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Chapter 6 - permanently staring into the abyss

Looking around scared as everything has went dark shadows pierced my eyes. *aaaahhhh* pained scream was let out until my voice was horse. The tears in my eyes have run out. With lifeless eyes the pain finally stopped. Standing up stumbling around I grabbed the brown cats body. Leaning on the wall to navigate towards the pond. Falling into the pond going unconscious as soon as I hit the water.

Everything in this place can be stole in a place like this your sanity, limbs, etc. Now its finally taken something from me. Opening my eyes reality finally sank in I've lost my sight. 'Well I guess im gonna die now no sight equals no chance but just maybe system is there anything I can do to fix this'.

{No soul sacrificing curses can only be removed by high class curse users, priests, etc }

{I recommend the host to train mana sense to over come blindness}

So far I can sense 2 ft around me with mana sense. System is there anyway to conserve energy while I only work on mana sense.

{yes}

{but you will go into this state for 6 months high chance of you losing your mind}

Im fine with it not like I would survive otherwise.

{putting host in a halted state}

Then my body was put into a cocoon to not be harmed by the outside word. Unknown to me what is 6 months outside will feel like 100 years in the cocoon.

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Day 1: No progress only theories on how to train the lack of being able to feel anything is weird though.

Day 10: The deeper I think of it the name mana sense is wrong I map out a are then perceive changes its closer to perception then senses.

Day 12: the range mana perception hasn't changed but the things in it has gotten more detailed.

Day 13: Instead of purely relying on mana coming in contact with surfaces I should use sound and smell to improve mana perception.

Day 24: I've found a way to incorporate sound into it by having the mana bounce of the walls more like echo location. I gather the information with my ears it's a lot slower then normal mana perception but increases the range.

Day 50: The act of manipulating pure mana without a magic circle as a catalyst hurts my head due to the pressure it puts on my mind.

Day 70: progress dammit progress progress progress

Day 80: Finally I've made progress I've incorporated smell I just had to deepen my connection with the mana the pain is excruciating but it's progress still.

Day 120: Sense smell is just molecules the mana just needs to sense the different molecules and I can control what smells I want to smell.

Day 140: I've realized I can perceive everything except my self so I decided sense my body was the base of mana perception . . . wait I think im on to something.

Day 200: I've created what I deem a hollow its a core that my perception is concentrated around it's like I've moved place but my body hasn't moved a inch.

Day ???: Isn't the come supposed to end what day is it even whatever I must concentrate on research.

Day ???: What if I create multiple hollows will it split my consciousness.

Day ????: I've finally been able to split my conscio. What was I saying whatever I can now make multiple hollows.

Day ???: what's my name why? where am I? What am I supposed to do oh right im supposed to ratni llit I edi dan lalf ni to hte assby.

Day ????: I've now fully memorized the language of mana wait can I write using mana perception?

Day ????: By making holes in mana perception or condensing it in certain place I can write in mana language to cast spells. After attempting it though I couldn't feel it mana perception showed the destruction made from it causing a crater.

Day ????: I want to rest please let me SLEEP IM SENSING TO MUCH. Th-the sensory overload is to much but if I shut off mana perception I know ill completely lose it as ill be left in the abyss without anyway to feel or sense something.

Day ????: Im going to do it im gonna turn it off I cant stand this pain. It feels as if im having by brain melted.

??? ????: What happened it feels as though I fell a sleep how long was I out.

Day ????: Now that I've had time to reset I can start asking questions like why no monsters are coming here and how am I getting nutrients.

Day ????: I think I want to fully assimilate with the mana to sense everything. I feel nothing inside or outside except pain that's the only reason I know im alive.

Day ?????: Im now one with mana I see everything from the patrolling cats to the gang of foxes hollows have walked for who knows how long around this hell scape.

Day ?????: I've learned how to turn off the sights of certain hollows to prevent sensory overload while keeping enough pain to know im alive.

Day ?????: Weird it seems creatures are constantly disappearing from the labyrinth. They are disappearing faster than I can perceive which is ridicules since I perceive things in less than a second .

Day ?????: It looks like it's my time to go all hollows retract. Anywhere Is better than this place. As I allow myself to get abducted by this magic circle I memories its format.

?????????: Waking up It seems I was forced a sleep by the portal

{Host}

'oh system your finally back is the time finally over' making a relaxed expression as if everything was finally alright.

{yes you may finally break out the cocoon}

Unknowingly I started to shed tears 'really I can finally feel again I can escape this go awful space.

{your suffering is over host you may escape the abyss}

'Ive thought of this moment a million times now I can do it' turning off mana perception while keep conscious I don't cast I demand the mana to beckon to my call [Abyss cutter].