Jessica's POV
"Don't you know what you walked yourself into? You are my woman and are supposed to do everything I ask you to do," He growled, taking his dangerous steps closer. His huge figure hovers over my little one.
I flinched at his movement, but my body wouldn't move as if my feet were attached to the ground. He was so intimidating and I closed my eyes in fear, trying again, "Please... I am so scared..." I whispered, shaving at his presence.
"Did you look at the white sheet on the bed?" He asked, pointing his finger to the bed, staring down at me as if I was stupid. I turned my eyes to the bed and nodded at the white sheet, whispering "Yes".
"Do you know what is that for?" He asked, still staring at me. I didn't meet his eyes as his presence is already stressing me out.
Wait! This is not what I am thinking, right?! Or is it?! No, it is not possible!
I shook my head, not believing myself. I don't want that to be true. This is a different world and I believe these people don't think the same.
"It defines your status. If you want to be my concubine, then I should be your first man. Which means you should have blood in that sheet after I slept with you or you will be thrown out with cancellation of the peace treaty," His deep voice vibrated in my ears, as he took another step closer to me.
I gulped, realizing that my instinct was right. I can't be his concubine without doing that!
"Can... Can you just give me some time? I ... I am so scared, I need to prepare myself," I whispered, trying to convince myself along with him. I can't turn my back from the moment I promised Princess that I would take her place and do everything in my hand to protect the human Kingdom.
I clenched my skirt and closed my eyes, waiting for his response, but it didn't come. I could only hear his heavy breath near my ear.
His masculine scent filled my nostrils, sending a shiver down my spine. For the very first time in my life, I felt different. I have never been with anyone before because it's hard to trust anyone.
"Fine" was the last word I heard from his lips before he smashed that on mine. Taken back by shock, I parted my lips. He took it as an advantage, shoving his tongue into mine, and started devouring it as if his life depended on it.
His strong arms slipped around my body, pulling me closer as he deepened the kiss. I never kissed before, so I have no idea what I should do. I tried to follow his movements unconsciously as I closed my eyes, feeling so small in his arms.
His scent.
His muscular Greek God-like body.
His big strong arms that is playing with my body.
Finally, his kiss just made my body go numb.
I never felt like this. Everything about this moment feels like a dream or it is more likely a dream mixed with the nightmare.
I thought I hated that but now, his actions feel so good. I flinched, feeling his teeth on my lips as he bite them, making me taste my blood.
He parted his lips from mine as I started struggling to breathe. His eyes never left mine while breathing like me.
Moved his arms from my body, and took a step back, saying, "This is your first and last time to request something like this. Go back to sleep and tell the Queen that I didn't attend to you tonight, and prepare yourself for the next time!".
I nodded my head, so fast, agreeing, "I will, Your Highness,".
"Now, go back to sleep," He ordered and turned around, walking to the door.
I forced the lump down my throat, feeling the pain on my lips. My eyes widen as I run back to him, saying "Your Highness, wait a minute".
He stopped and turned around and stared right at me with his gorgeous eyes filled with anger, asking "What?".
"Here... My lips are bleeding and I don't think anyone will believe that you haven't been here," I said, pointing to my lips. His eyes flash an unfamiliar emotion that I can't even define, but soon, it turns back to the same irritation that I saw before.
He grabbed my arm and pulled me closer within a second. Licking my lips, he removes the blood and whispers in his deep voice, "It will heal within the morning so you don't have to worry. Just have a good sleep".
My body burst with goosebumps as I stared at him for a second before nodding my head and whispering "Yes".
"Now go," He whispered before letting my arm go. Then he turned around and walked out of the room within a few minutes.
I walk to the bed and lie down on the soft mattress, thinking about a way to prepare myself for him. If I should prepare some physical things, I could do but he is asking me to prepare my body for him to do that!
Aghhh! How am I supposed to do that? Should I have done it before coming here? No! Didn't he just tell me that he should be my first so I could stay in my place as his concubine?
I took a sigh and shook my head, whispering "Let me ask Lilly. Even though she has never been with anyone, I am sure that she has an answer for this".
I closed my eyes, tried, and drained out with all the work that I did today. Both my body and mind are drained on the same day of entering this palace.
I don't know how I am going to survive in this palace for the rest of my life or until the black mirror takes me to my real world.
I hope I can go back to my world as soon as possible. I will take Lilly with me so she doesn't have to suffer here alone.