Manvi walked towards the room with water in her eyes like she chose this but she didn't want to. I tried to stop her but. I thought my whole world just stopped right there. I felt like a distance between us that I never experienced till now. I don't know how to bring her back we fight all the time for little things but this one is kind of big. And I don't know how to undo this.
"Manvi please stop. I need to talk to you. Please just take 2 minutes just to hear what I need to say."
She didn't say much and slammed the door. I was not able to say anything more. I turned and walked out the door hoping she would run at me and hug me like she used to whenever we fight. This time it wasn't the case. I don't want to leave her. So I turned back and knocked on the door.
"Manvi please I don't want to lose someone I love it's too much for me to handle now I know I am being selfish but to keep you by my side I need to be selfish. Please don't leave me. I'm begging you please. If you want to see me reaching my goals just stay beside me like you always did. You are not making me go down. I swear you make me complete. I don't know how to convince you to stay with me but I want you so bad."
She slowly opened the door. Her eyes were filled with tears and I have not seen her in this state. I hugged her tightly assuring that I will not leave her side not ever. With a minute of hugging she slowly looked into my eyes. I don't know how to say it but I think it's because she was crying that her eyes were shimmering like stars the way she looked the way she smiled at me at that moment I couldn't move. We were looking at each other for some time. She came towards me my heart was beating faster and faster as she came closer to me. I was thinking a lot about what I will do should I step back or stand there. Will she feel weird. Actually it was my first time standing this close to a girl. I can feel her breathing around my face. The distance between our lips was so close. Her face was blurred and drowned. Before I knew her lips were on mine. It was short.I grabbed her around her wait and kissed her.
We were standing there smiling forgetting all other things we had talked about.
" I love you and I always will."
She was smiling and i couldn't control mine I hugged her again. But this time I was thinking about training how will I tell her.
"Alen I have something to tell you. "
"What is it Manvi"
"It's that I know you have 6 months of training don't think about me just go i will wait for you I want to see you standing in a stage full of crowds just cheering for your song and I want to tell my friends and all that the man standing there is my boyfriend. And I want to make every girl in the crowd feel jealous about me. Will you do it for me."
"But......"
"No there is no but you should go and I will be cheering for you."
"I want to stay with you."
"You can until the training starts."
"But."
"When you don't forget to call me I will be at my aunt's. After this semester I will be transferring to st Monica's because my aunt is there and it is easy for me to travel from her house."
"That Means we will be long distance ing "
"Yes Alen I don't know if this is gonna work out but we can try."
"I'm gonna make this happen. After my training we are going to stay together okay."
"Okay Alen. I love you "
"Love you too "
"Now tell me what I Missed. Tell me about your first show."
"Its ....."
We talked for hours and saw her laughing. I wanted to make her smile all day because she looked pretty while smiling.
"Nothing has ever felt more right than being with you whether we just sit in silence busy doing our own things with just the presence of each other as a comfort "
We decided to meet the next day.
I said bye and headed back to my home.
I got up and bought some Lilly for my girl and headed to her house.
As I gave her the Lilly s she smiled while holding the Lilly s. We headed back to the cafe and talked and walked while holding hands. I got my Manvi back smiling and laughing and being clumsy like a child she was getting better about her life .
I want this moment to be forever.
I keep thinking of how much i love talking to her. how good she looks when she smiles, how much i love her laugh. i day dream about her on and off, replaying our conversations. laughing at the funny things she said or did. I memorized her face and the way she looked at me. I caught myself smiling again at what i imagined. i wonder what will happen the next time we are together, and even though none of us know what the future holds, i know one thing for sure. She is the best thing that has ever happened to me.