"Did l just go bankrupt. How the hell am l suppose to secure my children's future. Oooooooh Good heavens , why of all people would you chose me . There are other business man out there . Why is this happening to me" said Eve
He is now 35 years old . His mental health is well l guess . I Trever Brandview I'm 16 l need love and care from my father but here l am sitting and wondering broken . At this age I'm suppose to be stressed with girl stuff . Or even experience how love affairs feel but no l don't . I'm always stressed with where my life is suppose to lead .
I just need a break can't take this anymore.He married a rich business man's daughter . And that is where all of his love and care is poured . No his children he had with her . He also loves his wife too . My step mom Kelly also gives all her love to her four kids . I'm just that random boy rubbish l guess.
"Tamsy , Richmond , Emily and Rachel hurry up and pack your bags . We have to leave for your school trip " said my step mom Kelly.
I wonder if they know that I exist . There is this one day I will leave this house and never return. These guys are being brutal to me . All this ain't fair . Is my life some kind of a dramatic thing to them. Why I'm l the last one to be served all the times nomatter how important it might be , they just don't care at all .
They make sure that they serve their beloved children they had together with a lot of love first . And then me the useless trash is the last one / not served at all sometimes . I ain't gonna take this anymore .
Neither do I know where my own mother is nor do l even know anything about her . I wish she was here . I wonder how mother love feel . Can someone make me feel it please. Yet Kelly calls me illegitimate . She calls me that asif she doesn't know that her own fucking husband was the one to fuck the unknown woman who gave birth to me .
And the Brandview kids are the worst . Excluding Tamsy . She is kind hearted , beautiful , intelligent and humble just like father sometimes . If he isn't under the spell of his fucking wife Kelly.
This witch makes my days of life intense and sometimes turns them into a calamity remorsefully . I wonder why she uses witchcraft . Okay here is the the think . The way she acts and how Gusty and evil she is . Isn't done by a normal person .Only those who knows they have back up or some sort of power only does what she always does.
My life is suppose to be a marvelous evocative life . I mean with how rich my father is l shouldn't be living in a small room , with rugged ketains , rusty corroded bargular bars on my widows , an uncomfortable old small bed . That is not fit for someone like me . Now when I go to bed l sleep on the floor because the bed is too small for my age . Along with a uguly old wardrobe.
The only nice things l have is my phone , my clothes , a pair of shoes and a symbol school bag . My gosh my room is the worst ever . Mom where ever you are . Whether you are dead or alive do you see all of this when are you going to make a act . Can you believe that whlist l live a hard life like this . Tamsy , Richmond , Emily and Rachel live like there are in a casual . Whatever they want comes right away but what l want can never be fullfiled .
They have big bedrooms , their beds are changed every month. The Ketains are changed ever week and their rooms have insuits . They have toiltes and bathrooms . Whlist l use the public toilet .They use expensive products these bubble bath liquids . They have jewelry whilst l only have one neckchain that l was given by Eve at a young age .All the clothes in fashion are theirs whilst I'm here living like an orphan whilst my father is still breathing. Mom where ever you are and who ever you are please come and free me from this clutches . The world's sorrows are all upon me .
Everything that is transpiring in my life is complicated . I guess if you where by my side it could have been much better . Mom if you are poor or something l just don't care . Come and free me from this suffocating prison.
Father sometimes say you are dead and it's all just getting very complicated . All the time he tries to tell me more about you the blaze that gives no heat passes by . Her evil enchanted wife . It's like this Eve sorry whatever father is some how controlled by his wife . She must have some magic to keep father dancing to her tunes . He never objects anything she says . It's like she is the head of this family .
Now other kids are going on vacation and I am told to stay at home . Here l am . I'm not living a exciting life at all . I need a change mom . I always cry out to the Almighty but it doesn't make any change . Or is that daughter of a bitch controlling him too . I don't mean to be rude mom but make a change in this . I'm tired of crying . Even the tears can't come out anymore . But the pain doesn't get tired . I know how it feels to live with out a mother . Lucky those who have mothers those children should be greatfull .
You know what mom , Tamsy goes out on dates , wearing these expensive jewelry and shoes all that . I'm not allowed to go out with girls . They say l would ruin their reputation . You know what l have tried to date , l have tried to befriend others .But that witch goes around telling fake statements about me . The other children now stay away from me because they think l am bad for them. Mom I'm not asking for onaments but all l want is freedom .
I want freedom , l want to breakaway from the useless , invalid rules that are only meant for your defenseless son . All l ask for is freedom just like their useless spoiled twin brats Tamsy and Richmond. I am the first born , the elderest maa but I'm treated like smelly trush . You know what I can't wait to turn 18 . Only then l might be free from this wicked witch l guess.
Father ........ no wait that useless puppet Eve. His business is not running well . Guess why , all because of the fake rumours his wife spreads . She doesn't understand that business entrepreneur's businesses depends on their reputation . She says I'm destroying their reputation whlist she is stupid enough to be capable of causing poverty for own . Only because she always wants to fit in ,in other people's shoes shame . That is the only funny part but the disadvantaged one is me.
And I will be glad to see how their spoiled brats will copy with the situation.