9
In the eyes of outsiders, we have become a harmonious couple.We are a marshal of warriors and horses who have been given full control of the southern frontier by the Wei emperor, and there is no time to be busy with me.But I have gradually relaxed my vigilance, and when the child grows to seventy or eighty, I can go out alone without the control of serving women.I occasionally go to the highest court to look down on the city.
Spring breeze and sunshine, awakening vitality, but no longer belong to the spring of Chu State.
"For the Children"
Waitress: the slave in the...
I talked casually with her: "Have you heard that Yangling has recently spread a word?"
Seeing that she seemed unwilling to answer my question, I whispered, "the wall is self-destruction, the heaven is sad; the princess marries enemies, the king is a tortoise." You listen, those people are satirizing me, satirical my brother, is our brother's behavior really disgusting?"
My son answered earnestly: "The princess is not interested, the slave has not heard of it."
I never saw any expression on this maid's face other than no expression, and sometimes wondered if she was a human being, but soon I would know.
I no longer shy, a leap down the high platform, the hard stone steps over the body like knife and knife, but rather than wait for this swine to fall to the ground, what is the sword?
I am the princess of Chu, and Dachu shall not be disgraced because of me.
In the future, many generations will mention me, and I will also know that Chu Guo had a princess, like her mother, who was unwilling to commit to the enemy country and give birth to the son of the enemies.
Before the blood spat out at my mouth and fell into a faint, I wished to see the fearful look of the maid, and the mottled blood that dragged for several meters.
I am Princess Chu, even if Chu's kingdom dies, I will die clean as a princess.
It was a long time since I fell to my death in the womb. I had been locked in the grand main hall with countless guards at the door. His endurance was really surprising to me. Three meals a day were still taken care of, and even a colorful doctor came to give me a diagnosis.
Once, the doctor who came was an old minister of Chu Guo, and he fell to his knees in tears the first time he saw me: "Princess..."
I lay sick in bed, and when I tried to speak, I coughed with pain. I fell and killed the fetus, and nearly lost my life.
, intermittently whimpering, "Princess, you... you suffered." You jumped to China, the whole Chu kingdom has spread, all Chu people praised you, and now the southeastern side is up, the uncaptured Guo Xianyong, the general has been pushed to the kingdom to do Chujun..."
King is the son of his father's princess, and the brother of my mother's brother is incompetent, so it is reasonable for the king to recover the river and mountains. Dachu doesn't need a king who is brave and cowardly and afraid of death.
I nodded, "It's fine."
The old man staggered to finish the vein for me: "Princess, your body ..."
"What happened to me?"
He sighs: "You have damaged your roots, and you are afraid that you will not be able to have children again."
It is no wonder, otherwise how did Yuwen market send so many doctors to adjust my body before and after?
When I suddenly realized, I was almost relieved: "It is better not to have a child."
before the departure of the doctor is a thousand instructions: "The princess must take care of the body, waiting for the king to come down to pick you, all the people of Yangling are also looking forward to it!"
On the second day, I pushed open the food box sent by the maid, and inside was placed a bloody head, it was the old doctor. I put down the clams quietly: "I do not eat, there is no appetite!"
I repeatedly warned myself that even if there was only a glimmer of hope in Dachuchu's recovery, I would continue to do everything; that the enemy would have to be sacrificed, that blood would be shed, that the next human head received would not show weakness. However, the head with wide eyes and long tongues still appeared in my nightmare, I sweated like rain, screaming to wake up.
The princess must take care of her body, waiting for the king to come down to pick you up, all the people of the Yangtze Cemeter are also looking forward to it...
The words he said to me before he died sounded clearly in my ears, and I got a hint of comfort, and the fast beating heart gradually steadyed down: great, I was called a princess again, as long as the people's heart is still alive, dachu is not really dead.
In the empty hall, I don't know when a cloud blows, the moonlight outside the window scattered carvings, and a dark shadow sits quietly in the distance.
I thought I was staring and asked, "Who is there?"
The figure stood up and came closer step by step, and the pale light shone on that pale and gloomy face, like a vicious god. I never saw him with such a look, even though he had been imprisoned for more than a year, he was gentle and smiling and pampering to me.
Suddenly I had nothing to say, neither did Yu Wen, nor speak. Finally, scared by his cold eyes, I explained: "I told you early that I had no weaknesses and could never give birth to you."I didn't do it because I hated you, thank you for your affection.
Yuwen's tight mouth suddenly raised a strange arc: "It doesn't matter, I will take revenge for the child, soon!"
It seemed to me that he was really a little mad, but after all I had deceived him, I lay down again and ignored him. Soon I heard the door open, and the footsteps went away.
I could no longer sleep, I called the waiter of the night watch to question. From her mouth, it turned out that he would not show up, but every night at half-time come to see me. She also cried to me not to do a foolish thing, because the waiters who had waited for me were all executed, and died extremely badly, she did not want to fall to the same.
I know what his means of retaliation are. My brother will die, snow coat will also die, but it doesn't matter, for the kingdom of Chu, we can die!He said, he took a step first, he will wait for me there, a year, ten years, decades, until I appear!
I lay down on my bed humming the sound of my ice-coat playing over and over for me, how I could have grasped the sadness and the bleakness of the tune before. But now I understand that on the road to the yellow spring, I shall sing this song to him, so that he may find me.
In this short life of nearly 20 years, I have experienced two men. I have never met him as a slave at the age of twelve, I treated him well, he respected him, his looks and talents attracted me, accompanied me. He sacrificed himself to me, he belonged to me and he knows how much I care for my country!
Because Chu Guo, I am the princess. I was born with the highest status, do not care whether my husband also have what I already have. Yu wen come to abuse, take away everything, and let me accept my charity. He said that he loves me, but he does not understand me.
10
Half a month later, ready to bear all consequences, I was invited to the inner courtyard, with knife guards to guard the walls, the high Wei flag to hunt fiercely.The red sun hung in the sky, I looked out, earnestly, the distant wooden stakes with chains on a person, that person is snow-coated.
When he saw that I was only silent, he laughed coldly, "What, is the princess not pleading?"
"I said I have no weaknesses, if you feel that this can retaliate to me, afraid that can not be. If you really hate me so much, it is better to kill me directly come to happily!"
"You are still hardened! Well, kill him, certainly more tormented you!" I watched the other side take the bow and arrow, an arrow shot into the chest of the snow coat, clean white clothes immediately soaked with a large blood stain, like red plum blooming as evil.
The red of the snow-coat rapidly spread, blood dribbling into the dust beneath his feet. Nothing was stuffed in his mouth, but he was hard to bear it without a word.
I suspected that the snow coat would be involved, but I could not bear that he would be tortured to death. I tried to snatch the bow and arrow in the hand of the woowen market, shouting angrily: "killer but the head, why do you use him to torture me! Please let him go, I will listen to you! Otherwise I will go with him to die!"
Yuwen shunned my attack, slammed me with a slap, I was black in the eyes, I fell to the ground. He never hit me, all of a sudden I was really blind, even his words fell in his ears, as if separated from the clouds, unclear.
Liu Sui, I said, you give birth to the child, he can live!I have been giving you the opportunity, you are obsessive, you killed him, it is you!
Yu Wen Fang laughed like crazy, and once again took a bow to aim -
, three arrows like rain, straight away.
The red line in front of the snow-coated chest, he slowly lowered his neck, like a lifeless shadow, silent.
"Don't torture him, please don't..." I called out, and the tears of surprise broke down, "I deceived you, I beg you to forgive me!
For the first time in my life, and the only time ever, I fell on my knees in front of yuewenyuan and prostrated myself to forgiveness. Before the pain of snowcoat, my hatred and pride collapsed. I thought I could withstand it, but the result...
Snow coat is just a slave, why should he be in the hatred between the two countries, become the victim of my disobedience to YuWun, this is not fair!
yue wrench my chin, will turn my whole face over, laughing coldly: "what are you crying for?" Didn't you say that you have no weaknesses? You can't change your face when you encounter anything, how can it be his turn?
I closed my eyes with pain, and prevented the tears from flowing out again: "Sir, I'm sorry, I can't persuade myself to give birth to you. Please let him go, I will listen to you in the future."
Yu Wenyuan seems to hate the way I look at the moment, but continue to laugh: "Well, as long as you let the child live, I will let him go, can you?"
I made a voice that peeled out of my body as if it were someone else: "I can, I will take care of it with the royal doctor, not without opportunity. Please, don't torture him. Don't let him die so painfully..."
At that moment, the light in Yu Wenbin's eyes dissipated, and his laughter stayed in the corner of his mouth, becoming an incredibly stiff arc.He shakes his head in disbelief and says, "Your love for him really moved me."Why! You tell me why, where exactly did I lose?"
Please! From now on, I will not deceive you again. Find a doctor to heal him, use him to control me! I did not hear what Yu Wen was asking me. At this moment, I just wanted to let the snow coat flow away from the pain. He was covered in blood, dragging the last breath, but after all, he would not feel the pain, how much it would hurt!
Yuwenbu will not laugh, frozen face, cold road: "you do not think I can be obedient to you, no, my patience has been exhausted, since in any case, you can not warm your heart, wait for the day when you really accept me, I do not expect you to love me."
"Princess," with tears in her eyes, my shoulders raised my shoulder question, he called the tone of voice, and I saw that I was expelled from the wedding chamber of the humble, the fall of the Wei state progenus, "the child is innocent, you are so sad, you sleep so deep every night, have not heard the child crying? All day and night! I have a headache!"
I said, "Can you save the snow coat?"
Yu Wenbin was excited by my words, he let go of me, the order: "go to the slave to stop the bleeding, don't let him die too fast! just the beginning of the show, to smash his flesh piece by piece, to break his bones pieceby piece!"
"No!"
I was in fear, stumbling towards the snowcoat. Forgiveness is useless, I am now a prisoner, and no one except myself will do as I say. I cannot let him suffer any more. He must be freed at once.
The snow-coat has been several arrows, has completely standing unsteadily, all rely on the strength of the rope is barely supporting. I want to loosen for him, but he stops me, the mouth continues to spit blood, the voice hoarse: princess... you, you leave me alone!
"Snow coat, sorry..." I touched his face because of extreme pain and sweat, heartbreaking apology, "sorry, I killed you!"
"No, princess, don't blame yourself, I... I cheated on you. I didn't touch princess. I never touched princess... I was not a villain that night, it was woo wen, he forced me to give the princess a drug, let me lie next to princess and make you think it was me."
Every word came clearly into my ear, but as if I could not understand it, I stumbled and said, "What do you say?"
"Princess, I have deceived you, I... I am unfaithful to you. I am a Wei nationalist, a compatriot sister, named frost-coat. My sister and I were taken to Chu Guo by Yuwen, and served him according to my orders! I am responsible for this, do not be sad for me!
When I looked back, yu wen was standing in place, staring at us in vain. The wind blew his robe and hunted, and the great shore was fastened like a nail to a high platform, standing high and standing still.
My whole person was completely defeated, I thought: it was him, it was always him, how many terrible things did he do in Chu Guo in the end, even the man I loved was also the chess he planted around me.
I said to the snow coat: "It doesn't matter, if that's all, I forgive you. If you feel sleepy, just go to sleep."
"Princess," he sighs, "I belong to you, and from the moment you jumped out of the carriage, I belong only to you. It is my desire to die for the princess, and I will atone for my sins, I..."
As he spoke, another mouthful of blood came out of his mouth.
I held the snow coat and reached deeper into the arrow that stuck in his chest: "You don't have to atonement, nor do you think your status is not worthy of me. I don' t care, I like you, I've liked you since I was twelve years old. You go there and wait for me and I'll come to you."
Although he is sweating and dying, I have never seen him laugh so naturally and so relaxed. Before he was always careful, quiet, and even strict.He said to me: "I love you, princess, even if I don't deserve it, I love you."
With every strong word he uttered, more blood came out of his mouth: "Princess, I feel sleepy... we will be husband and wife again in the afterlife. I hope that at that time I will not be a slave, and will no longer be used because I do not help myself..."
I choked my tears: "if you want, this world is already a husband and wife."
"okay, cough..." his eyes quickly gray down, looked vacantly over the sky, "the princess, you see, like snow, full of snow... beautiful..."
I chattered and complained, "Snow coat, I don't want to be a princess in the next life, otherwise you will be so afraid of me avoiding me and not being close to me."
There was no response in his arms, I looked down at him, the light in his eyes had completely dissipated, and the lips still left a happy and happy smile.
I put down my gradually freezing body, and shivering, I bumped unsteadily into a man.
Yu Wenyuan did not know when to come to me, he picked me up, at the same time looking at the body of the snow coat, as if looking at a step on the feet, disdainful ants.
His tone was a little cheerful, and he said to me, "Sweet, good! at last he died and could not stand in our way."
He's done it for me, he's made me kill the snow coat. He was never the humble protons, never!
"I married you for Chu Guo, did you marry me for my country?"
He was a little surprised when I said, "The snow coat just told me that it wasn't him that night, it was you!"
"He said, he is lying to you, he deserves to die!"He is like the understanding of my problem general, explaining, "you marry me is not an accident, I have worked hard. For the great wei, I endure humiliation for many years, the only reward to the father king is to marry you. The father owes me too much, it will not satisfy my little wish."
"Everyone in this world is deceiving you to use you, only I am the one who really cares for you and loves you. I am wrong to marry you without your consent. But I really like you, if I don't have to use those methods, how can I get you?Setly, you kill him, I am happy. Now I can understand that you are not really trying to kill our children, you are also forced by the situation?"
My eyelids beat a bit, and his act of forcing an excuse is really weird!
Yu Wenyuan was excited to find this reason: "Set, I forgive you, you forgive me, let's start again."
Restart?I have blood on my hands, "giggle" laugh, he wants me to start again!
11
I don't know who I am, all my memories began when I woke up one day. A man saw me open his eyes and eagerly carried me into his arms, like a lost and restored treasure.
I was also infected by his emotions and asked, "Who are you?"
The man said, "What is the matter with you?"
I nodded, "I'm so-so."
His expression got even stranger: "You don't remember your name?"
I shake my head: I don't remember...
Then some white-bearded elderly men examined me, whispered for a while, and then shook their heads, and the man went out, and came in after a long time.
He looked at me with a complicated expression, not to say happy or sad, and finally said to me: "The doctor said that you may be too sad to forget the past."
I said, "What happened to me before? do you know me, can you tell me?"
The man smiled gently and put his arms around me and said, "The sad thing should be forgotten, there is no need to think back."
I think he was right, and decided to stop. But he later revealed to me some things of the past, he said that we have been very kind and loving for many years. Sometime because of his negligence, so that our first child lost the memory, so I will continue to blame myself. He said that he was sorry for me, and he will absolutely protect me and will not let what happened to me.
I was very touched when I saw that all the others called him the Eighth Prince with respect, and also called him Eightth Prince. But he refused to allow me to call him his wife, and only allowed me to called him his husband.
My body gradually recovered under the careful conditioning of the doctors. He was very happy that he did not want to separate from me for a moment, and sometimes he would hold my hand like a mountain stack of papers and not let me go. One night, he called my name and sweated, and then he hugged and slept next to me, and almost made me pass my breath.
When he was feeling calm, I wiped the cold sweat from his forehead and asked him what nightmare he had.
He said he dreamed that I had left him again.
I am a little strange, why did I leave you? have we not always been very kind?
He started kissing me without any explanation. I couldn't breathe, so I didn't ask him any more.
Later I inadvertently saw a war report on his case, which said "Guo Xianyong died in the war and committed suicide" and so on, I wanted to see more clearly when he was discovered. He quickly hid the war report, as if he was hiding something disgraceful.
I don't know, what's the matter with you?
He said softly, "Sure, I don't want you to see these killing things that will scare you."
Although I am a little annoyed, but still compromise, and I can't keep the doubt in my heart, which country is Chu Guo?
He replied that he was a Wei dynasty man and was the eighth son of the Wei emperor, so everyone except me would call him the Eighth Prince.
I asked him again, am I also a Wei national?
He calm face for a long time did not speak, I wait for some anxious, I am Chu Guo people?
He quickly denied, saying that Chu Guo and I have nothing to do, my status is only the wife he is marrying, is the honorable eight princess of Wei Guo. He will make me worry-free and happy all my life.
The fighting in the South was completely subdued, and he said he was taking me home.
I asked him, where is our home?
He said that in dongping, the capital of the wei kingdom, there was a royal residence built with luxury and style, which was specially given to him. His home was also my home.
We set off on our way, but some of the people on the roadside threw stones at my carriage and spit. I was scared, and the only person I touched after I woke up was him, who hid in his arms pathetic and cried. I never saw him so angry that he let the guards pick up the troubled people.
outside the carriage was crying, and there was a strange sound of something falling. I wanted to open the curtain, but he stopped me. He sat me on his lap, covered my eyelids warm and dry, and did not let go until I left the city.
After a long journey, we finally arrived in Wei, I stayed in his residence, he treated me as good as ever, but he was not willing to let me contact outsiders. But after he returned to Wei, he seemed to become more busy, always to attend the table of the minister.I heard that he was now the most valued son of the emperor of Wei, and everyone wanted to come to him.
I was so curious that I repeatedly begged him to take me with me when he went out next time. I was also a lively person, and I was always locked up in the kingdom. At first he resolutely objected, but I lost my temper and ignored him, and finally he agreed.
I have accompanied him as eight princesses to many fun places, and I have known many great men, but the eyes of the great men who look at me are always strange, with sympathy and pity, and with contempt and disdain.
years close, this is the first year of the wei emperor unity of the world, naturally to increase the row, warm celebration. I heard that all the heroes will go to the palace banquet, crying and crying to see the fun.
He was disappointed and had to agree.
I dressed well, put on the most beautiful dress, and went with him to the palace. At this unprecedented grand annual feast, he was happy and happy. At the end, everyone was a little drunk, even he was often persuaded to drink, confused, and could only rest on the table.
I pushed him and called softly, "His husband."
He didn't answer.
I got up, pulled out the sharp gold seal, passed through the scraps of the hall, and walked gently behind a familiar man. Then I also pushed the man, calling: general wu.
The old man looked up, obviously drunk, and asked me what?
It is very strange that all the girls and girls of the Wu family stranded in the Yangtze Cemetery were divided into five horses because of him, although the bones were gathered and buried by the Wei army under his command, after all, they have killed so many innocent relatives, and there are countless brave generals who have thrown their heads and blood, how can he still live so freely?
When he was young, he was a great achiever in helping grandfather to fight in the southern Xinjiang, why did he throw himself into the enemy? When did he start serving the Wei State, how did Yu Wengyuan teach him to make a big mistake?
I take a sigh: these questions that torment me day and night are afraid that I will never know the answer. I tried my best to put the mule into his old throat. Blood was sprayed more than two meters high, poured on my face, and poured my heart into burning.
I figured that there are too many people for vengeance, and I can kill as many as I can.
I took the dagger used to cut deer before the murder, and ran step by step to the man in the dragon chair. Unfortunately, the guard outside the hall was alarmed at the moment of my unexpected murder, they flocked, shouting, "The emperor be careful."
The drunkenness of all was instantly awakened at that moment, and the eagles on the side of the Wei emperor threw themselves at me covered with blood, and when I was ready, I was brave enough to stop him.
The Wei Emperor hurriedly shouted, "Arrow!"
came straight from behind, and all of them were shot into the flesh of the eagles I used as shields. He spit a few mouthfuls of blood and died. I supported the heavy body, and could not get in and out.
When I watched wei emperor retreat to safety, I was disgusted with hate. The hall was in a panic, and he said, "let it go again!"
"No, don't shoot!"
Amid all the noise, a heart-breaking drink was unconventional. He rushed over and directly blocked me in front with his body. Those front guards feared that they might injure the eight kings, so they did not dare to shoot any more.
"Father, please don't kill her!"
He was on his knees, begging and begging, kicking one head after another with all his strength. The corner of his forehead quickly broke and bled out, but he seemed unconscious, and it was harder than a bump.
Don't arrow... father emperor, son nothing, I only want her, I just want her alive... father, you don't kill her...
The Wei Emperor saw him look like a lost soul, and he forgot to speak for a while.
At this opportunity, I threw the body of the eagles, retreated to the other side, kept as far away from him as possible, and put the knife on his neck to reject his blessing.He perceived, waving, and gently smiled at me: "Sweet, give me a knife."
I can't believe I shouted: "now you know that my previous amnesia is acting, why are you trying to save me? Why are you so stupid, how can you be fooled by me again and again?"
There were tears in the man's eyes, but he was so anxious that he was crying, and he stood in the brilliant lamplight, and the striking blood trickled down along the half of his cheeks, making his face unspeakably funny.
"It doesn't matter if you lose your memory... well, don't be a fool, give me the knife... you will be very dangerous away from me, come to me, I will protect you..."
see I do not retreat, he said: "such, you should hate me the most, I am I have been working hard in the Yangling for many years, buying hearts and minds; I am trying to solve the problem, not only because the father's advice, but also in order to get you to kill the snow coat, and also, I forced you to forget? I am standing in front of you directly with the knife in your hand, I will not come over to you.
Then he took two steps forward, and came near to me; and I was as hated as if a thousand ants were eating, biting, and coming near to him.
Cannot take any pity, I will take revenge, kill him, and kill him!
Between a thousand shots, the Wei emperor sounded the order: "Fire the arrows."
"No, don't arrow, you do not arrow!"
Unfortunately, who would listen to a prince's request?
I had not yet touched him with my knife, and in the next moment countless cold arrows, like eyes, were pinned to my back. I had spit through my heart and poured out blood, and fell into his tremorous arms.
The immense pain I couldn't bear made me know that I might not have survived, I was not intended to live. I was the princess of dachuchu, fell from the clouds to become a national slave for more than two years. I endured the humiliation, pretending to obey the disguise, just for the sake of revenge! I wanted to kill so many people at this moment, but I only killed one, why, why?
Someone asked me, "What do you say?"
He came near to me and heard me murmur, "Death..."
My hand was lifted, the knife in my hand was rigged and thrust into his heart. I saw vaguely, he smiled at me, he laughed hard, and the blood in his throat clucked up.
"I am going to die, don't leave me alone!"
On the verge of death, I was shocked that this man is so strange, there are many times I really can't understand what he is saying and doing. But I suddenly want to ask the question that I don't care about, exactly when he started to like me, how long ago?
When I open my mouth, I can't say a whole word.
In the last moment of endless darkness and silence, I thought, or forgot, it seems that I can no longer know the answer to this question.
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Outside 1 (World of Arts Perspective)
I am the son of the kingdom of wei, because of the low birth mother, the father did not pay attention to the king at birth. There are many consorts in the harem, the rich father has seven sons, and I is the eighth, eight sons.
As I grew up, my father began to pay attention to me, he felt that I was like him when I was younger, talented, and know how to accumulate strength, but my father's feelings were only limited to this appreciation, and there were three mules from the Queen and the Queen, destined to be second to the people for life.
mother-in-law secretly told me that, in fact, the father was also the son of the king, but later inherited the throne of the wei kingdom. She was encouraging me, if I get the creation preference, a little strengthen their own strength, I do not have no chance.
My seven brothers have been sealed king jianfu into a family business, 14 years old I also began to look for the civil and military minister in the courtyard, in the future which marriage can make me gain more political interests?
Unexpectedly, the father emperor did not intend to do so. He called me to come forward and said to me that he was now seeking the Chu State, and he decided to send me to Chu State as a hostage.
sent the cousin son to the enemy as a hostage, this is a more shame than sent the princess to marry and relatives more ashamed to bring up the great humiliation! Wei state all look at me and my mother-in-law's joke, mother crying, she is ready to risk her death to beg the father to take back his life.
I stopped her, the emperor did things are not appropriate, rarely take into account emotions. My age, origin are the most appropriate, coupled with the father told me that he is to my heavy duties, let me take a long look.
I know that the father is a king of hidden ambition, he is not only the dragon chair of the wei kingdom, he also wants to conquer the whole world! For decades, Wei Chu and the two sides of the front, the prosperity of the southern Xinjiang are too tempting, like a piece of fat meat fell to the wolf's mouth, the wolves will not swallow the idea.
Father King Yang Yang Yang Cong: "The emperor of Chu State is a short-lived ghost, now sitting on the dragon chair is a yellow mouth child, what is afraid of? for the great Wei, this is a rare opportunity to eliminate Chu State! You arrived in Chu State, you are the best person to do this in accordance with Yu's instructions, you're the person who is best suited to do it, first to make up for you, and then you will be made up for it later."
I fell to my knees and thanked the king.
I also went to Chu Guo's inner palace to choose out, to the Chu State Emperor's more than a dozen beautiful women. These people, although they had a delicious and charming face, but they were born into a singing and dancing workshop, they were slaves. They were either left by Chu Emperors, or they were given to Chu emperors, the ruling court, they are all the first step after I came to Chu.
I arrived at the Yangling and met the Chu Emperor, who was only a child. At the same time, I noticed that Chu Di was sitting next to a beautiful and innocent girl, whose age did not look big, and Chu Di called her sister.
Chu Guo is the most beautiful woman I have seen in my fourteen years of life. Those beautiful and dazzling silk seems to be naturally placed on her body, a pair of gold spikes are placed on the simple cuttings, her body is slender, her movements are as gentle as the high clouds, and her eyebrows are filled with the sweetness created by the rain of the southern country.
None of the noble girls of the wei kingdom that I have met have looked like her lightness, and her noble beauty has made me lose my mind for a moment. I look at the flower that is decorated with her forehead, and it is a pink white plum pattern.
I think, how suitable this plum makeup is for her!
is not only a woman, but also a man. Among the fine artworks I brought from wei dynasty is a beautiful man who was immediately given to this princess by the Chu emperor. I am glad, which means that I am not only related to this Chu princess, but perhaps I can get closer through this fine work.
As a hostage, I have lived for a long time in the mansion of an ordinary mansion in the Yangle. I have not paid much attention to anyone in the Wei state, except for my mother's wife. From my father's secret letter, it is all about the important thing that he told me to do slowly in Yangle, and I have read it and burned it.
I am in accordance with the instructions to make acquaintance with the masters of the Chu State, those who have been carefully cultivated, have gradually come into play. Sometimes I meet people who are polite, but more often, their attitude to my enemy's prototype is contempt and disdain.
The warmth and moisture of the south made these Chu noblemen enjoy their wealth leisurely, like soaked in honey and wine cans, gradually forgetting that the northern Wei State was a evil wolf who was looking at the annexation of neighbouring territories.
Even if I am not welcome,I often go to the banquets organized by the Chu state nobility,I have my own selfishness,and occasionally I have good luck far enough to see the noble and beautiful Chu state princess.She is the most beautiful work created in this country by the stars,with her identity,face and charm.
The detailed work called the snow coat seems to be very princess's favorite, long-lasting, princess where he accompanied him. The small but messy, I restrain myself, do not frequent inquiry about the princess, the letter to me, the final mention of "not yet suspicious."
I was thinking of princess Chu Guo, laughing, she is only a teenage girl, naturally, the mind will not deep. There are a few details to reveal their purpose is not simple, in advance by me to deal with clean, it seems that this snow coat will not encounter such difficulties.
However, I had a sudden jealousy and hatred, how could he, a slave like an ant, be favored by the princess? He was accompanied by her every morning and evening, and it was very difficult for me to even encounter one side.
I have lived in the Chu Kingdom for five years, and in the past five years I have lobbied for the Chu people who can cooperate with me.In the courtyard,the princess's marriage is also mentioned as a state affair,and I heard that the Chu Emperor is choosing a wife for the princess.
I don't want her to marry other men, I can't match them in terms of talent. I admit that even I am not worthy of her. I am a prince, but I am sent to the enemy country as a hostage, not to be flattered. But she will marry, if so, why can I not be the man who is right to get her?
In order to get her, I made the first time to cross the line. I wrote a letter to the father emperor, asking that I had a princess in Chu Guocheng, hoping that he would help and send her to me as a compensation.
Soon, the father emperor sent an envoy to the Yangling to negotiate, and the princess's marriage was determined. Her future steed was me, and she finally belonged to me.
I was delighted at the news, but I did not understand it in the detailed reply from the princess's office. Until she refused to go to bed with me on the wedding night, and expelled me from my bedchamber, I seemed to understand that she did not want to marry me at all.
I calculated, did not count that the princess would hate me so!
I have been living in the princess's residence for more than a year, and she has been snubbing me for a whole year. I am helpless to her cold, and I can't shake her position under a parasite. The princess ignores me, and sometimes I deliberately pass in front of the hall, and sits in the hall she does not see me at all.
At last I could not bear to ask the princess why she hated me. She said that I was not good-looking, and that we could go our separate ways. My mother-in-law came from a low background, and as a child in the imperial palace in wei china, I also felt the coldness of the world, but I had heard the most striking words, or the prinpress's opinion of my appearance.
Do I look really ugly, or do I just not agree with her?
The princess pampered the fine work called the snow coat, she will be in front of him, like an equal young daughter of the young girl's feelings are starting to open. I jealous to madness, threatening to make every three places, if he dares to make any wrong move to the princess, his compatriot sister frost, his relatives will be tortured to death.
One night, the princess came back from the midnight dinner, and I saw the drunken woman crying and raving in the man's arms, nonsense. She seemed to ask him why he didn't want to touch her?
I ordered the princess to take the drug, she finally fell asleep, at my disposal. The next day, I quietly left from the bedroom, thinking, she is sweet!
After I got her, every time I thought about the chaos and sinking of that night, and then I saw her make some intimate moves with the snow coat in the distance, I was unable to accept it. At the same time, my destructive desire grew stronger and stronger, and one day I would make her understand that I was her husband, that she could not point to me, and could not ignore my existence.
With the help of my father's mastery,Xu Xu progressed,and when the time was right,I left Chu and returned to Wei.Wei broke the covenant and officially declared war on Chu.Because of my years of accumulating knowledge of Chu's people and wind and land forms,my father gave me the general command of the Wei army.
When the two armies confronted at the border, General Wu Qi was appointed as the commander-in-chief of the Chu emperor, and in my plan. Chu Emperor was a child who did not know anything but to enjoy himself, indeed, it is not enough to be afraid! Unfortunately, the king of Chu is a short-lived ghost who can not live for 30 years, but also the oldest son inherited by the ancient master.
Heaven does not bless, destined to perish.
Wu Qi surrendered to me, and my method of pinching him was more through means to intensify the hatred between him and the Chu Kingdom court. Moreover, the little emperor sitting in the dragon chair was so absurd that it would cause discontent if he did not do what he did.
This move is too risky, and it goes too well!
I commanded the wei army to kill two hundred thousand troops without leaving a piece of armor, just like smashing the jaws of the Chu state and taking off the armor of Chu state. Since then, the Chu army has been losing and retreating, and the Wei army is advancing all the way.
The war between the two countries lasted for months, and the heavy military service overwhelmed me, but I still think of the princess. When I think of her, my inner kindness and compassion will be gone - I have killed too many people, it is crazy!
Killing creates fear is the most effective means of conquest.
Wei troops attacked the sunny tomb near the capital of Chu, Chu emperor has fled to Changzhou, led the remnant army stubborn resistance. When I returned to the humiliated princess residence, people have gone empty.
I finally became the master of this palace, but the princess was gone, without her, everything I did was meaningless. Immediately I issued a military order to my subordinates to seize a Chu State Royal Family and give them gold and gold.
under the appreciation must have a brave husband! The world knows that I was the princess Chu Guo's horse, the sergeant is not difficult to guess the "drunkard" behind this reward. For this 10,000 gold, everyone's eyes are showing greed and excitement, tirelessly searching.
I also tried to get back in touch with the detail of the snow coat, threatening his relative's life. The slave was very obedient. I let him do what he did. I never really regarded him as my love enemy. I was assured that he did not have the guts to infect princess.
After a series of moves, the princess quickly came back to me. I heard that she jumped off the wagon for the snowcoat halfway, no matter, a slave is not worth my attention. The princess used to hate me, because she never gave me a chance. Now the opportunity, I will let her understand how happy it is to be my wife!
princess said, she is not important to the overall situation, let me send her to changzhou. She really like a troubled girl, the idea is too simple. She is my woman, unless I die, I will not let her go.
I rearranged my wedding chambers to compensate for the pain and humiliation she had brought me that night. She resisted so fiercely when she was awake that she scolded and threw things, so that I feared that she would die. I dared not to provoke her again, but went to her quarters daily to sit and see her.
The princess was like a unique, frosted flower, but for months her pride seemed to wither, and she understood that her position in this mansion was no longer the same.
I kept telling her that as long as she was willing to accept me, I would keep her glory and wealth, so that her future life would be no different from the past. I also sent some jewelry daily to please her, so she did not resist me. However, everything remained unchanged, and she still ignored me.
The Wei army spent half a year to break through the Chu Emperor, the Chu state prisoner, and this is the real death. I do not know if I should continue to call her princess from now on, but her attitude really annoyed me with the news of Chu's demise. I no longer respected her as a princess, and even used her captive brother to force her to accept me.
She changed when she came back to visit her brother, she stopped being so angry and started accepting me as her husband. At the same time, she completely lost her mood. I paid very little to get the truth, she didn't want her brother to go on living, she gave her brother a bottle of roses.
I took the bottle of crane-top red, and asked her who was her weakness? She said, she was not. It gave me a faint suspicion that she would not obey my real reason.
She repeatedly pleaded with me for contraception after we slept together, and I disagreed. She was pregnant, I was glad, the arrival of this child must improve my relationship with her. Her temper was too hard and stubborn, and when she became a mother, she naturally softened it.
I whispered and begged her to have the child, but she said plainly that she would never give birth to me. The words of the heart made me completely angry, and I was anxious to find her weakness, so I arranged for her to reunite with the snow coat.
The slave was always obedient, and I taught him what to say when he was alone, how to beg for mercy, so that she would be willing to give birth to the child. My methods worked, she was quiet again, and my child grew up in silence in her womb.
those were the happiest days of my life, she finally really accepted me in a sense, and I hope that our children will be safe. I made up my mind that I would understand that every word I said to her was sincere, and that as a man, I would be her and her child's reliance, so that they would not suffer the slightest bit of suffering in the world.
I was immersed in an unreal dream until she jumped off the stage at the risk of her life and killed the child with her own hands.
I was so mad, she even gambled her life to break with me, telling me that she could never accept me! Once she said hate me more than once, I think she did not understand what the real hate is, the real hatred is torture! I will use her way to treat me to return to her, she will be divided into pieces of the carcass of the people she cares about!
Since she did not care for her brother, I abused and killed the mean slave she had petted. I shot the snowcoat in her face. This was the first step. I was not prepared to let him die so easily. My son's life was a thousand times more expensive than this slave's gold, ten thousand times!
She learned of my intention to rush over to the snowcoat. I forced her to kill him, and all of a sudden, my anger disappeared. She could no longer have a child, and I was unwilling to break my promise to her, so I could have no more offspring. But it was all right, she felt the pain she had given me, and we were even.
She couldn't bear the extreme pain, and passed out in a coma on the spot. When she woke up, she lost her memory, and I was confused, was she really lost it? This kind of child trick is hard to deceive me, but she was willing not to leave me like in the past, even if she deceived and used it, I admitted it.
She will be back to the first time when she met the beautiful girl, neither angry, not emotional cold. She will pamper me, call my husband, sweet like a piece of sugar melting in my heart. She did these things, I did not want to break this beautiful dream, with her old country is long-term attachment.
The overall situation in southern Xinjiang has been determined, my father has urged me to return to the east level, but I have been delayed in drunken gentle township unwilling to set out. In the great Wei dynasty to expand the world, I have made great efforts, and more and more ministers have begun to support me, and the tide has overtaken the Queen and the Prince.
Now the situation in the Wei dynasty hall is very chaotic, I don't care about them. I can't compare with the father, although our origins and abilities are so good, but a woman has already held me to the footsteps of becoming the leader of the world.
I think that the dragon chair is really so good? I have seen how my father worked hard in the palace to control the balance of all forces, not to let them threaten the imperial power. In addition to the daily routine of the court, the father had to deal with large and small emergencies around the country, too busy to sleep well.
Now the territory ruled by the great wei dynasty is larger, and the internal troubles and external troubles are more. If I really become the emperor, the first thing I wake up every day, I am afraid that I am in danger, I ask myself: "is there someone who made me today?"
is not cold, the supreme position of the emperor will only make those who are in their place of mind never peaceful. No greater power can not change the sick and sick, I really want to gamble on all the lives to fight for this throne, and then in order to maintain the thrones and suffer hardship.
When I am emperor, can I really keep my promise that she is not necessary?
The father's rush came, I had to take her back to dongping. No matter how I was involved in politics, I made up my mind to show weakness to the queen and the prince, so that they understood that I had no intention of competing for the reserve.
Father and Emperor felt that my delay was to express some kind of political signals, saw me swear. After the curse, he talked to me about the roots of Chu's demise. One of them was that Chu people followed the system of the first son, so that a child with no ability to be the master of the country, could not die?
The Wei state can destroy all at once, and it is this void that has been drilled.
I realized that my father had said the words of the emperor, he put me on a long-term task, let me set my sights. The waves raised in the courtyard must get his permission and acquiescence. But I really changed, or I thought of it, the first thing I did was to ask him to marry the Chu kingdom princess, and the second thing was to refuse him to pass on my intention.
Father dragon face anger, a good fire, he let me go, I went away.
The father emperor obviously did not give up on me, because I was the cutting edge that he had trained and honed to the heart of Chu Guo. Without me, it would not have been so smooth.The queen and the prince also knew that I was threatening their status, but with the father as their backer, they could not help me for a while.
Maybe because these cuts are still confusing the thousands of clues interfere with my attention, perhaps because she has been good and obedient for too long, maybe because I really can't guess the reason why she stayed with me, the first new year's eve in the world of great wei, I took her to the palace dinner.
at the palace feast, I continue to be persuaded to drink, to the end, the mind lies in the case to rest. "Arrow" roar of the father king, I was confused, I opened my eyes, I saw her standing in the central hall full of blood, with the outside of the hall to take the sword and sword guards. Blood flowing one by one, the ground is full of bodies.
, I was scared to dissolve all the wine, I fully understand her intentions of doing things, she wanted to go through me to get close to her people, take advantage of the unprepared edge of the enemy. What a laughable, a weakness of a woman, revenge for the whole weak country!
I immediately rushed to protect her, although I knew that she would lose control and kill me as an enemy, but I could not do so much. In this situation, only I would save her life. Leave me, she would be a corpse at once.
I prayed bitterly to the father emperor not to lay arrows, and asked her to hide behind me, to avoid the archers of the third and third floors in the outer hall. Her intention was already revealed, and she could kill no one but me.
But it was too late for her to come to me with her dagger, and the emperor shouted in order to protect me from hesitation. So many arrows fell deep into her body, she spat blood, and fell into the blood.
Unable to return to heaven, she is going to die!
In an instant, all the blood poured back into my brain, I just thought, she is going to die!
I do not accept that we are so young, there are still decades of years waiting for us to join hands together. She left me, and went away. She never really accepted me, she obeyed me, stayed with me for so long, just for a desperate assassination!
I lost my soul like picking up her dying, and sure enough, she said two words in her mouth: "Death!"
Princess, do you really hate me so much? Hate to show my kindness, hate to refuse to give me a little love. I do not ask much of you, I only hope you can accompany me, accept my love for you.
Before she lost consciousness, it occurred to me that the last thing I could do for her was to help her achieve her best wish.
I thrust the dagger in her hand into my heart, and I told her, I'm going to die.
Do you see, are you happy?I killed myself according to your heart.
My father called for a doctor to rescue me, and in the end I could not go with her. My unprecedented move shook the whole court, and they all agreed that I was a pity, and that something was wrong with my mind.
I managed to get out of the sight of my political enemies, because they felt that a sick competitor was not enough to worry about. The father had also changed his mind, and he had allowed me to quit the whirlwind of the battle.
When I worshiped my father, his final evaluation of me was "I saw you wrong, you let me too disappointed! For a woman's soul, it is difficult to become a big instrument!"
Father emperor is indeed the most like me in this world, but also the person who knows me best. I was sharpened into a knife to help him complete the mastery of the world.I was destined to destroy Chu Kingdom, so she was also doomed to hate me.
I took her body back to the tomb and buried her properly. I spent my days in the old princess's residence. Of course, many years later, this act of self-destruction would be more explainable.
Father emperor because day and night labor suddenly collapsed, he intends to support the cultivation of heirs, my brother fifteen sons in the battle for the throne lost. After the new emperion, his mother's family was full of doors, nine. Fifteen brother was also a cup of poisoned wine, three feet of white fountain sent to the road.
Some people after knowledge and perception praised me, originally I did not really want to feel, is in the knowledge of difficulties and retreat. The way is so clever, really unexpected!
Only I know, I did not think so much, I just want her to complete the wish before she died, in the small torture of the recurrence of old wounds, I spent the rest of my life in place, missing her.
Outside 2 (The Princess Daughter's Perspective)
I grew up in the desolate cold palace, my mother didn't care for me, my father cared for me even less, occasionally met others in the palace. They called me slaves, expelled me, and scolded me. It is amazing that I was alive until I was three years old, and from the age of three, I kept my memories.
I remember that my father liked to sit in the same place every day to sunshine, and my mother told me to eat the residual clams that came in from the hole in the wall. Whether my father was mad or dazed, my mother never cared, and the honor of calling me to dinner was unique to me.
I was distressed by my father's starvation, and after learning to walk, I took the initiative to bring food to him. Sometimes he ate, sometimes he did not eat, and more when he didn't. One day, I saw my father lying on his back where he used to sit in the sun, and several people came in and carried him away.
Since then, I have not seen my father. I asked my mother, where has my father gone?
My mother told me that my father didn't want to live, he drank poison and died. She said: "waste, no interest! Don't learn from him, see how stubborn I am, no matter what the situation, it is most important to live. I am really lucky to have you, the saint wants to live."
I don't know what it means to die, but I am a little sad, although my father never talks to me and doesn't care about me.
grew up to four or five years old, I understand the arguments of the palace people, this is why I was locked in the cold palace from birth. originally I was not a bitch, I was a lost princess.
I know too well the difference between a slave and a princess, all thanks to my mother's description. My mother told me that the destroyed Chu State was a country richer than the Wei State, and that I should have lived a fine life as a Chu State princess instead of eating leftovers every day to fill my hunger.
I also gradually understand why the father and mother who spend every morning and evening with each other ignore each other. Overwhelming my father's last straw is my mother, my mother is unwilling to take care of him, and she is not willing to wait for him, but she will not be with him to regenerate a brother. My mother abuses: "why should I give birth to you! You are not the emperor, you still have the throne waiting to in line?"
My father felt that life was hopeless, life was as bad as death, and finally went to the end.
I thought that I would be inseparable from this courtyard all my life, and that all my meals would be difficult to swallow, but one day I was taken away by a palaceman. The palace man did not call me a slave, and he paid me a special respect, which made me feel the peculiarity of my birth for the first time.
I told my mother that I was leaving.
My mother nodded, you go. Remember, there is no Chu Kingdom, nothing is more important than being alive.
I was taken by the Palace People to a magnificent mansion, washed, and dressed in expensive finery, and then I saw him for the first time before a table of fine dishes.
It was a tall man in his twenties who asked me, "What is your name?"
I shake my head, I don't know my name, my parents didn't give me a name. His attitude is very kind, which makes me not afraid to ask, "who are you?"
The man answered, "My name is Yu Wenbin, and I am your uncle."
It turned out that I had an uncle besides my father and mother, and of course it was only when I was grown up that I knew what kind of relative my uncle was. If I had a uncle, at least I would have had an aunt first.
But in my eyes at the age of five, the title of uncle was no different from that of father and mother.
Uncle is different from mother and father, he treated me very well, he gave me a name, raised me, gave me from hell to the clouds of the good life. I grew up day by day, watching my uncle grow old.
grew up to ten years old, I fully understand what my uncle is the identity of the world, he is the eight kings of the Wei state, I was born that year, Chu state with the Wei state soldiers down, but I do not hate him, because my mother said, the most important thing is that my father is my elder, he treated me better than the Aunt.
The residence where I lived was the princess residence that my grandfather gave to my aunt, and now the master who lived in the residence is only my uncle. My uncle said that he died, and he had no children. I have the same blood as my elder brother, so he found me and treated me as his offspring.
uncle is a Wei national, but he likes to live in the Yangling all year round, there are a lot of ministers from the Wei dynasty court to pay a visit to the door, I hope that my uncle will revive, back to the capital of Wei. He declined, it is very strange, he was deeply influenced by the Wei emperor, and he was not interested in the struggle for power, and profits. He was depressed, and did not like a king.
Yes, I am glad to think that he is not a prince, he is my uncle. My uncle stays in the princess's residence all the time, accompanied by him the closest person, it is only me.
Uncle is not well, he always coughs in the low low. Once, I accidentally saw his chest, close to the heart, there is a scar.
I was terrified and asked him if it hurt?
uncle shook his head, he said to me: "little plum blossom, they rescued me, I do not live long. I took you as my own child to raise, I only hope you grow up quickly, can find a good home before I die."
I am very sad, tears are running down, my uncle is so good, why is someone stabbed him with a knife? And I don't want to grow up, I want to stay with him all my life.
I am thirteen years old, I have become more sensible, and I know that I am slowly not seeing him as just an elder.
In this world, my uncle and I rely on each other. No uncle saved me, I could not grow up peacefully, I can not enjoy the eight years of glory and prosperity. My uncle is extremely tired of the world, self-destruction, this is the only and fragile emotional connection he has established with this man's world.
My name is little plum, because my uncle said that he likes plum flowers best. The plum flower has the meaning of stubbornness, gracefulness and chastity, and it is unique only in the cold winter and in the middle of the month.
uncle smiled bitterly, "your aunt is so unique, 20 years ago, she was the most honored and favored princess in Chu Kingdom. Facing me, she never forgot that I took away the status she once had, so she hated me. She would rather love a cheap male pet than love me."
From my uncle's bitter words and sad eyes, I perceived something keenly. I went gently to shake his hand, trying to give him some comfort.
I told him in my heart: "Uncle, aunt does not love you, but I love you ah. Even if I listen to you later, married a son, but my favorite person in this life, is still you!"
I heard my uncle ask me, "you are also princess Chu, I destroyed your mother country, so that you can not be a princess." Little plum, do you hate me?"
I smiled and shook my head.
"Why?"
I said: "My mother said that life is the most important thing. Do not carry unnecessary hatred for a country that no longer exists, it is meaningless!"
Uncle didn't say anything, but I felt like he was trying to say something. I knew that I was so different from the unknown aunt, that we were all princesses, but we had the opposite attitude and choice.
I was really ashamed, so I was making excuses for myself. Maybe it was because I was born late and never experienced the taste of being a princess of Chu Guo like my aunt.
Why aunt unwilling to accept uncle, uncle in my eyes is so good, so idiotic! He gave all his all to aunt, I stained aunt's light, only to become a child of uncle.
When I was 15 years old, my uncle picked a good family for me, my husband is a Wei dynasty aristocratic teenager. My uncle said to me: "your husband's family has been greatly gracious to me, look at my face, you will not be wronged in the past."
I said that I don't want to marry, if I leave my uncle, he can only be alone, there is no offspring to give him pension.
Uncle laughed, he said that I am very dutiful, he did not free me, but he really did not need me to accompany him.
I don't speak, I do not want to marry because of duty, but I have not the courage to say it. His heart has been crowded with aunts, not to mention any other woman, let alone the woman he raised as a daughter.
He can't wait for the acceptance of a Chu princess, but he gets the hidden full love of another Chu state princess.
When I was sixteen, I was married. My husband was handsome, well-known and well-educated. More importantly, he was of the same age as me. He could be my contemporary, but not my elder. I liked my husband very much. He was very stubborn, very cute, but I just liked it.
After marrying someone, I moved to wei dynasty, I did not see my uncle. I miss him very much. I do not know how he lived alone in the sunshine. Is his body good, will his heart still hurt?
At the age of nineteen, my uncle died of a disease and died in the plum garden of the old princess's residence in the Yangling. I knew that he had gone to his aunt. His favorite woman was an aunt, and he waited all his life for her to be able to accept him.
When I heard the news of my uncle's death, I prayed with my hands: "Aunt, he came to you." This time, you will do well and accept him.
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