Lucas
I take a deep breath and try to center myself. I am feeling so many emotions that it's hard to keep up with them all. I know I'm not handling the tether with Gabriel correctly, but I can't seem to help myself. Every time we are together, I just want to be near him. Even though he hasn't experienced the calling yet, something inside of me is telling me that maybe he is the one for me.
But this is insane! It's too soon for me to feel anything like this and yet here I am, unable to control my feelings or my thoughts about him.
I take another deep breath, focusing on calming down and regaining control over my emotions.
I can tell that Gabriel doesn't want anything to do with me. I don't know why he is reading more meaning to every single thing I say or do. We are just having fun and I know that.
