DOUBLE UPDATE:
"You can call me ****."
I woke up with a jerk and a severe headache in an unfamiliar room as my memory resurfaced, that memory was enough to make goosebumps appear on my skin.
What in the heaven have I done?
Where am I?
Who is here?
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"Wanna go out ?".
"Do you really want that, cupcake?"
"Burp...Y-yeah"
"You're a little drunk baby, you don't want tha-", I cut him off by slamming my lips unto his.
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Oh my God,what have I done !!!
Sitting on a very enormous bed frightened, slightly recalling what transpired last night.
"Oh my God, this shouldn't be happening to me", I whispered to no one but my pathetic self as I ran my hands through my plain messy hair pulling it harshly. Few seconds of self reflecting, I mustered up my left in courage to look for my clothes only to find me in a big dark blue top reaching my thighs and my clothes scattered on the floor of the room.
I released the huge breath I unknowingly held in as I picked my clothes to realize it was still in tact. Mentally praying the unknown one night stand wouldn't walk in soon. As I thought so, a soft knock startled me dropping my clothes on the floor, I gasped as the person at the door knocked again.
It took second for me to compose my thoughts and actually answer "Yes" I said a bit too sharp and loud.
I heard a familiar laughter out of the room as a tall man with a broad shoulders, and a manly dominating aura, walked in.
"Hey" his deep voice echoed through the room while his enticing facial looks got me attached. His entrancing earthly brown eyes shined with a gleam of delight. They were soft and a-light of joy.
Nathan !
Nathan Wagner !!
Did I really have sex with Nathan !!
Did I just lose my virginity to Nathan !!!
Did I or Not ?
Though I feel no pain in the expected area.....
What the fuck happened yesterday ?
"I got you breakfast", he said softly, gently placing the breakfast tray on the bed next to me.
I intended to say a word and ask what happened last night but nothing came out afraid to find out what really happened last night.
Fate is really playing a dangerous game with me. I honestly want to cry out my doubt and despair.
"Morning Aurora, how was your night?", his smooth like butter voice drawled my thoughts as his disgustingly contagious smile displayed on his plump red lips.
He must have noticed my eyes wandering over his sexy lips as he licked and bit them so teasingly. I couldn't help but blush as I recalled kissing those damn lips.
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"Aurora, w-we can't do this", he broke the hot glazing intense kiss as his lips slightly grazing over mine. We both breathed heavily, as we were intensely staring into each other eyes. "A-auror-" He wanted to say as I harshly slammed my lips onto his teasingly biting his lower delicious lips.
He groaned alluring, releasing my lips as his traveled sensually to my cheek, bitting my left ear playfully and raspy whispered my name "Aurora". His voice sounded so restrained as the huge tension between us couldn't be cut by a knife, he grunted holding his cavernous lust and I love it, to see how long he could hold back. My lips parted as I almost moaned out he giving little kisses on my neck, his right hand tightly wrapped around my neck.
He unexpectedly jumped back, his hand stopped roaming my waist and neck"Aurora, please baby you're not helping", my hand enticingly roaming his chest under his tight shirt "Aurora, you're drunk!. We can't make a mistake , I can't help but want you so aggravating but it's wrong. You smell so good baby you don't know how much I want to be buried in you so deeply but not yet baby, not yet", I instantly got wet as he said those words so sensually in his deep, throaty voice.
"No, no I want you, I want you so bad Nat" I almost cried, all the pent up frustration of not having a sexual relief got the better of me as I almost ripped off his shirt.
"Baby, Baby listen, Aurora, Calm down baby. I want to do this, I want you so bad, much more that your pretty little head could never imagination but I don't want you to regret every single moment of our body colliding do you understand baby?".
"No, I don't Nat. I won't regret, please take me show me how much you really want me", a tear rolled down my face requesting, begging for him.
"Ooh baby", his gravelly low voice whispered and kiss the hell out of me. He grabbed my neck and his other arm in my waist. It was so passionate I couldn't help to ran my hands all over his body. His tongue seek for passage into mine as I gave into him, he slide his tongue into mine sucking the last air out of me.
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"I'm sorry?", I asked as I blinked all my nasty thoughts away and I realized he had asked a question which I obviously hadn't answered.
"How are you, how's your hangover?" He asked as I just remembered how drunk I was and having a slight headache after drinking my ass out.
"Yeah, it hurts a bit", I answered holding my head as it ached. He leaned down close to my face and blew air onto my face, I was shocked as I immediately backed my face from the close proximity.
"W-what, what was that?"
"I was joking Aurora, relax here take this", he grinned and strengthened forth his hand and the hangover pills in his palm.
I took them cautiously not trusting his 'good' intentions.
"Do you remember what occured last night?".
That question, that important question had me on edge since I woke up. "No" I murmured.
I sighed and said "No, what exactly happened last night?. I'm having a serious hangover right now how do you expect to recall what happened last night Nathan Wagner".
He chuckled and smirked "That's not what you were saying underneath me last night Aurora".
He must have seen the utter shock on my face after he said such statement as he laughed, cause what in the fucking hell happened last night.
"Oh, you should see your face Aurora it's hilarious", he laughed almost falling off the bed.
I hate him
Hate him so much
I got irritated as I pushed him off the bed, him unexpectedly landing on the floor.
"Jokes apart Nathan, what really happened last night?", I questioned as I sat on the soft bed, turned my head to the other side where he laid.
"Okay fine Aurora", he stood up and sat. "But after you eat this delicious breakfast I made for you", he pouted.
"I'm serious Nathan, I need to know what transpired between us and no I'm not having your silly breakfast until you tell me what actually happened"I said starting to get pissed off of not absolute clear recollection of what really happened.
Either my mind is playing tricks with me or the universe is doing so.
I'm so confused and ashamed.
I shouldn't have gotten drunk in the first place, this is all my fault.
Am I really a slut who thirst over a man who I have no connection with ?
Am I really that disgusting ?
Was what they said about me true, am I really a whore who jumps on a unknown man for pleasure.
I need Rina, I need to find Rina.
"-rora, it's okay. Breath, it's fine Aurora. Nothing happened last night, you passed out no such thing happened", he stated desperately as I watched him trying to calm me down.
"Breath in, breath out baby, It's okay"
"You need to try and breath Aurora", he said breathing in and out as I slowly observed and followed him instruction.
"Slowly, slowly, everything is fine. Just focus, focus on me and nothing else", he said surprisingly in a calm manner.
"That's good, you're doing great cupcake", he smiled displaying his two deep dimples which made him breathtaking, his earthly brown eyes which has always been my favorite gleamed with nothing but gentleness and care. His brown gold hair falls slightly to his left, his angular cheekbones carved down towards his flinty jaw.
He murmured some word but I wasn't able to hear them as his loamy cologne becoming one of my favorite scent, I delicately studied his looks.
"Yes, Aurora that's good".
"You okay?".
"Y-yes, I'm good", I inhaled a deep breath and exhaled before replying.
"Aurora, nothing happened last night. Yes, we made out quite a lot and I really liked it but nothing else happened. You passed out in the club and I had no way of getting you home so I brought you here", he explained, handing over a fork of apple. He casually ignored the fact that I had a panic attack in his presence and didn't pester to find out.
Truthfully, I was thankful. He's truly a good guy, his mom raised him well.
I took the fork and inquired "And the clothes".
"Oh, you puked all over your top so I had the change it-", I gave him an immediate reaction to him 'changing my clothes', "N-no, no I had my housekeeper do so, you had no extra clothe so we settled for mine and honestly you look great in it", he playfully wiggled his eyebrows and smirked.
"Well, I'm grateful for what you did and sorry for doubting your intention, tell me who wouldn't?"
He laughed and said "It's okay Aurora, now have your breakfast and take the hangover pill, I'm downstairs if you need me or just yell out my name".
I nodded stabbing the fruits and strawberry pancakes he made as he walked out of the room.
"Right Nathan", I yelled out immediately and he opened the door right in the moment.
"Yes baby, what do you need?", he said teasingly, poking his need through the door his body still at the other end.
"Hmmm....I need a toot- nevermind. Thanks for everything", I don't know what came over me as I thought of using his bathroom instead of actually going home.
Oh my God, Rina must be so worried. I can't believe I forgot all about her.
"The pleasure is all mine baby", he winked.
"Nathan... I mean Mr Wagner I need my phone do you perhaps have it with you?". I asked internally hoping he has it and not been misplaced in the club.
He strode in a with 'are you messing with me' look on his face.
"Aurora, do I need to remind you we already passed the formality of being polite the moment you asked me for a dance or when you suddenly kissed me out of nowhere or when your pretty tiny hands were roaming all over my chest. Or when your pretty little moans and pleadings turned me fucking on" he groaned as his dominating aura filled the room, the tension around the room intensified immediately. I roughly gulped as the air in the room became hot.
"Do I need to refresh your memories cupcake?", It's getting hard for me to breath as he strode towards me, an hard look watching my every move eagerly waiting for me to make an attempt.
It scares me !!!
His lust actually scares me !!!
"N-nat...N-nathan", I unintended moaned out, immediately realized I did such covering my hand over my mouth. I couldn't stop the little moans I made as I got scared of how he looks at me.
Like a wolf watching his next hunted meal 'rabbit', I'm the rabbit and he's the wolf.
"Oh Aurora fuck, you have no idea how much control you have over me do you?",he stood next to me and turned my head up to watch him look down at me.
His eyes swooning with deep craving desire, desire to take me out. He took a deep breath in, trying to fight his lustrous mind.
"Aurora", his restrained raspy voice resounded in my ears as he called my name.
His hand under my jaw, lifting my head up as he pecked my parted lips and said "I will try and find your phone, but I'm not hundred percent sure it's with me. When you're done, I will drop you off at your place. Is that fine with you, sweetie?".
"Y-yes it is", I stuttered not processing what just transpired.
"Okay baby, see you in a while".
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"Don't you think I deserved to get at least a chance to get to know you?", Nathan said as I unbuckled my seatbelt wanting to step out of his car until he questioned.
After what transpired between us in his house, the sudden awkwardness awoken. I have two particular reason for me urgently needing to avoid him.
One, it seems I have no absolute control of my body when it comes to my 'favourite preferred author'.
Two, I promised no one else is going to we walk into my life again.
Yes, I want to have fun and really stop being a stuck up bitch but who am I fooling I can't do it.
I'm a 24 years old virgin and I don't think people actually find it something to be proud of but as a matter of fact I find it really pleasing to give your virginity to someone worthy.
I don't carry the title of being a Virgin over my head but it's still something I could hold onto.
I almost stepped out his car, ignoring what he said until he held my hand back. "Aurora, I'm really trying here please help a little".
"Well, stop trying then. And Thanks for everything once more", I closed the car door walking up the street.
I could not allow him to drop me off at Sabrina's apartment, not risking my safety after an almost one night stand.
Yeah, no thank you.
I trudged up her apartment after checking if no one was following me. Mentally preparing myself for the next battle, a battle called 'Sabrina's War'.
Took a mental inhale as I inputted the code and open the door.
"Hey?"
"Rina" I walked into the living room looking for any traces of that little who am I kidding that big questions monster.
"Sabrina...Ahh".
Author's Note
A double update for you dear readers, I hope it made up for my last updates.
Originally the updates for AWB is Monday. But this is just bonus chapter tho I was meant to upload this chapter yesterday but I forgot 😂😂 so here is it.
I have no clue how good or bad I'm doing but I hope I'm doing just fine.
So a little moment between Our dear Aurora and Nathan, what do you guys think?. There's still a lot to find out and we are still in the beginning of the book, I'm sorry if it's taking a while but it's going to get better. *I hope* lol.
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