Within an hour later she called.
"Alen "
She started crying as she spoke.
"Why are you crying."
"I don't want to fight with you but you make me do it."
"I'm really sorry that I didn't tell you about her it's my fault I know."
"It's not always your fault but this time I don't want to lie."
"I don't deserve you but I will try to be someone who does"
"It's not always these. But little effort makes it happen. I don't know if it is my fault that everyone I love is abandoning me and going. I like to spend my forever with you but I'm too afraid that you will leave me like others did."
"I'll not leave you no matter what"
"You make me feel like home. You make me feel that the world is not strange. What kinder gift can one give to another one is all this mere eloquence, or simply humanity, simple love. Love, perhaps, should always be simple. Can I ask you something."
"Yes manvi you can always."
"Do you leave me if I showed you my flaws."
"Two things If I told you I loved you that means I saw all the good qualities but if I told you I was in love with you that means I saw your good qualities and bad qualities too but chose to love you anyways"
" Will you still love it if I won't be yours " She asked
" You were not mine when I fell in love with you but i still did because I lost myself to you So as far as that doesn't change I'll keep loving you I guess".
"But I can't see your love. I need to feel your care just a little effort it can make wonders in a relationship but it's always me who makes effort in this. I don't want to change you but I can't keep up with yours. It's always me who talks about everything when you just keep silent. I thought it was because of your character but how long will I keep talking without any response. I love to hear your voice even if it's a little talk. I love to see your smile. I love to hear about the things you love. Day by day we are growing apart I really don't know you much even the little things I don't know you always hide under a mask you created for others to see."
"I'm sorry that I cannot be someone you are expecting. I'll try to be one but I don't know how long it will take but I'll try to be more deserving."
"No Alen it's not that.. you are more than deserving I like your caring for your love but sometimes something's missing in you. It's just that you have changed the way you were. I know it's because you have been under stress new music interviews but don't forget about me. You are only there for me without you I'll be nothing."
"I didn't know you had this much going on inside you. I'll make sure you don't have anything much to worry about."
" How long should I wait I have been waiting my whole life just to hear those words you will try to make this more working. You were the one who told me this will work even if we are apart we will make it happen."
"Just give me some time. I'll make sure you don't suffer alone."
"I know you will try to change. But now we both need some time to sort things out. Let's take our time and think about what we really need."
"I don't need time it's you and always you. I'll be better for you. You made me realise how beautiful the world is each moment I spent with you is memorable and i want to live that moment forever. It is you, it has to be you, I cannot describe it anymore. You are the only one that I will ever want fully. I belong with you. You are my home. With you beside me I'll make big achievements I want to share my whole universe with you only. I have already seen my future with you and our small family being happy. I want to share my happiness and sadness with you throughout my life. Don't leave me and i will not leave you. I love you Manvi please don't leave me out of your life we will sort this together don't avoid me and just talk with me. Please I'm begging you."
I can hear her crying sound at the other end of the phone. With stuttering in her she said.
"I don't want to leave you Alen I still love you and at the end it's always you and me. "