LEE-SU'S POV:
lately, jooha started to act all weird and uncomfortable around everybody even me, and I didn't like it, I couldn't sit still and watch him like that.
"jooha! Talk to me," I said grabbing his hand gently, he turned around, looked at me, and put all that was in his hand, he grabbed me quickly to the staff room turned the lights on, closed the door, and came towards me and put his hand on my shoulder " lee-su you love me don't you?" he asked, I nodded "and you care about me?" he asked once again in a clear tone of sadness, "oh my god, jooha of course, I do," I said.
as my words came out, his tears started to roll down his face.
it's been a long time, maybe years ever since I saw jooha crying like that, I had no idea what to do, so I grab him into my arms, which made his tears go downfalls, "sigh...did something happen? Is it something to do with yonghon?" when I said his name he gasped and let out a scream "oh my god I should've never let that happen between us oh~~" he cried *what?? yoe jooha, what do you mean?* I thought *oh don't tell me...* I pushed him out of the hug still holding his shoulders "Did he do anything, maybe sexual action or something of the sort???!" I shouted.
jooha stared at me and wiped his tears, looked at me, and shake his head denying "No not exactly sexual..." when I heard that, the fire grows inside me and I immediately teleported to where yonghon is, I'll kill him.
YONGHON'S POV: (6:50)
I woke up early just to find that jooha had already left to work, *I probably should clean up the house* I thought.
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time flew fast and I was already done cleaning, and it was still early so I wanted to make breakfast before jooha comes back, but then I heard an unknown voice shouting out my name, and it seem to be mad, really mad.
I made my way to where was the voice coming from, our room... I opened the door just to feel that someone choked my neck blocking me with the wall. "YOU!!! what the hell have you done to yoe jooha??" lee-su yelled madly at me, "what...what're you talking about?" I asked still in shock, he then grins at me and starts laughing and choking me even harder "Stop acting like a fool you son of a bitch, what are trying to do hah?!" he yelled none stop.
I didn't want to use my strength since he's jooha's friend so I just pushed him to the floor "lee-su I don't know what you are talking about" I said putting my hand around my neck, still wondering what is he aiming at. he laughed "Ha~~ it's ridicules you know, I don't get why you did whatever cause jooha to act strange with everyone" he said.
after what I heard from lee-su, the only thing that appeared in my mind was that "kiss" I thought to myself I stood in my place still looking at lee-su who was eating me with his eyes as if he was about to kill me, "Sigh... stand up lee-su let me get you some water and explain everything to you" I calmly said giving him a hand to stand up.
I went to the kitchen and grabbed a botel of water that was in the fridge and had back to the room and sat next to anxious lee-s, I gave him the water and sat, the silence was filling the room "Sigh... I won't believe whatever you're going to say so let me do it my way" he said suddenly.
out of nowhere he held my hand and put his palm on mine and started to say some spills and my hand felt like it was on fire I didn't get what he was doing but then he let go of my hand and started to breathe heavily.
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A few minutes passed and he was breathing was back to normal, he just stand and walk towards the balcony and looked back at me, and gave me a smile, a dead smile "Thanks for honesty wo yonghon" and then jumped out.
I didn't get what he meant but I was exhausted so I just hit the hay trying to forget what just happened.
7:51
JOOHA'S POV:
I was already off work and I was still thinking about what happened I couldn't do anything right because of it, I had it back to AL-Manara streets where I always used to go, where I always liked to be, but why do I feel like this so anxious, I feel like my chest is full of sand, shit I thought.
I wasn't feeling good and I was just killing myself even more so I decided to sit near the beach and have time to myself and enjoy the breeze.
8:05
I started to head back home but I saw the grocery store open so I went to buy some groceries, "yeah I ain't living alone now" I thought. I entered "Good morning uncle vinx" I greeted Uncle, "Good morning son, why so early?" the old man asked, "Oh I just got back from work" I responded "Good luck son" and he greeted me.
I got what I needed from food and supplies and went to the cashier. "oh you've got some extra stuff., is there someone coming over? Is it His royal highness?" he asked, "oh no actually I ain't living alone anymore" I said feeling warmth growing on my face, Uncle giggled as he start putting the groceries in a bag "Are they your lover?" he asked again, my face got even warmer that it's burning and giggled "they're not my lover, uncle, he's just a friend of mine" I answer "oh yeah, you know friend can be more than friends, I and my hubby were, then we fall in love and got married and had children" he said putting his right hand on his cheek when I looked at him and a lot came through my mind.
"hehe, no... I don't think that's our case Uncle, at least not now. I just don't think I'm ready," I said taking my stuff and paying the beal "See you, uncle vinx" "Thank you, son, get home safe" he waved at me as I left.
I was overwhelmed and overthinking was killing me.
can I live with him just like this, am I allowed to do this, can I show him, love? is it okay for me, will I be okay, can I? is the question, "sigh".
as all these thoughts came in and out, here and there, they stopped once a little kid came running to me hugging my waist, "hyuuuung!! Good morning" a little girl shouted "Andy! I told you not to run" Uncle Andrew shouted, I carried little Andy up and walked toward Uncle Andrew "Good morning Uncle" I smiled "Good morning yoe jooha how have you been," he asked with a huge smile on his face "I'm doing well thank you"
"hyung-ah papa and i, going to get Daddy so we go to the airport because Xiho hyung and Xiwo hyung are coming," she happily said holding my cheeks, "oh are the twins coming back, uncle?" I asked "Yes they're coming today" "Oh yes? then send hi for me please" I said passing him the little girl, we had a short chatty chat and said goodbyes along with these thoughts coming to me as I'm alone again.
I made it to the inn complex I live at, and as I stepped in my anxiety started to grow over me.
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I'm in front of my doorstep looking at it wondering if I should go in or not, "alright here it goes act normally, yoe jooha get yourself together" I told myself, and when I held the door handle wo yonghon came out.
how odd my anxiety is fading as soon as I saw him the idea grow in my head, "hyung!! I thought you weren't coming yet, and I thought about going to the store to buy some stuff" he confusedly said, I smile at him "oh come on, stop calling me hyung already, I feel old" I joked, he just looked at me as if he was surprised "I thought he's mad at me?" I can hear his thoughts. he sighed in relief and giggled "Alright, I'll do as you please Mr. yoe jooha" he joked letting a way for me to enter the house and dropping all my worries behind.
TO BE CONTINUED