The heaviness of loss in my heart hadn't eased. I felt like I had died too, and they just forgot to bury me. Death leaves a heart grieving pain no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal but why do I feel like mine is been stolen?".
She grieved agonizing in the rain, pouring out her heartaches as the heavy drop of the rain stroked her. The teenager held her last hanging memories of her mother afraid the rope holding her up is going to snap soon.
She screamed into the cold thin air but no one heard, no one came to the rescue. Laying on the soft but edgy grass piercing her skin she hoped someone will come to save her from her pain. She wished, prayed for someone to kiss away her affliction but all her tears have been used up.
As she laid motionless, watched as the heavy pour rained down on her face, her last captivating smile sadly spread mouthing her last word.
"I give up Mom, I'll be right next to you soon".
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Kate wiped the last drop of tears rolling down her cheeks, a brisk sad smile waltzed upon her lip as she read the final words of 'Amelia Linn' a beautiful heartbreaking character she wrote, about a teenager losing her mother after years fighting cancer and she couldn't endure the pain of losing her mother at such a young age. Her joyous and happy home crumbled into million pieces, her dad not withstanding the pain of losing his beloved wife ran from his home and responsibility. She lost two important people in her life as she tried to face the world, looking for the bigger picture of life. With much difficulty, hope and downfalls she ended her sorrowful life.
The thousand audiences yelled and resounded in the mall. Applauding and praising unto her name, as some cried and screamed out their love for her.
She portrayed and displayed the best emotion of what 'Amelia' went through that got her,her first best selling book.
As she stood admist the stage, the golden sparkling light shined onto her, bowed 90'o to her beloved fan, waving and a professional wide smile laid out on her lips.
"We love you Kate"
"You're so beautiful"
"Your smile is so uggh"
"Why are you so pretty?"
"How can you stand there so beautifully?"
She smiled at their mischievous and shh them to toned down their screams as she interacted with them whilst the staff directed the fans to the stage orderly for their book signing. Ava strode up to her on the stage as the fan stood awaiting for the line to move to meet their favourite author.
"Is everything okay Kate?", she inquired professional as her job inquired, Kate nodded in response.
"Can I get a retouch of my makeup?", Ava scoffed at her enquiry as she called for Kate's personal assistant and stylist connected to the back stage through her bluetooth.
Sharon, Kate's personal assistant needed whenever she is on stage or she have an important event or occasion to attend, she is always present.
While Maxy, her personal stylist both makeup, outfits and hair. He has been working for Kate for years, both signing a contract of never to disclose her private life to the public.
It has been three years since the ever first book written by Kate was first sold out through the world, both international and national. She won her very first prize winning award voted across 102 countries at an early age of her career.
Kate might just a pseudonym name for Aurora's other life but it's her everything. She becomes the complete opposite of Aurora, the one she is so afraid of showing.
Kate becomes more confident, wild, free, open minded, not scared of the outside world.
Not only does her character switches but she changes her appearance also. In this case, not so much people will be to recognize her. Aurora, might just be a plain black hair girl with dull grey eyes, Kate being the quite the opposite with a pure blond wig, deep blue ocean fake eyes contact and heavy but natural make-up with glasses on, sometimes with her customized black mask on.
Sharon handed her iced- latte as Maxy went to work.
"Honey, you really don't need a touch up you're already a beauty I'm telling you", his soft high pitched voice rang in the mall.
"Yes, he's right", a fan yelled from the crowd as they all laughed.
She picked up her microphone and replied " Yeah damn right, there is no need for anyone to tell me such", she shrugged and the mall resounded in laughter.
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With so much that transpired between Kate and her fan, the fans meeting began. It went smoothly until an unwanted issue approached her.
"Hey girl", Sabrina whispered and dropped her book on the table waiting for Kate to sign it.
Kate almost broke out of character as she quietly questioned"What are you doing here?".
"I came as a very good fan of Kate for your autograph and I still haven't forgiven you".
"Rina, you shouldn't be here you need to leave".
"You look really different but beautiful though "she smirked evilly absolutely knowing what she was doing.
"Rina!" she whispered yelled
"Yes"
They both glared at each other, the two not ready to give into each other until " Fine I'm sorry" Kate apologize not wanting to cause any scene.
"Yeah you should-", Rina was cut off by Kate as she said. "I've apologized for a million time, Rina what do you want me to do?".
"Girl, you hit me with a fucking frying pan. My head was hurting all week, how could you ever make up for that, tell me", she acted out, drastically wiping off her fake tears.
"Rina, why don't I take you out to dinner for hurting that precious head of you, what do you say?" Kate carefully negotiated and smiling pleasingly.
"Fine, I accept. And babe you're doing a great job Kate". Sabrina gave Kate a thumbs up and a proud smile plastered on her lips.
"Of course I am, what did you except?"she winked.
"Yeah yeah yeah, don't forget your promise dinner by 8 you got it?".
"Yes, now leave shoo", Kate quietly shooed her away with her hand gesturing.
"Not so fast girl-"
"What?"
"You haven't signed my book", Sabrina chuckled at Kate's expression.
"Okay fine".
"Bye darling, I LOVE YOU", she yelled as she made a finger heart shaped to her walking down the stage.
'What will I do without her!', Kate thought !!
The fan signing ended well, as she had a lot of fun time interacting with her fans. Some asked questions relating to her book called 'Cellings', while the other asked for a picture.
Currently 6:30pm, heading home after the stressful afternoon. Kate had her milk boba tea with strawberry in her hand as she read comments of her fan on her web page. She is a sucker for her tea, drink and a foodie, her routine are quite important to her, her hot coco in the morning, whilst reading book or writing books in the library, her iced-latte and lastly for the day her special boba tea.
"Why was Sabrina at the fan signing today?", Kate lazily turned her head to the other right watching Ava working on her tablet.
"Nothing important, just her usual ass wanting to support me everywhere I am".
"Okay, according to your schedule this month we have an award winning event to attend in the two weeks, another book reading and fan signing in L.A, a fan meeting, a tv talk show and the company's meeting coming up", she listed as she scrolled through Kate's list of schedule.
"Alright, that's easy", she sipped her tea went back to checking her page.
"How's it going with the romance novel the company requested for, the deadline is approaching soon".
Kate groaned as she was once again reminded of her undone deeds. She utterly have no clue of what reason she actually agreed to this but she was sure she wanted to give it a go.
"It's going smoother than I thought", she smoothly lied through her teeth.
"Ok"
Thinking of the torture she placed herself into, a lingering scene flashed through her mind. The thought she tried to put away at the event, the feelings she fought so hard to deny erupted in her.
As she was reminded of his hot lips on hers, gracefully sucking all her warning. It felt so good as his tongue intertwined, circling and tasting hers, she couldn't shake out the thought of his throaty deep voice whispering soft but sexy words in her ear with his sly smirk right after they disconnected their lips panting heavily.
"Nat", I murmured.
"What did you say?"
"Nothing"
Absolutely nothing, Aurora.
Author's Note.
So lovelies Thanks for the 100 reads, I can't believe you guys will actually read this book. Thanks for considering and finally meeting Kate the anonymous name for Aurora. A second version of her, how is she and how did you like this chapter?.
Kate is going to be written in a third pov whenever she is on but Aurora is still first point of view, when it's Kate Pov it's either going to be a long or short chapter depending on what Kate is portraying exactly.
The next update is going to be in Aurora's, Our main character Pov.
I know it's confusing but please stay with me as I revealed more character, secrets and connection among them.
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See you dear reader, next time .
" A WRITER BENEATH "
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