1
Love is too obscure for tolerance.
Until the day he was escorted back to Beijing, he was still unsure whether he was in love with Sonan Smoke or paranoid.
The first time he held hands and kissed Sonan smoke, he was passively accepted, and from time to time he responded, Sonan Smoke would be excited.
He knew Sanan smoked dead to him, and never refused her intimacy.
After all, he always wants to marry a wife later, and Sonan smoke has been with him since childhood.
She was clean, she only liked him and belonged to him.
Moreover, Sonan smoke also has a knack, which can help him kill the enemy and help him with the knife.
There is no reason to refuse such a wife.
So at the age of eighteen, Sonna smoked with him in the same bed, and when he wanted to go further with him, he intended to perfect her.
Can undress the moment, the smoke suddenly red face asked him:
"Are you loving me?"
He didn't answer.
He disdains to make up lies and deceive Sonan Smoke's body into his hand.
But he didn't say no love either.
Because he knew that if he said these two words, he was very likely to lose the best wife candidate.
So he got up and took a cold bath, came back and slept with his clothes on, without touching her.
Sonan Smoke asked him cautiously: "Is there something I did wrong?"
He answered: "After marriage."
Sonan smoke excited to sit up, happy overlook.
"Marriage!", "You want to marry me?"
He gave a faint sigh.
"When are you going to propose to me?"
Marriage proposal?
How can he remember that when his father just kissed his mother, the two married?
How is it his generation, but also to go through the process of marriage?
The process to go he will still go, he just does not love, not perfunctory.
In the army, there are many generals who admire Sonan Smoke.
, one by one, collect the praise of the soldiers for the smoke of Sonan, and then write these evaluations down, as material, to give to the talented friend:
"Write a proposal for me, be sincere, like I would say"
Thinking of the night he slept with his clothes, he added: "Do not mention love."
The proposal word that a friend of the talented friend wrote to the young man, the old man will remember it a few times.
It's just that he hasn't found a good time to propose.
Until that day, he was wounded on the battlefield with Sonan Smoke, and when he saw Sonan's fragile expression, he realized:
Now read out the marriage proposal written by the trustee, Sonan smoke will surely promise him.
Everything is as expected.
Yuan read the marriage proposal, and Sonan smoke should also come down.
During the process, Sonan smoke tense hand sweating, and he heart no wave, thinking:
completes another task.
Next, is to marry with Sonan smoke, have a son...
If he had not been assassinated, he would have been taken prisoner of war.
If Jeru hadn't humiliated Sonam Smoke in his face.
He will live a happy life in the eyes of the world with Sanan Smoke.
Sadly, there is none.
2 and 2
Jeremiah always treated prisoners of war harshly.
From the moment he was imprisoned as a prisoner of war in the prairies, he foresaw his end with his head beheaded in public and his head hanging from the walls.
Die, anyway, there is nothing in this world worthy of his attachment.
Both parents died, he no longer needed to take care of anyone, and there was nothing to worry about.
General is the heir to his father's mantle, Sonan Yan is the best wife after his rational analysis.
His whole life was like completing a task, walking step by step.
Early death and late death are the same.
Tolerance never thought it was possible to be rescued.
Until five days later, Sonan Smoke stood at the prison door with a black cloak on her shoulders, covering her bright red dress.
The cell was dark and damp, but she was still brilliant, like a bloody lotus flower.
Yuan suddenly remembered that in the marriage word he had praised her as a lotus flower, and now it seemed that this was true.
Sonan Smoke bends over and secretly stuffs a seed to the toler.
Plant it in the corner, and its flowers will follow the roots to the door.
"I will surely deliver you," she said, and left at the urging of the jailer.
When the jailer called her Miss Cigarette, he thought:
Sonan smoke in the prairies to find a family Miss reputation, this time will use the power of the family to save him.
As a result, the writer did not think, always do not like the beautiful Sonan smoke, why will wear red dress, and why will appear bitter.
He only felt that his choice of wife was indeed a good one, not only clean and practical, but dead to himself.
In critical moments, you can save your own life.
He planted flowers and took care of them.
The water that prisoners of war can drink every day is poor, and they can still take the precious water and divide it into seeds for the corner.
On the day that the blood-colored petal bloomed outside the cage, the jailer sent Liang and Xu Tzu Ming to a partial hall.
They were pressed to the ground, their heads pressed, their mouths covered, and they were forced to look through the eyes of a group of rough men and into the middle of the hall.
To see a scene that will be unforgettable forever.
- Sonan Smoke lay down at the feet of Jerouxin, flattering him with his body, like a cheap plaything.
thought, "How?"
How can Miss Cigarettes not be a Miss of the Family, but a waiter who does not deserve to have a title?
All this year, Sonam Smoke has been trying to save him in this poor way with Jerouxin?
Just like him, only his Sonan smoke, how can you do this?
So clean Sonan smoke, how can it become so dirty?
Sonam Smoke, his possessions, at this moment, are defiled by the Jew.
then tolerated desperately, briefly freed from the jail control.
He didn't do anything.
hands and feet are locked, he can only like a worm, close to the ground to move his body.
was blocked in front of a group of playful men, and he drilled under the hands of the Han.
He must stop Sonan Smoke.
for sure!
The mouth covered by the rag, how to shout, can only produce a weak groan.
But the tolerance is still crawling, making every effort, repeating five words constantly:
"Shannan smoke, no!"
, Yalu really overturned the table in front of it.
Countless debris blocked his way, a broken cup cut through his forehead, and blood covered his face.
"Get out to the king!"
With the outburst of jerusalem, the jailers and the men took hold of him again.
And Jeremiah covered her cloak with the smoke of Sanan, and covered her exposed back, while the throat was stretched and dragged away.
In the last scene of the view, he saw that Jeruhen held the smoke of Sonam in his arms, softly appeasing the crying and trembling Sonam smoke.
remembered that at the age of sixteen, Sanan smoke held him and kissed him very lightly, like a gentle butterfly stopping at the tip of the cold sword.
The ghost made her look like a god, tolerated her back and kissed her, and decided that she would marry Sonan smoke as a wife.
But now...
How can it be?
How can the smoke of Sonam fall into the embrace of Jeru?
How can his butterfly fly to the tip of other swords?
3 and 3
The scene of Yalu's humiliation of Sonan's smoke is constantly revisited in his mind.
tolerate a calm and unblemished life, and thus set off a shock wave.
If that's how Sonam saves him, then he'd rather die.
The jailer refused the medicine delivered by the jailer.
That the wound may not be the son of the smoke lowered to the Jeruh real request.
He keeps the wounds of the forehead bleeding, and even stops them from healing by hitting the wall in an attempt to bleed to death.
But just as he had lost too much blood and fainted to the ground, pieces of the bloody petal outside the prison door drifted in and just covered his wound.
The blood of the wound thus ceased, and he was no longer able to open the petal.
"Why did you save me?"
Liang is asking for flowers, and he is also asking the person who left him flowers.
not only did not die, but also was rescued by Sonan smoke two days later.
That day, Sonna smoke was full of blood, but it was tolerable to feel that the big red wedding dress on Sonna smoking was even more dazzling than the blood on the hand.
So he took some of the jailer's clothes, let Sonna change, and then used his prison clothes to dry the blood on her hands.
There is no red.
Now, standing in front of himself, it is not the smoke that Jeroux really serves, but his fiancee, Sonam Smoke.
Let's try to fool ourselves.
But he could not fool himself.
The scene where Yalu really humiliated the smoke of Sonan is still like an iron scale, printed in the heart of tolerance.
4 and
After returning to Beijing, Liu Ying was still a big general, but Sonan Smoke was criticized for disguising the congressman, and the official post was removed.
Liang saw that Sanan smoke was deeply hit, and originally wanted to speak for her.
But the Emperor said to him with great significance:
Sonam is a good general, as long as she is on the throne one day, she will be responsible for the next day.
"She does not live up to the heavens, and she will not help the generals, as long as they are in difficulty, she will still do everything she can to save them."
The implication is:
As long as Sonan Smoke is a general, he will face countless humiliating situations, and then the disguised waiter will be the least worth mentioning.
"You are here today to speak for Sonan Cigarettes?"
The Emperor's words fell into his ears, and it became - - Tolerance, are you here to let Sonam smoke leave you again, to commit himself to Jeruhn?
So, the tolerance firmly shakes its head: "Not!"
He didn't want Sonan Smoke to be defiled again.
The smoke of Sonam was his possession, his wife whom he had already determined.
She didn't need to take any more adventures in the battlefield, she just needed to stay at the palace as a general's wife and live a happy and happy life.
Until he married Sonan Smoke, he realized that he wanted to live a happy and happy life, it was not so simple.
New wedding night, Sonan smoke shyly raised his hand, want to share a cup of wine.
Can be tolerated to see the bright red wedding dress, will be uncontrollably remembered - Sonan smoke was humiliated by the real day, also dressed in red.
Tolerance is upset by such thoughts.
Therefore, he pushed the cup of Sonan smoke, and also pushed out the sunny smoke countless times behind.
After marriage, he solved his needs alone, and all he thought about was the clean, vibrant Sonan smoke.
instead of this now, the defiled and dead Sonam smoke.
Both were originally Sonan smoke, but he was unexplained tired of the latter, even disgusted.
He began to show uncontrollable dislike of Sonan's cigarette watch, and quarrel with her ...
He didn't really want to do this, but his past experience made him unable to calm down.
good in his acquaintance with the border witch doctor, Lianji not only have the real ability, but also to help him and Sonan smoke to treat the heart disease.
He took Lian Lian as a distinguished visitor, and took him back to the residence.
But the general lady, like the jealous woman, was unreasonable and irritated him.
The smoke is not like this.
Let this be explained to Lianji.
As soon as he was free, he told Lianji about his past with Sonan Smoke, so that Lianli could quickly understand the condition and treat the disease for their husband and wife.
The treatment had not yet begun, and Sonan smoked himself.
It was the worst day in memory.
He wanted to take the poison with the smoke, but she did not leave him with a drop of poison.
Sonan Smoke said that tolerance is not worthy of her love.
Sananyan also said that she was going to be reincarnated on the prairies to go to Jeruin.
is collapsing.
He had always thought that he had no attachment in the world, but the tears that could not stop, and the heart that was painful like a knife were reminding him:
Forgiveness, you are involved.
You have this dying woman in your arms.
She used to love you unconditionally, she used to trample on dignity to save you, she also worried about you.
But now she's going to give up on you.
She's going to be with the man who ruined your relationship.
Tolerance is not acceptable.
5 and 5
The moment of the smoke of Sanan, the sword went out.
He will go to the prairies, he will dig three feet to find the smoke of Sanan, and he will kill the culprit of all this.
could stop him.
Lianyu told Liang, she is the prairie wizard's most proud disciple.
She was able to get close to Jeremiah as a wizard, to help her retake the smoke of Sanan, and to stay in the Central Plains as long as she acted on her news.
asked Lian Lian why he was helping him.
made a mouth-shape silently.
Because Lian Yu can't speak, it is not yet the official language of the Central Plains, so it is difficult for the writer to recognize what she is saying.
Until he participated in the wedding ceremony of Sanan Smoke and Yalu Real, he was tolerated to see that Yalu real made the same mouth type for Sanan smoke.
That is a prairie language, translated into the official language is - I love you.
At that time, the tolerance was extremely angry, and he had no psychological connection with his own admiration.
His eyes were full of the Sanan smoke that laughed and said "me too" to Yalugen.
The amnesia of Sonan Smoke completely forgot himself, and fell in love with Yalugen.
His possessions were not only defiled by Jeremiah, but also put into the embrace of Jeremiah.
Most importantly, she was so happy.
After the amnesia, she seems to have returned to the clean and lively Sonan smoke.
Tolerance is hateful.
He said at the wedding ceremony that he had proposed to Sonam Cigarettes.
After the marriage ceremony, he and his friends abducted Sonan smoke.
He let Lian Yu be sure to restore the memory of Sonan Smoke.
He deployed to the Prairies after the restoration of his memory in Sonan.
The young man knows he is crazy.
But he couldn't stop.
Sonan smoke accompanied him, he has no sense of everything, in the face of any situation can stay sane.
So he thought that he was a heartless person.
After Sonam left him, he found himself hating everything.
He was cranky and unable to think calmly, like he was born so ...
Sonan smoke for him, is not an optional follower, but a reassuring pill that allows him to calm down.
In order to retake the smoke of Sonan, he colluded with the unrest party.
The unrest party helped him speak before the emperor, and also won him a chance to send troops.
At first, he also did not want to fight the dead, so three days in advance, sent word to the prairies, so that the grasslands handed over the southern smoke.
Three days later, Sonan Smoke really came, but to deal with him.
Sonan smoke is very smart and very loved by the soldiers.
She got the help of Xu Ziming and others, not only countered him on the battlefield, but also took him back to the prairies and imprisoned him in the jail.
is irony.
The man who rescued him from his cage two years ago put him in jail two years later.
The man who had been humiliated by Jeremiah two years before, came with Jeremiah after two years, and still showed great love in front of him.
Tolerance felt that if two years ago, in the face of this provocation, will certainly hit the dead, rather than die.
can only feel that:
himself does not live long, can look at Sonan smoke, it is worth it.
has a temper from time to time, and can also talk to Sonan Smoke for a while.
He didn't want to be greedy anymore, but even he made a scene without warning and rescued him.
In the confusion, Jeremiah knocked him to the ground, and he happened to touch the short sword on the ground.
At that moment, I wanted to wrap up Jeruin with my own hands.
ended the culprit who ruined his life.
6 and
The young man nearly killed Jeremiah.
Jeremiah avoided timely, lucky to recover a life, I wanted to personally put to death, but was stopped by Sonam smoke.
At that moment, I felt that Sonan smoke still has its own heart.
So he laughed, until after Jeru had left, Sonam told him:
She could not have been with him even without Jeremiah.
If it were not for the old general's face, she would personally cut off his murderous enemy.
Sonan Smoke said, then left without returning, even a look wouldn't give him charity.
To see her only on the day of one day with Jeremiah.
Sonan Smoke left the scenery forever.
Or, it should be said, the tolerance is forever lost to the smoke of Sonan.
7
The night on which Sonam and Jeruzen spent their last day together, they sat in the corner of their cell, and did not sleep all night.
The corners of the dungeons were already empty, and the lotus that had been planted there two years earlier had already been dug up by Jeremiah.
lifting the hand cuffed, over and over the wall, touching the growth mark left by the blood lotus.
as if through these, touch the face of the master of the blood lotus.
Suddenly, he felt a tiny seed in the crack in the wall.
Every round of the blood lotus leaves a seed.
This small seed is the blood lotus that was planted by his own hand.
The tolerance trembled, and pressed the seed to the mouth of the heart.
This was left to him by Sonan Smoke two years ago.
At that time, she loved him, sincerely and warmly.
That love, through the two years of the scene, once again arrived in his heart and consoled him.
8
The day he was escorted back to Beijing, he saw Lian Yu.
, like him, wore torture instruments, was escorted, and when he met him, he also said "I love you" with official words.
's appearance of not asking for returns reminded Yuan of Sonan smoke two years ago.
He couldn't respond to the feelings of the lining, only to say sorry.
Lianxiang apparently did not expect to hear this sentence in his mouth.
She raised her eyebrows with a slight smile, shook her head gently, and indicated that she did not have to say sorry, everything was her willingness.
After Lianyou left, Lianzhang turned his head and looked at the king city behind him.
He knew that Sonan Smoke would not come to send him on his last journey, but he still could not help but look at the place where Sona Smoke was located.
Maybe it is sincere and spiritual, and I can see from a distance that there is a figure in the direction of the king's city, and it is coming close to him.
is a southern smoke?
The heart beats with excitement.
But the shadow approached, and it was clear that the visitor was not the Sanan smoke he was thinking about day and night, but the Jeruin he did not want to see.
"What are you doing?", closed your eyes, blinded, "Come to see my jokes?"
"I don't see enough of your jokes?"
As Jeremiah spoke, he put his hand on his left shoulder.
When Jeremiah got up this morning, he found that the wound was bloodied, but he did not change the cloth, but directly put on his coat.
He knew that when his wife woke up, the first thing would be to change his medicine.
And he came out, concealing from his sleeping lady.
"Forgive me, I have come to see you off."
And Jeremiah knew that his wife, in order to reassure him, had done all she could, that she might die to her.
But that's not enough.
And Jeremiah was a man with tolerance, and even once, like the present toleration, a man who loved not.
He knows that not loving is not enough to make a man die.
Only the gulf that cannot be crossed, the gap between heaven and earth, can completely extinguish the flame in the heart of a man.
So, with a few words, Jeremiah outlined the difference between tolerance and self:
"Do you know why you will lose to me?" asked Jeroux lightly.
Toss with disdain: "Not because you are scheming"
"You provoke the separation, set a heavy trap for South Smoke, and lead her step by step into your palm ..."
Jesus laughed and shook his head, "No."
You and I both know that South Smoke is not stupid, she can tell the difference between false and sincere.
She can also see what we both sacrificed, what we paid for to get close to her...
A man who disliked her and snubbed her because she was a rescuer in disguise; and a man who nearly died at her hands and still loves her...
"A man who keeps her in prison in order that she may not be in a similar danger again; a man who carries the danger for her and lets her go freely."
"If it were you, which man would you choose?"
To hear that Jeru was really satirizing himself.
He knew that Jeremiah knew more about love than he did, and was more suited to Sonam.
Sonan Smoke will live a happy and happy life with Yale, as originally envisaged.
But he took a sip, pretending not to understand:
"choose some shit, I don't like men"
When Jeremiah lifted up his chin, someone pressed down his tolerated head.
's spit eventually fell to the tip of his own shoes.
"You're not going to choose yourself either?"
And Jeremiah still laughed, like the abusive Thursday.
There is no chance for the past to come back.
You already lost to me two years ago when you fled back to Central Plains but didn't treat Sonam smoke well.
"And on the day the smoke abandoned you and came to the prairies, you, tolerated, completely lost the opportunity to compete with me."
Tolerance, don't fantasize that you still have a chance, struggle, you know very well, South smoke to choose me, is the most normal thing.
When Jeremiah said these things, there was not a slight ostentation, but a calm statement of the facts.
sentences are based on facts, and the words are reasonable, so that Liang Can't find a reason to refute.
And Jesus, looking at the speechless tolerance, knew that his purpose had been achieved.
He raised his hand and called for the soldiers who were freed.
"The time has come, send the general on his way"
He could not delay in tolerating this.
Come out too long, you will be discovered by the lady.
Last night, Jeremiah found that his wife seemed to like taking care of her poor self.
He didn't mind behaving pathetic, so that his wife liked him better.
9 and
After he returned to Beijing, he accepted the trial of the Holy Lord and received a lot of prison sentences.
Less than a month, his whole person is like a layer of skin.
The emperor not only let him confess to the troubled parties he colluded with, but also gave him a list of people on the list, all of whom were said to be troubled.
It is clear that the emperor wants to use his own hand to eliminate other forces.
In those days, because of the emperor's two sentences, he missed an opportunity to help Sonan smoke.
later he came out, the emperor saw the smoke was too excellent, and alone, no family containment, difficult to control.
Therefore, the emperor used the capital woman to write, used the human weakness of the tolerance, and dragged Sonan down from the general position.
Today, the emperor no longer wants to be used.
No matter how the emperor used the punishment, he did not add the list of innocent people.
So the Emperor tortured him.
He will not let him live well, nor will he die quickly, but will make his life as bad as death.
Several times, I felt that I could not stand it.
Once, he fainted in prison and lost the seed he had brought back from the prairie dungeon.
panic-stricken tolerance, with the palm of his hand touched the soil of the entire cell.
But he rubbed his hand full of bleeding bubbles, and could not find the tiny seed.
If a seed is eaten by rat ants, what should he do?
That was the seed he regarded as a treasure, and it was the only proof that Sonan Smoke loved him.
The news that Liang was looking for something in prison reached the king's ear.
The Emperor promises:
As long as he is willing to give up the people on the list, the entire land of the prison room is at his disposal, and he can also be safe and easy in prison.
Don't want to do that.
But he regarded the seed as his life again.
Yuan Yuan desperately thought: If it was Sonan Smoke, what would she do?
She's not gonna take innocent people in the last minute, is she?
thought so, he turned to face the wall, suddenly saw the corner of the new green.
There was no watering, no care, and the seed that had been lost was budding!
"Indeed ..."
said very lightly to the new bud:
"You are as resilient as your master, no matter how harsh the environment, you can break through the obstacles and seek vitality."
Thank you, South Smoke, for saving me again.
pillow next to the new bud, slept the most peaceful night since the prison.
even had a beautiful dream.
He dreamed of the eighteen-year-old Sonan smoking pillow beside him, and asked him excitedly:
"Marriage!", "You want to marry me?"
"umm"
In the dream, the tolerance not only answered her, but repeated over and over again:
"Sannan smoke, I must marry you"
Sonan smoke surprise embraced him, embracing him almost breathless.
Tolerance also dreamed that he took the hard collection of evaluations and went to find talented friends.
"Write a proposal for me, be sincere, be like what I would say"
He laid out on the case the compliments of the scholars on the smoke of Sonan, and said firmly:
"This time, be sure to mention love"
When the talented friend proposed the pen, he was allowed to take away the paper and pen.
I'll do it myself.
His love for Sonan smoke, others can not understand, can not write.
Only he knows.
(The End)