What was the main reason I'd stated that I didn't want Skye as his concubine tonight? Was it really just because of my faithful and innocent love for my friend?
Or was it something else. Something more.
Something selfish.
Like the fact that I wouldn't like to see him with my best friend. Because she was the one he wanted before me. Because he might really realize that he wants her after all and not me.
Because even though she was supposed to be the one in my place now, I don't care. I don't want her near him. Because she is beautiful and he might really like her.
And I don't want him to like her romantically. I don't want him touching her the way he touches me. I don't want him kissing her the way he kisses me.
I don't want him kissing anyone the way he's kissing me. In fact I don't want any woman around him. I want the right to hate him and kiss him. The exclusive right.