she would also need to perfect her walk,she had been complimented about her walk when she strutted for the catwalk coaches,them saying it was almost perfect but it still needed work
she dropped her phone and laid on the bed closing her eyes to rest but she couldn't get the thought of her and Damon working together off her mind,they haven't talked since that night,how will they act around each other
...
At Ivor's condo
maya stood inside the elevator feeling really nervous about meeting Ivor.she had been avoiding him after she had told him about her engagement with Damon and didn't follow him home that day.she had been calling him but he wasn't picking up her calls and he didn't show up to school for some days which made her worried
the elevator door opened and she walked into the apartment,her eyes immediately search for Ivor but she couldn't see him or the cleaning
she was about to go upstairs but then she saw him sitting on a stool beside the bar and then she noticed an empty bottle of alcohol on the floor and an half empty bottle on the bar
when she saw him reaching for the bottle to pour himself another drink,she rushed towards him and snatched the bottle from his hand making him look at him,a little surprised to see her there
'when did she come'he thought staring at her as she placed the bottle back on the bar before she spoke
"Ivor... I know you are upset but it still doesn't mean you drink yourself away,you could have harmed yourself if you had continued,you know how fragile your stomach is and..."
"that's enough"he cut her off,standing up from the stool abruptly and walking a few steps away from her as he ruffled his hair feeling frustrated,he turned his head to the side and asked
"why did you come here,aren't you avoiding"she parted her lips to say something but didn't know what to say,he looked so distressed that it made her more anxious
"fuck"she heard him curse and saw him turning to face her,his fists clenched like he was controlling himself from doing something"what is going to happen to us"she heard him ask,already knowing what he meant
she walked close to him slowly and when she was an inch from him she responded"i really care for you Ivor,but we can't continue what we..."she was cut short by his raging lips that landed forcefully on her lips,kissing her madly like there was no tomorrow
she tried pushing him away from her but the alcohol he had and his massive desire for her made her attempt futile as he led her to a couch making her sit on it as he kept exploring her mouth with his ignoring her attempts to push him away
seeing him not wanting to stop what he was doing but him wanting to go further as he placed his hand inside her shirt,she bit his lower lip hard thinking he would pull away from the pain but it only seemed to make him want more as he deepened the kiss more
he began trailing his lips lower to her neck and she used that to push him off her,she tried to get to move from the couch but he held her hand tightly on the couch and it made Maya groan in frustration from his behaviour,not really understanding his behaviour
"why are you like this Ivor,we were best friend before we began sleeping with each other and now that i want us to continue the way we were before,before we became friends with benefits,before..."
"before I revealed my feelings for you"he stared hard at her completing her sentence,she lowered her head biting her lower lips before replying"yes"he released her hand and stood straight hovering above her as he watched her straighten her dress,his fists clenched trying to control his emotions as he stared at her who in return stared back at him wondering what he wanted to say
"you know I love you and yet you are doing this to me"he remarked with pain in his eyes,he had thought she had forgotten about how he felt for her but she was only ignoring his feelings that it made him dejected of him ever making her fall in love with him,she wants to be with someone else,someone who doesn't wants to be with her and is only going forward with the engagement because of his promise to his parents
his head tells him to let her go but his heart tells him otherwise,he wants to see her happy and he knows the way he's acting isn't doing so
"ivor,i care for you a lot and you are really special to me but I don't see the way you want me too,i love Damon and i want to be with him,just because I don't want us to continue sleeping with each other doesn't mean i don't want us to be friends"she said standing up from the couch and walked towards him
she hugged him tightly and then said"i don't want you out of my live Ivor,i hope you find someone who will love you equally,cause that girl isn't me"
her words hurt but he knew she was right,he had to let her go,but not his feelings,he would cherish them forever
he slowly raised his arms and hugged her tightly placing head on her neck as he inhaled her sweet scent"does this mean you agree"she asked raising her head to look at him
he remained silent for a while before he said with great difficultly"yes,but...give me sometime"
she smiled happily at his words and wrapped her arms around his neck pulling him lower for her to kiss his cheek before hugging again.his eyes darkened at that little action but he controlled his lust and simply hugged her