I open my eyes to find myself in a world of mirrors and the first thing that comes to my mind is: Seriously? again ?
I say lazily and annoyed: Let's see what happens now
I walk towards the largest mirror, ignoring all the mirrors that reflect smaller versions of me
I say seriously: Let's see what my regret is now
I touch the mirror that reflects a version of me that appears to be in my twenties, with an athletic body, taller and more handsome than the previous older version
The mirror pulls me to start my life again from birth, where events pass naturally as before, until I meet that mirror after opening my eyes
She smiles at me sweetly and asks: Did you have a good sleep?
My hands shake remembering all the hardships you have caused me
To ask anxiously and touch my forehead: Are you okay? You're not sick, right? Did you have a nightmare?
I wonder: Is this the person who caused me suffering all these years because of her rejection? Why is she so nice to me?
I quickly composed myself and smiled at her and thanked her: No, I am fine, thank you for your concern, but what are you doing here?
She answers with a smile: I was walking until I found you here, so I decided to watch you
I forced a smile and said: Isn't it strange to watch a stranger sleep?
She answers as if it were the most reasonable thing: Isn't it normal to watch someone you love sleeping?
I'm thinking: love him? Isn't it very direct?
Ask hesitantly: What do you mean by "love him"?
She gives and expresses that she remembered something important: By the way, I love you, so be my lover
She holds my hand and looks at me obsessively, which makes me nervous
I say in the most polite way possible: That's very quick, can I have some time to think, I don't even know your name?
She says with some sadness so that hope is replaced by burning hope: I am Yuru, call me Yuu from now on
I say gently: Okay, Yuru, I'm already late for my brother. I'll go now, bye.
Run before she say anything
I watch all of this from my point of view, but I was not as affected as the previous woman, as I left Yoru, or especially Keita no Yoru, a 169 cm tall girl with midnight black hair and beautiful purple eyes with a very beautiful appearance, without forgetting her identity as the next lady of the northern region.
To escape from it, I changed many things in my life: I started training to strengthen my body and improve my relationship with Neil so that we could become like brothers.
I was transferred to the nobility class, where all the major schools are divided into two areas: commoners and nobles, and you can tell the difference just from the name.
Yuro also moved to study with me in the same department and continues to try to make me fall in love with her, and I also continue to procrastinate that I need time to think.
Inheriting my family's property and continuing to try to marry me after he inherited my family's property from the age of eighteen until my twenties, when I started looking for a suitable woman for me, and this was my mistake.
Every woman I get close to dies or disappears without a trace. Even Yoru becomes cold towards me when I give her my monthly report.
She usually asks me about my condition and how I spend my time. She also asks me about going out on a date in order to give her a reason to say no.
I was asked about marriage and I said the same excuse I had used for seven years, but after I started getting close to other women, they became cold towards me and indifferent,
which made me happy at first, but after all the women I had talked to or gotten close to disappeared, and no evidence of anything was found.
There is only one person who can hide things from me in the northern region, and she is the Lady of the North
These are my words before I hid a dagger in my jacket: Let's end this farce, I'm bored
I go to submit a report to the lady of the north, we are alone in the room, she is sitting at her desk, staring at me coldly and indifferently, while I stand two meters away from her desk and return the same indifferent look.
I say coldly: Stop killing every woman I get close to. This has become exaggerated.
To respond more coldly: This is not the report I am waiting to hear?
I sigh and say: So you won't stop no matter what I say?
I sigh in annoyance and take out the dagger inside my jacket. Yoru says sarcastically: Are you that angry, trying to kill the Lady of the North?
She stands behind her desk, ready to fight
I say sarcastically: No, this is not to kill you, but to kill me
She says in shock: What do you mean , stop!!!!
After her scream, he stabbed the dagger directly into my chest so that she could quickly turn towards me
I think in pain: Damn!! I made a mistake. I didn't stab the heart directly. This is very painful!! I won't do it again! Even if I get bored, I know that the world of mirrors will alert me
Groaning in pain, Yoru tries to stop the bleeding, but it's already late
sorry~
I hear a weak, trembling voice from Yoru
She says in a trembling voice and tears fall like a burst dam: Sorry, sorry, I'm really sorry!!!
Crying~crying~
I ask with a gasp of pain: Why are you sorry?
She answers in tears, with my blood staining her face and hands: Everything, I should not have been adamant, or tried to force you by killing every woman you spoke to, sorry, sorry, sorry.
I ask with weakness, feeling cold and running out of energy: But why did you do all this? All these years have not tired of waiting for me?
She answers while placing her face in my chest and blood is pouring down on her: All I wanted was for us to create a happy family and live together all our lives, but now this is impossible, is it all because of me?
Since that day, when you gave me that flower when we were young, I have been waiting for the day we will get married
I remember that day and how I can forget it when I lived through the same beginning for three times
I ask in amazement: Was that girl you? Impossible. She was indescribably beautiful. I'm not even close to her.
Before I could finish my speech, her face, or rather her mask, was torn off to reveal a charming face that could not be described in words
One word comes out of my mouth: Why????
If I know one thing about women, it's that they love to look beautiful, but for her to hide her beauty all these years, isn't this torture for her?
She says: I wanted you to be the first person to see my face after that day. I was hoping that we would be lovers on that day I met you while you were sleeping in the park, but I show it to you now while you are dying in front of me.
She keeps crying, which makes me feel very remorseful for behaving so childishly
I say in a low voice so that Yuro can bring her closer to the side of my mouth so she can hear me: The next time we meet, I will love only you.
Let these be my last words before I wake up in the world of mirrors
I say: This experience is different from the previous one, as I did not forget that I was a viewer, but I got both feelings and memories
Which reminds me of Yoru, I think: Well I think I owe her a lot of love this time, and also don't commit suicide stupidly like before. It was very painful.