A few hours pass. We had Spaghetti and ate the cookies and finished the movie. Jen sleeps on the floor.
"I should get going."
Corey grabs my hand. "Don't."
"My mom is probably freaking out."
"So, you're a big girl," he tells me. He is right. I shouldn't care what my mom thinks. Why do I?
"Okay, you're right."
"I am going to put Jen to bed," he tells me, getting up from the couch.
I nod.
Soon Corey is out of sight. I pull out my phone. I text my mom. I will be home soon.
Corey is back in moments. He sits back down on the couch. Putting his arm around me, he pulls me in closer. I lay my head on his shoulder, and he puts his hand on my thigh.
"Are you worried my mom will quit working with you if she finds out about us? This ?"
"We are just friends," he tells me.
I swallow the pain. Is this all he wanted?
I nod. "Of course."
He grabs my face with his hand. I love his touch. I want more, his hands all over my body, that's what I desire.
"Do you want to be just friends?' He asks, running his finger over my lower lip.
I shake my head no.
He smiles. " That's good, baby." He moves his face closer, so we are nose to nose.
I wish he would just kiss me. I feel his breath on my lips.
He kisses me on my forehead.
"I want to kiss you," he tells me.
"I want you to."
He smiles and brings his lips to mine. His lips feel warm over mine. I kiss him roughly. I loved the taste of his lips. Climbing into his lap, I pull my lips away and take off my shirt. I want him so badly. Every part of my body craves his touch.
I kiss him some more. Starting with his lips and onto his neck.
He picks me up and sits me on the couch beside him. "Sadie, calm down, we aren't doing this."
I feel hurt. He doesn't want me.
"Why, I want to."
He looks at me for a moment. I feel my eyes watering up.
"Sadie, I want you. I want it so bad," he tells me.
"Then why not?"
"This is fast, this is the first time I ever kissed you," he says.
"Not the first."
"That doesn't count," he laughs, rubbing my cheek.
Standing up from the couch, I unbutton my pants, sliding them down to my underwear. Corey looks over my body.
He pushes me down gently on the couch and climbs on top of me. He kisses all over my chest and down to my underwear.
He picks me up in his arms and carries me to the hallway towards the backroom. We enter the room and the door shuts.
Soon I was laying on a bed, and Corey takes off my underwear. I hear his pants unzip.
******
I wake up, looking around. I am happy it wasn't a dream. Corey and I made love not once, but twice, and it was amazing. It was my first time, and he realized that when he first entered me, I cried a little. He was so gentle.
It hurt for a moment, but it was so much pleasure, especially when he flipped me over and entered me from behind.
I notice the alarm clock shows 3 am, which sits on the table by the bed. Mom is freaking out, I bet.
"You okay?" Corey wraps his arms around me, pulling me in close.
"I need to text my mom, she's probably freaking out."
"I will go grab your phone." He sits up, rubbing his eyes.
In moments, Corey returns with my phone. He hands it to me and climbs back into bed.
Fifteen messages, what the hell. They were from my mom and Adam.
They all read. Sadie, where are you? Are you okay? Sadie, what's wrong?
Hey mom, I am staying the night with a friend. I will be home in the morning. I text back.
I hear my phone beep. Which friend? The message read.
See you in the morning, I sent her back.
I struggle closer to Corey. This was an amazing night.