"I'm Maisy Darac hey . I love music and I will be joining your club. I'm new here and I will be turning 16 soon. I came from Ziramu high School in Zimbabwe and I will be with you till l finish my schooling. I hope we will love and cooperate with each other well. I promise to be well behaved and I will copy with each and every rule at this school."
I felt like flying when everyone clapped their hands . I felt happy for a moment as l had just hopped out of depression for a second . The depression was caused by the separation between l and the one and only guy I had loved my whole life. I know we separated a long time ago when I was 14 years old . I have tried everything in my power to get rid of the feelings I have for him but I failed to do so . Once l thought that they were gone but at the end of the day l found myself guilty for letting him go. And I tried everything in my power to get him back but he rejected me saying that he nolonger feels for me . It all came out of the blue uninvited but I can't stay away l can't hold it so I'm not going to give up . I'm going after him and get him back where he belongs.And all the stress and sorrows are mine to held . I had a best friend but now she is gone. We were separated when we were in primary school and we where send to different schools.
"I thank you all for welcoming me at your school with warm love" said Maisy.
"You are welcome here with all our love and this school will treat you with decent behaviors as they are all well behaved, right kids ? Aaaahhh and Maisy that men behind you is the head of this school Mr Hardware with his wife besides him Mrs Hardware "said the music teacher
"Nice to meet you" said Maisy
"By the way ex wife and my name is Larry Scout not Mrs Hardware , you can call me Miss Scout or Miss Larry "said Mrs Hardware
"I'm sorry madam I wasn't aware "said the music teacher
"It's okay Joe it's not your fault you were not aware but never call me that ever again because I hate that name . And introduce yourself Joe " said Miss Larry
"Aaaahhh I'm sorry how dumb . How could I introduce others before I could introduce myself . My name is Joseph Thinkermake "said the music teacher
"Nice to meet you Mr Thinkermake" said Maisy
"As you said you are a musician can you please sing a song for us " said Mr Thinkermake
"YES PLEASE PLEASE MUSIC MUSIC!!!!!!" Everyone was shouting and I was emotionally damaged. I couldn't hold back my tears of joy.
"Okay okay let me sing a song for you guys" said Maisy
Painful sorrows have been
My besties so lately. i was crying
I was lonely but you came around
Made me feel my worth . I was madly in love at Young age . I thought you were going to be there forever but no
Painful sorrows have been my besties so lately.
If you knew you were going to leave
Why did you come in the first place
I was surprised to hear noise and cries of people cheering up for me after a little sorrowful song of mine. At last l had a smile on my face and at last l finally felt extremely happy. Dreams come true is it . Okay if l want to be real l felt like I was on a stage. Singing infront of billions of people . I started day dreaming as l walked out of the club room after dismissal. I had a smile on my face.In my imaginations I was out of this world. In my imaginations I was at a climax point when I was being handed over a singing award after walking on the red carpet in the U.S.A that is when l had a irritating voice disturbing me.
"Hey you , OMG you were amazing believe me . You are talented girl , wow I'm flabbergasted wow girl you are soo good men. Well-done man ." Said an annoymous girl
"Thank you so much , hats off to the music" said Maisy
"Hats off to you tooo bra , you are hot girl . Oooooooh yeah girl you are the best . I think I should call you the B.A.O.M ." Said the annoymous girl
"What's B.A.O.M . Stop giving me such names l do not understand." Said Maisy and with that her facial expression changed into an unfriendly one but the girl didn't even care . She kept talking even though she could tell that Maisy was annoyed.
"Why are you getting angry . It's a nice way to call people . I used to do it with my ex best friend . It's very nice believe me . Especially hot people you can make it in your own way . It means (BEST . ANGLE . OF.MUSIC )" Said the annoymous girl
"But that doesn't you are given the right to call me whatever you want " said Maisy
"Okay fine you ain't the B.A.O.M anymore and I'm sorry but tell me something . Are you going to stay at school or you will be doing day schooling " blurted the annoymous girl
"Well even though it's none of your business. I can still tell you because I feel like . I will be going back for this week only but next week I won't be a day schooler anymore . " said Maisy with a friend on her face .
"Oooooooh okay byeee" said the annoymous girl
I watched her as she vanished in the crowd which was in the corridor. I just felt guilty , frowned my face and walked away . I went and made attendance in school lessons but I couldn't concentrate because l felt like I always push away people who love me and run after those who do not care about me .
I have a mind of going to fix things with her but my ego won't let it be just like that. She should come and apologize and the worst thing is that she ain't giving in either then why should I . There are a lot of people on earth to play with well daahhh!!!.
Four days after
Good heavens she is sooo good . I mean in class she is just a well mannered intelligent female person . Woooow I'm impressed though that won't make me turn away from my beef with her . I'm good when it comes to school stuff tooo . I ain't bad the only problem affecting my performance is the stress and sorrows l have . Yeah I just can't stop thinking about him . I just hate my life sooo much ontop of that he has a new girlfriend
How much pain do l have to endure Ooh Lord . Almighty look at me I'm soo young . I'm just 16 and yet you still let me go through such pain . Tell me something God . Do you want my future to be secure or what? . I mean I can't concentrate . God if l don't prove my self useful here . They will take me back to Zimbabwe of which it might get worse there . I might meet him again and it will be hell there because he .might start being brutal to me . I might be annoying him too much .
All the school lessons end God and all l take home is a head full of sorrows . And empty when it comes to this school stuff. Show me a way to escape all this . I really have to secure my future .
School time came to an end now it was time for us to attend to our clubs . I went to the club and l volunteered to make an opening prayer before starting the music stuff .
"Oooooooh Miss Maisy why don't you Sing a gospel short song and then you can pray afterwards " said Mr Joe
"Oooooooh yes sir "said Maisy
Look at me oooooooh Lord and answer my prayers . Restore my strength don't let me die . Look at me oooooooh Lord and answer my prayers restore my strength don't let me die by REBECCA Malope
Everyone could read my pain and Mr Thinkermake kept staring at me as l was wiping .
"Can someone pray now " said Mr Thinkermake . Everyone kept quiet no one volunteered .
"Aaaaaaaaahhhhhh l will pray if no one is interested " said Maisy
"Oooooooh hell no , Kayla yes you with your frowned face pray for us Mrs Short Temper. " Said Mr Thinkermake
"Well sir l don't feel like , then why should I. I'm not here so that l can be forced to do things l don't like . I deserve freedom man. Remember my mom pays school fees sooo you do not have a right . And moreover if the Almighty himself doesn't have mercy for me . Why the hell should I worship him . I'm not going to do that " said Kayla
"Kayla listen to me very carefully . I'm not asking you do so but I'm telling you . If you don't feel like get out , get out!!" Said Mr Thinkermake
"Oooooooh woooow sir can you do me a favour and tell me the definition of who you are silly ? " Said Kayla
"I am the Music teacher and right now you are finishing my precious time on nonsense . Get out now !!!!! . If you can't cooperate get out !!" Said Mr Joe
"We pay school fees sooo that we come and learn not being told to get out . The educational institution was brought here Soo that we can . Sooo who the hell devil are you " said Kayla
" Listen if you can't cooperate with the people around you and if you are always rude to others you can never succeed especially teachers . Don't worry if you don't change you are going to to come to me one day and tell me what the results will be . Success doesn't come out of the blue . You gain it after hardwork and hardwork always comes after cooperation . Stay but listen to me when I say . I ain't gonna care about you because you don't care and you are disrespectful . And listen in life no one can ever give you attention when you don't treat them well . Good behavior is another key to success . You can never be a musician not even in your sweetest dreams . If you can keep on being rude you are going to die a loser . I'm done with you .And children all of you always treat everyone around you well . Whether they are rich or poor it doesn't matter just be good . There will be that one day you will need that person . Always learn to be polite always. " Said Mr Joe
"Whatever, l never asked for your lectures anyway go to hell " said Kayla
"Okay okay boys and girls let's work on our talents . We have a competition ahead of us " said Mr Joe
We started our music lesson . We learned how to bland each other . We learnt a lot but still I'm not performing well . I'm still affected by my depression . Oooooooh Lord have mercy . You know being a musician is all l have ever wished. I'm here at some school that can help achieve my dreams but still I'm not making use out of it . Lord ooooh Good Heavens l leave everything in your hands l don't know what to do anymore . I'm still falling in my pool of sorrows l just need that one hero who can rescue me and I'm sure that hero is that non other person but you God help me out !!!.
"Maisy ! , Maisy !!!!!!! are you okay . You look out of this world and what's with the leam attitude . Are you always like this or is there something wrong " said Mr Joe Thinkermake
"Whaaaaat ! Oooooooh sorry are you talking to me " said Maisy
"You are not okay child what's bothering you . You seems very disappointed " said Mr Joe
"What ! no I'm totally okay . Th....e.....r...e is nothing wrong . " Said Maisy
"Are you sure okay fine kid " said Mr Joe
"Yess sir " said Maisy
"Okay okay . Guys guess what !!!! . We have to do our little something something we always do for each and every new comer to make them feel comfortable . And Ciara please start it for us my little girl .Come on let's do it in the count of 3 , 1 2 3 GO!!!!!!!" Said Mr Joe
Welcome welcome welcome we are the A.A.S MUSIC KIDS .we are here to make a move and make difference . Ooooooooooooooooooohhhhh let's go
I'm CIARA BESTGOAL , I'm 16 and we welcome you .
WELCOME WELCOME .
Heyyy beautiful I'm STELLA CHILLIZA I'm 15 and l like you Soo much . Hope will be friends
WELCOME WELCOME
Ooooooooooooohhhh yeahhhhh I'm GERALD REVIL I'm raper and everyone calls me DRAKE because l sing like him . I'm part of the group leaders
I like you hope you will be my girlfriend .
Oooooooh , oooooooh oooooooh
WELCOME WELCOME WELCOME WELCOME WELCOME
Yeah I'm MAREK WILRAS , I'M WILLIAM BEAVEN , I'M PETER RATAPLY , I'M VANESSA DICSA , I'M KIMBERLY PRUDAS , I'M HARRY KUMPAIN , I'M BLESSING MARITO , IM MONTAVA SHEPAIN , I'M TANKA VARIMA,IM MAVIS BEAVEN I'M THE TWIN SISTER OF WILLIAM
WELCOME WELCOME WELCOME WELCOME WELCOME
And this is our teacher
YOU ALL KNOW ME
MR JOSEPH THINKERMAKE
OUR FAROURITE !!!!!!
"Woooow thanks guys l really love the song . Nice to meet you all . I'M MAISY DARAC . Hope we will win in the coming competition . I know very well that victory is ours!!!!!.". Said Maisy
"Okay, okay happy fine children. I finally know and I'm sure we will win . And remember GOOD BEHAVIOR IS THE KEY TO SUCCESS. So when we are out there let's be good and always remember to practice remember too that success comes after hardwork" said Mr Joe Thinkermake
Everyone went out . I had went where musical instruments were kept because I had forgotten my guitar there .I was about to go that is when I had a voice
"Aaaaaaaaahhhhhh here you, I thought you had went home . Can I please have a word with you please." Said Mr Joe Thinkermake
"Yes please" said Maisy
" Privately please" said Mr Joe Thinkermake
We went to his office sat down and he started asking questions
"Soooo tell me something , what's with the depressed girl . You know what , you have a lot of potential in music . You can be a star if you push hard enough. All you need is concentration . You can tell me what's bothering you." Said Mr Joe Thinkermake
"Why did you ask" said Maisy
"Do you think I can't read my children. I can read your mood. The only thing is that l don't know what's bothering you. You can be free to say it all if it's necessary. Shared sorrow is half a sorrow" said Mr Joe Thinkermake
"Aaaaaaaaahhhhhh I don't think there is anything bothering me guess I'm okay" said Maisy as she wiped.
"You are not okay. Remember I'm not only a music teacher I'm also a therapist . Whatever don't mind that but that corse that l trained for the past few years but I didn't make it, though I'm good at it " said Mr Thinkermake
"Okay fine Mr Therapist. It's just adolescence stuff , teenage stuff you know it's not necessary to tell." Said Mr Joe
"You don't know that adolescence can put one in hard times , tell you what . My downfall was because of an adolescence issue but I'm not sure if you want the same fire to burn you down like it did to me " said Mr Thinkermake
"Whattt!? Is it that serious . What happened to you " said Maisy
If you don't get help soon you will be like me . Do you think this is what l wanted my life to be . I was about just your age 16 , when I had my first love , Crush I should say .I fell in love at first sight . You know what adolescence is a period everyone passes through. But tell you what mine was a hard path .l could have been more than you can expect. You know what , this stufff of saying sorry boss I'm late , boss my payment is not in yet , I'm not feeling well l can't come to work . All this stuff is complicated . Okay okay fine let me spit it all from the beginning. As l said l was your age when I met this beautiful angel. Her name was Erial . She was two years older than me .
She was from a poor family . Instead they were a child headed family . She was the youngest but she had to look for money to pay her school fees and the rest was provided by her sister . She slept with the principal as a way to pay her fees . She had a lot of male friends that she took money from she even slept with drunken men and got money from them . With all these indecent ways of living, l still adored her with all my heart untill she came and made my life a great calamity remorsefully painfall. I would follow her everywhere for two good years l always spied on her .I even went after her but she rejected me .At the same time I was obessed with her , sooo l knew what she wanted most .l knew that if l gave her money she would do whatever l wanted and all l wanted from her was herself. I started not to perform well in class because I didn't attend extra lessons . All the money I was suppose to pay for lessons , I gave it to her sooo that she would spend time with me. And I was considered hot and cool at school because I hanged out with the hottest girl every male at any age craved for .
"Wait wait ! , You like ! made love with her or what . Please be specific l don't understand!" She asked curiously .
Whattt!!!!? Is all this that interesting. Okay fine where were we. I was eighteen by then and I was in grade 11 Soo l had to focus but unfortunately I didn't. I started going home late , skipping formal classes and I just started doing a lot of indecent behaviors. I never did my studies anymore and of course you know. Without hardwork and effort there is nothing called success. The exams came and obviously that was complete failure. My mother was disappointed because I used to be her good boy , who always impressed her at all means and what l came out with wasn't what she expected. Worst of all my parents had separated because my father thought I wasn't his baby and he disagreed to fulfill his responsibilities as a father . My had mother had to do everything and she went through a lot to provide me with everything.She cried and poured all her painful emotions on me . She ordered some drug addicts to keep their eyes on me and made sure that Erial never came near me . I'm sure you know how it goes when you are told to stop doing something you really want or stop hanging out with that one person you love , when they don't love you back sometimes. It's impossible especially with how obessed l was with her . You know what my father took care of me since l was born till l was seventeen but he decided to vanish all of a sudden .
"So are you telling me that he ain't back yet " said Maisy
"It was all fixed when they took a DNA ." Said Mr Joe Thinkermake
"Sooo did they got married again " said Maisy
Aaaaaaaaahhhhhh by the time the real truth was revealed , that I was his son . He had found another woman and married . He also had three kids . And my mom wasn't aware . She developed high blood pressure and later on she passed . I inherited my mother's property without any trouble because she had left a will . My father paid my school fees but my mother had left a lot of money if l was wise enough at that time . I could have been living a better life but unfortunately l was very dump . So life turned out to be horror .
I decided to let Erial and her sisters move in my house and started living with me . I enjoyed being with them when l still had my money . And at the end when l was broke they left just like that and we never met again .As I had failed my grade 11 exams . My father sent me to a music school which would only take 2 years to become a professional one . After l finished my music lessons l was highered at this school.
"Just like that my life turned upside down because of adolescence . Only because l had developed feelings for a person . Everything happens for a reason but l never expected life to turn out like this . Do not let someone cover your eyes and do whatever they want with your mind . Stand up for yourself and push those bad thoughts away." He smiled and looked in the eyes
"You know being inlove is not an easy . I would advise you to push that guy away and focus on your future or else you will end up like me . When someone realise that you are obsessed with them . They sometimes take advantage of you .And then you will be punished for loving them and yes you are talented . Groom that talent and kick the buttock of the demon of depression . Keep smiling always and like that you will be happy. Good bye l have to go now!" Said Mr Thinkermake and left with a smile. He knew he had saved an inoccent life from horror