I stare at the class teacher while pretending to pay attention to her. I hate philosophy class. Once you make a mistake with this teacher, you will face a lot of problems.
I turned to look at one of the girls in the class , Liz, one of the most beautiful girls in the class and my first love. I kept looking while I fell into a daydream.
Thinking: I wonder what you would look like in a dress?
The teacher calls my name: Kayne, are you paying attention to what I am saying?
I respond quickly so as not to reveal to the class that I was staring at Liz
I say: Yes, teacher, I was paying attention
She answers: So what was I saying?
I stare at the blackboard until the teacher covers it and continues to stare at me angrily
Kyle next to me says: If a person thinks, he exists
I repeat after him so that the whole class laughs at me and the teacher screams at me
Teacher: Come to my office immediately!!
I answer sadly: Yes teacher
While I turned to Kyle and asked him angrily: Why did you do that?
Kyle replies: Sorry! Sorry! I wasn't paying attention either
I think with a sigh: I've got into trouble
I believe him because I don't think he will lie to me. Kyle is my childhood friend and I have known him since I was in elementary school. I trust him very much.
I am sitting next to the door of Teacher Lin's office. By the way, Teacher Lin is a professor of philosophy
I'm thinking: Damn!! Why Teacher Lin is too late, could she be in the principal's office? I heard that the principal is her lover and she always goes to him when she is angry.
My worst fears have come true as I see Teacher Lynn with the principal, and I hate this principal. He is always angry and punishes the simplest things, and now he is with this teacher.
The first thing that comes to my mind is, "I'm dead."
Teacher Lin orders me: Follow me
I follow her silently while the director stares at me like a raging bull, but before I can think of anything, I feel as if a huge hammer is hitting my head with unbearable pain, which made me me to scream.
After a loud scream heard by the whole school, he fell unconscious on the ground
To wake up and find myself in a white place full of mirrors, which confuses and terrifies me
I think: Where am I? Wasn't I going to be punished by the principal and Teacher Lynn before I felt severe pain in my head? Well, that's better than punishment
I notice the place is all mirrors, making it difficult to get directions
I approach one of them and a reflection of me appears, but the problem is that this reflection is shorter and smaller
I say: Is there a problem with this mirror?
Touch it and I am pulled inside. I open my eyes and find myself as an infant again
I think: H. How, what happened?
I try to move, but nothing. I try to scream, but nothing. I try to do anything, but nothing, which makes me panic, but nothing happens.
I'm thinking: Calm down, Cain, take a breath!
I try but nothing
I'm thinking: I can't even breathe, seriously!
I force myself to calm down and try to think as logically as possible
I think: It seems that I cannot do anything with this body, but I feel, see, and hear everything, so am I just watching or what?
After 10 years of getting close to madness multiple times due to not being able to change any of my mistakes, I was just watching my life. No statement of "witness" is wrong. Rather, I went through my life's experience from the time I was born until I was ten years old, without the ability to change anything, just watching.
I find myself lying in the mirror space, or that's what I call it
I try moving my body and I succeed, which makes me feel comfortable
I say: I will never experience this again. This experience is the worst thing I have ever experienced in my life
I get up and try to look for a way out, but as I look I pass several mirrors that reflect several smaller reflections of me. I ignore them all and keep moving forward.
I say: What is the benefit of repeating your life experiences when you cannot change any of them?
I continued moving, but had to stop because I saw something that made my body shiver and my heart beat like a drum inside me
I say: This can't be what I'm thinking, right?
I don't receive an answer but this causes a crazy smile to appear on my face
Come closer and stare madly into this mirror
I say: From my previous experience, this mirror makes you go through the experience that the younger version of you in the reflection went through, but
My smile gets crazier with a crazy laugh
I say: But according to what I see in front of me, this reflection is older than me. From his appearance, he appears to be in his thirties, so...
Touch the mirror with a maniacal smile
I say: I hope you don't disappoint me
After nearly thirty-six years in a dark room, I held my heart in intense pain
I'm thinking: I didn't think I would die of a heart attack, if only I would get a second chance
These were my last thoughts before I found myself in the panting world of mirrors and clutched my heart in shock.
I say: No, I'm back, I'm really back
I united with the tears of happiness and pain falling from my eyes
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