I wake up, being welcomed back by a dim light above me. I rub my eyes and try to sit up, but someone's body is on me. I turn my head, Jamie's face is what I see. My eyes widen. I look under the blanket. . . she is naked. I have on my underwear. I look around the room and see beautiful art work, white flowing curtains, two windows, wooden walls, and two doors. I think we are in a cabin, but I don't know. All I remember is Jamie kidnapped me! I turn back to her face, her eyes are wide open.
"Good morning my love. I was thinking that the silver's effect would never wear off." I look in her eyes then at my body.
"Jamie, we didn't..." She laughs, then brushes back my dark brown hair.
"Of course not, I would never take advantage of you." Jamie leans in to kiss me, I gently push her away. Jamie sighs and starts to kiss my neck. I squirm away, but get trapped under her body.
"Jamie we can't do that. I told you I love Sary-" Her hand went over my mouth. Her eyes show anger and turn light blue.
"We will not say her name. If you are to get better, you have to not say her name." She takes her hand away stroking my cheek.
"She has really hurt you. Did she hypnotize you and command you to forget me and everything we did? It's going to be okay, I can fix you. Things will go back to normal soon as you are cured." She smiles and kisses my cheek. Jamie thinks I am the one that is sick? Oh my god! She has really lost it. A tear falls from her eye. Confusion takes over my mind.
"Sweetheart, it's me, Jamie remember? You have to remember! I can't lose you! I can't!" She buries her face in my neck. Her shuttering body makes mine move.
"Jamie, I remember you, but I can't do this. I belong with Saryia. Let me go." She wails louder holding my body close to hers. Her sorrow filled face sends pain through my body. Who am I kidding, I still love her, but she lied to me, but I can see that her intentions were completely for me. Still she loves Mercy, unlike Saryia whom loves me and me only. Jamie studies my face again.
"You still love me?" She whispers in my ear. I look into her eyes. She nods as if she had an understanding of the look in my eyes. Her lips crush into mine. I don't kiss her back if I do then I would be cheating on Saryia. I could never do that. Jamie parts from me shaking her head.
"No, that's not right." She looks at my face again. More tears falling from her face.
"You don't even kiss the same. I remember when your lips would touch mine. Sending electricity through my body. I want that kiss back. She will not deny me that too!" I shake my head.
"Jamie, I can't. I care enough about you to say this. Your going crazy and you need help. Come on, let's go back to the mansion and try and get you some help. Saryia can-" Jamie's fist slams down on the bed, right next to my head.
"No! There is no more mansion or Saryia! I need to heal you, so we can be together! She has brainwashed you! Hatspehut, you have to break free from her spell! I can help you but you have to let me!" Jamie's eyes glow with rage. I am so scared. If I say one more thing that makes her mad, she might hurt me. I never thought in my wildest dreams that I would be scared of Jamie. Tears fall down my cheeks. I nod, submitting to her. Jamie smiles and trails kisses up my neck.
"That's my good girl. Now, I've done a lot of thinking while you were sleeping. I thought to myself what do I have to do to help you, jog your memory." She said that last part as if she is trying to hint at something. Jamie smiles wiping the tears from her face and mine. She looks at my body then back at me. Oh no! Not that!
"Hatspehut, sweetheart, I think that it might work. We have to try everything we can to get you back to normal. So I think we should."
"No Jamie! Please let's try something else not that!" Jamie looks into my eyes then chuckles. She shakes her head and reaches for my bra. She unfastens it, I try to hold on to it, but she pulls it away from me. I cover my breasts up with my hands. Jamie gets between my legs. I shake my head and try to get up. Jamie's strong hands push me back down.
"Sweetheart, I know that you are scared, but we can do this together, just like we did before. This will help you remember, her spell will weaken. It will be alright."
"I'm not under any spell! Jamie, don't do this to me!" Jamie shakes her head.
"Don't be silly honey, of course you are under her spell and I can break it." She kisses my neck and outlines my jawline. I struggle to get away. Jamie's eyes dart back up at me. The anger in her cold dark blue eyes makes me freeze. She pins my wrist down above me.
"Hatspehut, I know it's going to hard to break from her spell, I know you will refuse me some but don't make me loose my patience!" She said with a hiss. She never hissed at me before! This is definitely not the Jamie I fell for. More stinging tears fell down my face. I turn my head from her. I let out a sigh. I didn't want to do this, but Jamie is threatening me. Those last four words don't even sound right together.
Jamie's lips hungrily move over mine. I try not to kiss her back, but she hisses when I didn't. I kiss her back keeping my hands on the pillows. I whimper as her hands grope my breasts. She squeezes them and sucks on them. I cry more when her hand slid down between my legs. I can't believe she is doing this to me, and thinks that this will help me.
I wonder if Saryia knows where we are. If she does, I hope she finds us. I hope that she won't hurt Jamie though. I'm really going to have to convince her not to. Jamie takes off my underwear, still pinning me down. Jamie looks in my eyes that a running mad with tears. She smiles.
"Soon, those tears will be ones of joy." She sucks on two of her fingers before plunging them inside of me. I scream grabbing on to the pillows. Jamie doesn't even start slow she automatically starts going fast, brushing over my spot. Endless tears fall down my face. It hurts so much. Jamie's fingers brutally drill in my soaking wet walls.
My body shook with every hard stroke. I whimper and sob as Jamie goes faster and harder. My juices flow down on to the sheets relentlessly. She kept going for I think twenty minuets. Sweat drips down from Jamie's face. I look down at my own body, and it is shining with sweat too. I still cry, I want her to stop. I want Saryia.
"Does it feel good my love?" She whispers in my ear. I lie and nod. She kisses my lips forcing her tongue in my mouth. I accidently let out a moan when Jamie hits my spot hard. Jamie grunts and moans with me as she hits my spot. My head throws back. Jamie continues, showing no sign of giving me relief. Jamie then puts both of my legs on her shoulders going harder in my walls. Let out a wail as she attacks my spot, causing my body to turn hypersensitive. The pain is unbearable, this doesn't even feel good. All of this is nothing but torture.
Out of nowhere a pain shoots through my head. I close my eyes and see Saryia. She is using pack link again. Her jaw drops when she sees what is happening. Her were full of anger and pain. I cry harder as I look at her face.
"Saryia. . . I didn't want to. She made me." Saryia tears up. Jamie kisses my neck.
"I thought I said don't say her name. You need to get well, stop thinking about her. There is no more Saryia. There is just you and me, no reason it be scared. You will be free from her soon." Jamie jabs faster at my spot. The feeling bubbling between my thighs could not be ignored any longer. I close my eyes and look back at Saryia. I breathe hard and muster up enough strength to say this out loud and to Saryia.
"Help me." Saryia nods. She wipes the tears from her face, they were replaced with tears of rage. Saryia pinches the bridge of her nose then tries to look at me with the most sympathetic look she can give.
"I will not hold you accountable for what is happening. It's not your fault. I'm coming to get you. You'll be safe soon. . . I love you." Saryia leaves my head before I came. My back arches and I scream one more time. It was kind of like a cry as well. Jamie kisses me again slowly taking out her fingers. She stares at me and smiles.
"I will help you honey, any way I can. I love you." I nod. Jamie rolls off me and strokes my arm.
"You hungry? I'll make you breakfast." I nod again. I can't get the look on Saryia's face out of me head. She looked so upset and hurt. I curl up in the white silk sheets. I want to crawl into a hole and die. I will never forgive myself for this. After I'm back in Saryia's arms I'll be making sure to do whatever she tells me to. Anything she asks of me I will say yes unless no is required.
I stumble out the queen size bed and look around for my clothes. Jamie comes up behind me putting a robe over me. I turn to face her. The kindness and sweetness in her eyes is gone. She is nothing but a shell of her former self. She has on a robe as well. She kisses my hands then leads me through the door on left. I look around this enormous cabin, it's very beautiful.
"This is a beautiful place Jamie." She smiles and kisses my cheek.
"Three bedrooms, three bathrooms, large kitchen, outdoors is beautiful. I was thinking we could stay here, raise our children here." Jamie smiles and I look away. I haven't even thought about children. I don't want to think about them now.
"Wait till you see the waterfall. It's so beautiful at night." I nod looking at the artwork on the walls. We walk into the kitchen. She was right the kitchen is large and pretty. She leads me to the table pulling out my seat for me. She smiles and walks into the kitchen. A steaming hot kettle of water screams on the stove. Jamie pours the water in two cups. She takes some herbs and other stuff and crushes it into a bowl. I've seen one of my friends do that before...
"Jamie are you a Wiccan?" She smiles then puts the crushed herbs in the hot water.
"How did you know?" She puts one of the cups down in front of me.
"One of my friends was a Wiccan too. She was one of my best friends outside of the pack." Jamie smiles then goes back into the kitchen.
"I used my ability to help the people of Salem. I worked with the doctor after he died, I was the doctor. Mercy's mother got really sick, and I healed her. After I was accused of witchcraft, her mother used that against me." Jamie looks down at her hands then puts her hair back in a ponytail.
"You use nature to heal, and those people thought that it was witchcraft. What did your parents say?" Jamie looks at me again the starts making breakfast.
"They were too scared to say anything. The same with her parents." I nod and look down in my cup. I took a sip watching Jamie at work in the kitchen. She had some dough and put it in a pan then sprinkles some stuff over it. It smells like cinnamon. She opens the oven and puts the pan in there. She takes a sip from her cup. She sits down studying my face.
"How did you find this place?" She frowns taking my hand from across the table.
"She would sometime come back during the war, tell me horrible stories about what she done. Sometimes she would bring a helpless girl back with her. You know from experience what she would do to them. I rocked myself to sleep hearing those poor girls screaming and begging her not to... you know. I needed a place to get away from all that, so while I was out on a hike I found this place. I stayed here until the war was over. I had only been back at that horrible place a month before you showed up." Jamie stood up when a timer buzz. She got on oven mitts and pulled out that bread. It smells amazing. She put it down then turns back to me.
"I vowed to myself the next girl that she would try to violate, I would help in any way I could. It turned out to be that girl would be the one I would fall in love with." She cut the bread the put two pieces on two plates. Jamie then put pancakes and bacon on the plates. She puts them down on the table. Jamie sits and waits for me to take a bite. I bit into the bacon. Jamie smiles and begins to eat.
"Why me Jamie? Why not fall for the other girls?" Jamie looks into my eyes. She sighs.
"Because you are so special and you had something they didn't. You had the will to resist her, and that is something that attracted me." I put my head down, eating away at the breakfast in front of me.
"Does Sa- she know about this place?" Jamie chuckles and sips her drink.
"No and she never will. After you take a shower we can take a walk to the waterfall." I have always noticed that Jamie doesn't drink blood. I've never seen her take one sip. Is it possible for vampires to be vegetarian?
"Jamie, I've noticed that you never drink blood. Are you a vegetarian?" She nods.
"Long time ago when I was still fighting with my hunger, I tried to find substitutes for blood. I have found a recipe that has the same properties that blood has. I've been drinking it ever since. It helps to be a Wiccan, but a vampire. . . not so much." I eat the rest of my breakfast. Jamie pushes the drink she made towards me.
"Drink, it sooths the mind." Her eyes twinkle when she touches my hand. I drink the rest of the drink. I get up to go to the shower. This place is beautiful, but I don't think Jamie's plan is going to work. Saryia is coming to get me, and I'm sure hell fire and brimstone is following her. What I need to do now is do what Jamie says, and try to distract her when she wants to sleep with me. Saryia please hurry.