunter so at least tallest building was needed. The tallest building was his guild. He jumped off from there and committed suicide.

While reading this alone in Noah's room, was just a little girl crying, Rachel. "I just wanted you to look only at me. I didn't think you'd go through all this.

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm sorry

I'm sorry"

The young girl couldn't stop crying and cried until late night.

The most painful thing was to read the lines before the last pasaage

I hope the only girl i loved, my first friend lives happily. If seeing me is a bother to her. I'll say goodbye to this world.

"He only loved me but what did I do?"